I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 643
This phone card is a temporary card that I only issued after I arrived in Thailand, so there are only a few people who know about it. At this time, a caller who has no place of attribution came in, which surprised me a bit, because all my friends are through Wechat contacted me.

I subconsciously glanced at Wednesday San, who had been silent all this time, his eyes dodged, and I understood a little bit in my heart, and then I felt flustered.

I tried to calm myself down before I got on the phone and asked, "Hi, who's there?"

"Guess who I am."

After pondering for a while, I replied, "Sisi."

"...There is no Sisi in this world... The person who is calling you now is very cold and heartless."

"If it's so easy to change your face... I don't want to be Mi Gao anymore!"

"Whether you're Mi Gao or not, you won't be able to change the nature of your little red guy..."

I smiled, but felt inexplicably sad. I felt that she hadn't changed, at least her way of speaking hadn't changed.

After we were silent for a while, she said to me again: "I heard that you went to Thailand to see your legs..."

I suddenly wanted to smoke very much, so I took one out of the cigarette case and put it in my mouth, and then replied: "Well, there was a little accident at the time, and I didn't fully recover as I imagined."

"so what?"

"No, so you saw it in the end."

"I didn't see it, others told me... I can choose to pretend I didn't see it, but..."

Yang Sisi didn't go on, but I could understand her mood; suddenly, she asked me again: "Mi Gao, do you know why I am so beautiful?"

"what!?"

"Because I traded my IQ for God for my beauty... I am a woman without IQ, so I only do things according to my own preferences... Some people think this is true temperament, but I am getting more and more I think it's a no-brainer... So, whether I live well or not now has nothing to do with others, it's all the result of my own choice... You don't have to be a psychological burden on me, just take care of yourself." The latest chapter Please follow the author's official account: Tank's Bookstand, view the complete song list of this book, participate in more activities and interact with the author.

"Don't say that about yourself."

"Well, let's not talk... I've finished what I want to say, so that's it."

"Wait... don't hang up the phone yet."

Before I said what was the matter, Yang Sisi said to me: "Don't persuade me to go back to Shanghai... I won't persuade you anything... For us now, we should only respect each other... I don't want to feel your pain anymore, and I don't want you to see my happiness... But one thing is the same as before, I hope you can be healthy, and I hope you don't live with burdens, so no matter how you treat me, I won't even hate you, you don't have to feel guilty about me... I really don't want to talk to you anymore, the more I talk, the more I hate myself..."

After finishing speaking, Yang Sisi hung up the phone, which caught me a little off guard, so that it took a long time before I put the phone down.

I don't think this phone call is the beginning of our upcoming intersection; on the contrary, it is a symbol of our going further and further apart.

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After sitting in one position for a long time, I said to Wednesday: "San San, have you been in contact with Sisi in private?"

"No...it's not considered contact...I have been sending emails to her mailbox, but she has never replied to me...Maybe she only called you after seeing those emails. Other contact methods are all I can't get in touch with her at all."

"Why do you have her mailbox?"

"The last time her computer had a problem, I sent her the repair software by email, so I have her email... Unexpectedly, it really succeeded!"

Seeing that I showed no signs of anger, Wednesday walked to the bedside, and then asked me with a smile: "Brother, what did my fourth brother tell you?"

"She let me recuperate well, so I don't have to feel guilty about her."

"Didn't she say she would come to Thailand to see you?"

"I didn't say it."

"It shouldn't be!...I told her that you gave up your promise to her because of your leg... If she sees those emails, she will definitely come to Thailand to find you as soon as possible, and I And tell her that Ye Zhi came to Thailand with you, she should have a sense of crisis!"

I shook my head, then sighed and replied, "Sansan, you're so nosy...why bother her?"

"Brother, does my fourth brother really have no feelings for you?"

"This is a good thing!"

On Wednesday, with a dejected look on his face, he spoke to me after a while and said, "Brother, please send me the number my fourth brother just called you, I want to contact her."

"Don't do things in vain... The number she called just now is a virtual number, and it doesn't even have an attribution... If she wanted to be disturbed, she wouldn't do it... Do you know? This time, she didn't No matter how noisy she was with me like before, now she is very quiet."

"Then did you really feel better after hearing what she said?"

"Stop talking about that, Sansan."

"I still want to say... I don't think she doesn't want to quarrel with you, she just doesn't want to affect your current mood, because she is the one who wants you to be healthy the most, so even if you treat her like this, she still calls you No, she doesn't want you to be burdened... She didn't come, it's not because she doesn't have feelings for you anymore, it's because you don't need her, your thoughts are all on Ye Zhi, and you never really put your heart into her , so when I say that she has no feelings for you, you say it's a good thing... Believe it or not, as long as you say on the phone that you need her, no matter how far away, she will come to accompany you... She It's not that she doesn't want to come, it's because when she faced Ye Zhi, she already had a feeling of inferiority... This feeling of inferiority was given to her by you!"

For the first time in my life, I lost my judgment by Wednesday's words. I just stared at him blankly, wondering how much he was right.

At this moment, Brother Ping took over the words and said, "Sansan, you kid is just too stupid and too brainy. If love can be justified like other things, then it's not called love...The parties involved have already put it This matter has been thoroughly thought out, and you still have to decide whether you are right or wrong here, don't you think it's easy to find trouble?"

Wednesday was silent for a long time, and then replied in a low voice: "I know what you said, I just think my fourth brother is too pitiful... You don't even know how she accompanied my brother to Shangri-La to find me , They almost died in the snowy mountains. In this world, only my fourth brother can accompany him like this... From my heart, I admit that Ye Zhi is also a good woman, but you have also seen it , she has no time at all, if the life-like side is missing in the emotional world of two people, it is also a kind of regrettable love!"

Brother Ping looked at Wednesday in disbelief, and sighed after a long while: "This is not something you can say!"

"I'm feeling it... When you were talking just now, I've been thinking about it... Can you tell me I'm wrong?"

(End of this chapter)