I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 649
When Ye Zhi and I were together, I would try my best to avoid thinking about the fact that she had a marriage contract, even though I knew it was just a consensual marriage contract, it was still a thorn in my heart, as long as I thought about it, I feel tortured, and I don't think love should be like this.

However, I am powerless to change the status quo, so I can only persuade myself to live in the present.

I know that when I'm with Ye Zhi, as long as I numb myself a little and stop thinking about the past and the future, I'm actually quite happy.

Maybe, Ye Zhi also thinks the same way, that's why she can come to Thailand to see me again and again.

After a long period of silence, Ye Zhi finally spoke: "I feel the same as you now. Every time I come to Thailand, I have a deep sense of guilt, but every time I tangle and hesitate, my sensibility still overcomes my rationality. ... I am very afraid that you will not be able to take care of yourself here, and I am also worried that your mentality will go wrong, because I have a deep understanding of what you are going through now. People will change at this time, especially when they are lying on the hospital bed. You are very fragile...but there is no one around you who can really comfort you...I always tell myself that this must be the last time we meet, don't have these unnecessary entanglements again, but just got on the plane, my mind is full Just those pictures when we were together, and when you were silent... My heart is really sore and painful..."

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"Yes, love can change a person...Sometimes, I really wish I was a woman with a lot of love experiences, so that I can take things lightly...But I am not, my life , there is only you, so whenever I see other people in pairs on some occasions, I always think of you... I hate this feeling, but I was born as a woman who has carried too much, no matter how I Choice, for me, is the worst outcome... But you are different, you can have many choices... Do you know? When you and Sisi get closer, I feel sad, but there is always Not high tension, but relaxed a little bit... Sisi is young, and she treats you with sincerity, and you have been together for a long time, and you will let go of the past with me..."

"I thought I could let it go, so I went to see her parents with her, and I even made a promise to her... We were only close to being together!... Hehe, if there are wins and losses in love, we both It's a loser... We all lose in being too serious... Sometimes, I also think about it, I will turn myself into a person like Chen Jin, as you can see, he obviously likes Nicole very much, but He just doesn't care. One day, he finds a girl for entertainment, and the next day he finds a young woman to fool around. Seeing Nicole drifting away from him, but he just doesn't feel sad at all... Is he really not sad? It's just what we see He's not just sad... In fact, he is the same as us. When he can't get someone, he chooses to abuse himself and hurt himself... We just choose different ways to hurt ourselves...Chen Jin is depraved, Yang Sisi is Leaving, I am using my body to torture my spirit, and you will be bored in your heart and suffer yourself..."

I sighed heavily, and then covered my face with my hands, I couldn't continue... Because once an adult's injury is unscrupulously ripped apart, it is really terrible!

My heart was so bitter that when I spoke again, my voice was choked up, but I said to Ye Zhi with a smile: "Go, I will let myself look away, anyway, love is not everything for one person ...I just want to make money, the more the better...I will not hurt Sisi anymore, and I will not miss you anymore...I will only make myself more and more realistic...I will find someone I like A woman with money gets married, and she must be more beautiful than you. Let her change tricks to please me every day... It is better to be alive and enjoy the fun brought by money than to sink into emotional pain... "

"If you really become like this, you are not worthy of others' love!"

"I've done my best...the rest, I don't care."

"That's not what I want to see."

"Of course it's not what you want to see...you hope that I can be with Sisi, and then you can get out... I can see that you have been encouraging me in your own way, and you want me to never forget Come out of this shadow... But, let me ask you, if Sisi and I are together, can we really live a comfortable life?... She knows you exist, if we really don't know each other The relationship is okay, if there is any concern or entanglement in the future, it will kill Sisi... But as long as I have a little rationality, I should find a woman who knows nothing about my past."

Once the vent is opened, it will only get bigger and bigger, so I said to Ye Zhi: "I have already assumed the future with Sisi... Then if we are together, what will happen between us?" What kind of future is this time?... You must tell me, because when we were together, I was always the passive side, so I didn't have the confidence to think about such unrealistic things. "

After a long period of silence, Ye Zhi finally spoke to me and said: "If we are together, you will live in my hatred and have no joy at all... If I drop everything and go with you, neither will I. I'm really willing... because I was once ruined by someone, not only my grandfather, but also my mother, even my whole life, was ruined..."

After a short pause, Ye Zhi said again: "Mi Gao...Sometimes I'm very lucky, I'm glad that after I came back from the dead, I didn't rush to find you. This is the most correct choice I have made in my life ...For a person living in a superstructure, it is too easy to destroy an ordinary person...I can't turn you into my weakness, let alone let you go on adventures with me."

Ye Zhi and I looked at each other, and then asked her in a low voice, "Do you think I'm a person who is afraid of taking risks?"

"You are not, I will never forget the blood and sense of justice in you... But, you are not alone, behind you is your family, your parents... I will see your parents Afterwards, I can feel how much they love you, how much they need you... I can't be so selfish, not to mention I know how painful it is to lose these things, how can I have the heart to let you experience this pain?... If people really have a next life, I will definitely be an ordinary woman and stay by your side, never leaving for a second..."

I was silent, my mind was full of thoughts...

At this time, Ye Zhi smiled again and said to me: "Didn't you just say that you want to forget the past and the future?... Let's stop discussing these things. You should invite me to watch a movie... After the movie, go eat Supper... at least, we're going to turn this night into a good memory."

(End of this chapter)