I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 650 I've been waiting for you
The two-hour and twelve-minute movie finally ended at 11:30 in the evening. Ye Zhi pushed me in a wheelchair and walked on the already deserted streets, although I didn't preset the destination with Ye Zhi , but I know that the hospital is not far ahead.

Walking to the end of the street, Ye Zhi finally spoke to me and said, "Want to eat something?"

"I ate a big bucket of popcorn in the movie theater, and I didn't feel hungry at all. Are you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry either...then I'll take you back to the hospital. You're going to Phuket tomorrow and get some rest early."

"Ah."

I replied, and then fell into silence. In fact, I really wanted to ask her if she would accompany me to Phuket since I had a three-day vacation... But, I really wanted to say goodbye to her here, because there was With her by my side, my heart has never been at peace. This is not a state where I can do good things.

……

In the ward, Ye Zhi helped me to the hospital bed, and then poured me another glass of water. She didn't leave immediately, but sat by the bed to accompany me. The "Rolex" she gave me was on the side of the bed. On the cabinet is...

I picked up the water, and Ye Zhi hurriedly yelled "hot", but I didn't take it seriously. After taking a sip, I smiled and said to her: "You can go back to China tomorrow, we will say goodbye in Bangkok."

"I want to take you to Phuket."

"No, I don't want to see you everywhere... I don't want to go to a new place with the pain of what I can't ask for... I think it through, and I fully understand your difficulties. I will bless you in my heart of."

Ye Zhi was silent.

"Do you know why our conversations always end with one person's silence?"

"I do not know."

"Because we all hate the current state, we don't have the courage to break the boat, so as long as the topic is sensitive, we will feel guilty... I am a person with a mental cleanliness. What I want is a job that can be done at any time. Free love, not this kind of cheating humbleness... I don't know what you think in your heart, but I really have enough... I don't need you anymore, and you don't need to worry about me, Brother Ping Will take care of me."

"I'm sorry, I didn't want to cause you so much psychological pressure."

"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry... If I hadn't been too obsessed with this relationship, we wouldn't be in such an embarrassing situation now... We are all more generous, so I also hope you can bless me, bless me Have a successful career, wish me a long and healthy life, and wish me a new relationship.”

"I don't want this to be you talking angry with me."

"I swear, I didn't... Don't you always hope that I can be with Sisi; yes, if I can't forget you, then Sisi and I will have endless hidden dangers, but if I can forget you , love her with your heart, there will be no conflicts between us...I'll tell you the truth, just when we were watching the movie, I thought about a lot of things...I found that I don't seem to love you that much , because I think you are very similar to me. You say you don’t want to hurt others, but you hurt people’s bones, like a monster that eats people but doesn’t spit out bones. It's the comparison, but what I should be most grateful for is also the comparison. In comparison, I prefer Sisi's purity. I think the life with her is called life...with her, I can never grow up, It will always be romantic; and you will only bring me into the most realistic and darkest world, and I don't even have the courage to imagine the struggle of interests that drink human blood!"

Ye Zhi's lips trembled slightly, and after a long time, she said to me: "If you are not lying to me, this should be the best result."

"Every word comes from the heart."

"Okay... I won't bother you again... I hope you are happy."

I looked straight at Ye Zhi without any evasion, and then watched her leave the ward... and the painful feeling was swallowing me up bit by bit, but I had to do this, I was a man, if I really wanted to If I can help Ye Zhi, I can't indulge in this emotional vortex, and I can't let myself become Ye Zhi's weakness. I even have to be more sober and decisive than her...

Yes, when Ye Zhi began to believe that we had nothing to do with each other, then I could really sneak into this "game" like an invisible and tasteless wind; When Zhi needs it, help her deliver a fatal blow.

……

This night, a myriad of thoughts devoured my sleep like a demon, and I fell asleep in a daze until it was almost dawn...

Before I woke up, I didn't think it was a dream at all, because it was too real.

Wang Lei is sitting in the rented house I once rented in Shanghai. Like most of the time, she is wearing black stockings and a very sexy short skirt that can wrap her buttocks. Her hair is draped over her shoulders, except for her eyes. , Everything about her is full of wind and dust.

I wasn't overly frightened, but just cautiously asked her, "Are you a human or a ghost?"

Wang Leimei smiled: "Mi Gao, if I'm not dead, you'll get along well in Dali, will you take me over?"

"Of course, you gave me my Dali dream!"

"Haha...it's useless to say anything now, I can't go to Dali until I die..."

After a short pause, Wang Lei said to me seriously: "Do you believe it? After so many years in the nightclub, I only sit on the stage, not on the stage. No matter how much the guests pay, I have never crossed this step!"

"Impossible, there is no one in this line of work that doesn't come out."

"I haven't, really not."

I laughed: "I think this may be a dream of mine, it's my subconscious that doesn't want you to come out, so I imagined such a you in my dream..."

"How long has it been since you thought of me? Why did you suddenly have this dream today? Is there such a coincidence?..."

"This is a dream... Sisi told me that my life is like a play. You were there at the beginning, and now you appear to connect the past and the future... But Wang Lei, whether it's a dream or real , I miss you very much!...the one I miss in particular!"

"Who is Sisi?"

"It's a girl I met on the way to Dali."

"Haha...you are so cute...I am a ghost, omniscient, omnipotent...how could I not know...I not only know Sisi, I also know Ye Zhi, I know everything about you."

After pondering for a while, I asked: "Then I have come to this point, do you think I deserve it?"

"I don't want to care about you and other people's affairs, I only care about my own feelings... If you had a little more courage in that bar, you would take me away that night, and there would be no more things that happened later, I I won't let you meet Sisi, I won't let you meet Ye Zhi, and I won't let Lu Jia hurt you... We will open a hotel in Dali, facing the Erhai Lake. If you raise a dog, I will be in the yard Planted with Margarita, every night we will lead the dog and take a walk on the Erhai Lake... Mi Gao, I don't want to be a princess, I have been waiting for you, waiting for you to take me away..."

……

Amidst Wang Lei's collapsed cries, I woke up suddenly...

Outside the window, a ray of sunlight shines on my hospital bed through the white curtains...

It's so real, after waking up, I still have the confidence to say the conversation with Wang Lei in the dream, verbatim, I even saw the time on the watch on her wrist, it was pointing to a quarter past nine .

I had a headache and was thirsty, so I hurriedly picked up the glass of boiling water Ye Zhi had poured for me before leaving yesterday, and drank it with my head raised.

After panting heavily for a while, my heart felt another burst of pain. It wasn't until the moment I woke up from the dream that I really faced a question: at the moment of Wang Lei's death, was she blessing me or hating me?
In the dream, she seemed to hate me!

Her hatred is a revelation to me, so that I don't regret it until I lose it completely!
(End of this chapter)