I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 615 I'm Scared Too
After Chen Jin and I had the idea of ​​competing next year, both of us were very excited, especially Chen Jin. He gestured to me and said, "I'm not afraid to set the goal higher. By this time next year, I have to buy a villa in the mountains and rivers, and buy a car for myself, let’s take the FJ Cruiser, and then take a month to take the Yunnan-Tibet line in a beautiful way.”

I smiled and replied: "I don't compare this with you... Ever since I came to Dali, I don't think the house and the car are the goals I have to fight for... I just want to stand on a higher ground, To realize the value of one's own life."

"That is, you already have a car and a house... BMW [-] series, a sea view room in a villa in Cangshan Mountain, what many people dream of!"

"Hehe... So, you have already lost the spiritual contest."

Chen Jin took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. After being silent for a while, he smiled and said to me: "Honestly, do you think it's the right choice for me to work for Binjiang Group?"

I asked back: "You can agree to Ye Zhi so readily, isn't it because you already have the answer in your heart?"

"It is because I have the answer in my heart that I feel that I have picked up a particularly big deal... She will definitely train me as a core person, but it is because she trusts you. If you don't insist on going to Thailand, she I definitely want to leave this opportunity to you.”

"As long as it can help her, it doesn't matter whether it's you or me; I don't think there's much difference in essence... If you really feel that you deserve it, then you should think about it and think about it, how can you do it?" Do something practical with her."

After a short pause, I said again: "The so-called employment relationship is actually that everyone takes what they need; if you can meet her needs, no matter what she gives you in return, you will not feel guilty."

"You still understand this matter better than me...I won't let you down."

"The point is her."

"Yes, it's her... I won't let her down!"

I put my arms around Chen Jin's shoulders, the two looked at each other and smiled, and then looked towards the direction of the ancient city together...

Different from the past, today's ancient city seems to be extraordinarily enchanting and peaceful. I like such an ancient city very much. It looks like a smiling woman who has been silent all the time...it seems to be waiting for something in this wind and snow. , She has been waiting for a long time, but she has never been disappointed, and she has never wavered.

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When I got back to my residence, I found my suitcase, packed some summer clothes, and a few cans of fermented bean curd, which I usually like to eat, and put them in together.

At this time, I am fully prepared to go to Thailand, and I have made some rough plans for my future life in Thailand... No matter how others question me, I have to give the software "One Click Tour" to Thailand in Thailand. Do it; instead, I feel that an international tourist city like "Phuket Island" is more helpful for me to achieve this goal, because there, it will be easier to get close to the needs of tourists, which will help me make the software More humane... I always feel that making this kind of service software and making it humanized to the extreme is the embodiment of core competitiveness... I just want to make the most practical travel software.

I did not joke with Chen Jin, I am not as interested in garages as before; at this time, I only want to be an entrepreneur who can change the way people travel.

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After a while, Wednesday opened the courtyard door and walked in. He was still wearing the overalls of "Are you hungry?"

"No, I took half a day off..."

After a short pause, he said to me again: "This afternoon, I went to the immigration office again. They said that my passport will take two weeks to be processed...don't wait for me, you go first Go to Thailand... No matter what, you have to heal your leg."

"It must be cured."

"What about after it's cured?... Will you go to my fourth brother?"

"Why are you asking this question again?"

"Because your leg is the best polygraph... If it weren't for this leg, you and my fourth brother would have reached the point where we are talking about marriage... I just want to know, when your leg is healed Now, will you marry my fourth brother according to the previous plan?"

"If I say I won't marry, do you think that I'm just using my legs as an excuse... In fact, I have never thought of Yang Sisi in my heart. I only feel that she is very nice to me when I need her." Important... At other times, I was hurting her!"

"That's who you are."

"Then if my legs get better and I choose to marry Yang Sisi, what do you think of me?"

I stopped him on Wednesday and Wednesday. He was stunned for a while before he asked me: "Will you really marry my fourth brother when your leg is healed?"

I looked at Wednesday with a very sharp look, and said: "Tell me honestly, have you already contacted Yang Sisi...she is still waiting for me?"

Wednesday looked at me very sadly, and then replied in a low voice: "I really want to contact her, but I really can't contact her... Don't think that I am giving you some hints by saying these words... ...Actually, there is no hint at all, I just feel sorry for you... In this world, there will no longer be a woman who is as sincere as my fourth brother to you... She even asked me to take good care of you when she hated you the most , how much is she afraid that you will have a bad life, so she can do such a thing and say such a thing? "

After a long silence, Wednesday said to me again in a very sincere tone: "Brother, don't you still understand? You and my fourth brother, in fact, I hope you can live a better life. My fourth brother is just grateful, you are the only brother in my heart!"

"Hehe... You are such a stupid person who looks like a piece of wood, how can you say such provocative words?!"

I was joking about Wednesday and Wednesday, but I felt an indescribable depression in my heart...

I miss Yang Sisi, and I don't think so purely; if we were married without that incident, what kind of life would we be living now?

I didn't have an answer, but after sighing deeply, I set my sights on the jujube tree in the middle of the yard, my vision gradually blurred... I seemed to see Yang Sisi standing under the jujube tree, and someone was in our ears Saying "be born early".

Actually, I was also quite afraid... I was afraid that the reason why I gave up Yang Sisi was not the injured leg, but Ye Zhi...

In this way, I am sorry for everyone!
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I waited patiently in Dali for three days, and finally waited for the day when Tie Nan was released from prison... Meeting him was the last thing I had to do before I left Dali.

I hope to be able to settle down with him, but I feel that he is not a person who is easy to see away, so I have been anxious since I got up in the morning.

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At ten o'clock in the morning, Director Ma and I met outside the ancient city. He was driving a Chang'an Ruixing, which was the official car of their temple. There were Zen words and the contact information of the temple on the car. Ambition to the world.

It is said that the monks are all empty, but a temple is so well versed in propaganda, I can't help but feel funny and hypocritical; but I didn't express my feelings in front of Director Ma, because I was not in the mood to argue with him.

Sitting in the car, I kept looking out of the car window, and from time to time there would be some buildings and trees distortedly reflected on the car window, just like my anxiety at the moment... I can imagine that over the past two years, Tetsuo has been What kind of crime is he suffering inside? What's even more frightening is that Tao Zi, whom he loves so much, has also married someone else not long ago.

I can't help but ask myself: what kind of heart do I need to have in order for Tetsuo to forgive all this?
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As the car got closer and closer to the destination, I regretted it more and more. I thought it was a mistake to convince myself to face Tetsuo.

(End of this chapter)