I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 613 I'll Give You a Chance

After thumping in the Erhai Lake, Chen Jin swam back to the shore again. He grabbed the edge of the reef with one hand and wiped off the water stains on his face with the other. Then he laughed and said to me: "You know I am now What mood?...Before I got into the water, I was a grassland that was burned by wildfire...Now it's raining in spring, and I'm breaking out of the ground again, and I'm born again...This feeling is really cool It's...haha!"

"You have to thank Lord Yan for his mercy."

"I will kneel three times and kowtow nine times when I go back, thank God, thank you Yama!"

"Stop talking, come up quickly and put on your clothes."

As I said that, I looked back again. Ye Zhi was no longer in the car, and she must have felt that it was inappropriate to stay here. After all, she was different from Chen Jin, and Chen Jin was so carried away that he didn't even want clothes. Such a self-disciplined woman would not take advantage of Chen Jin.

The same goes for me. Chen Jin at this moment is just a skin in my eyes, dead for a while, and alive for a while.

……

Chen Jin swam around in the Erhai Lake again, and then he landed. He only put on the underwear as a fig leaf, and the other clothes were messed up and thrown on the rocks... He took out another pack from the cigarette case. When he lit a cigarette, his eyes shone with an inexplicable light, and he kept looking towards Haidong, which was farther away...

I was also inexplicably relaxed, and subconsciously lay down on the reef, then took out my mobile phone, and played the song "Goodbye, Twentieth Century", which is of great significance to me. I don't know why I remembered it at this time. This song.

Maybe in my heart, it is the sound of the horn, which will always sound tragically when I am about to leave.

I have another thing on my mind. I don't want Chen Jin to live in the shadow of AIDS and suffer all day long after I leave!
He is saved, and the trumpet for my departure will be blown even louder...

……

I also took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and still just put it in my mouth, but didn't light it, I'm used to such a waste.

After being silent for a while, Chen Jin puffed out the smoke heavily, and then asked me: "You seem to like this song very much, does it have any special meaning?"

I smiled and replied: "After listening to the whole song, I feel very hopeless... But A-Gump said that life is a piece of chocolate... Sometimes I listen to this song just for this line... just like we face For life, as long as you have the determination to never break or stand, you will always catch a glimmer of light in the boundless night..."

After a short pause, I said again: "...It's been three years in the blink of an eye, and I can't remember which night, Wang Lei and I were drinking at the bar... She was sitting opposite me, wearing black stockings, wrapped in Hip skirt, heavy make-up, a night dress... But can you believe it? The first time I formed an image of Dali in my mind, it was from her smoking mouth... When she talked about Dali , suddenly became very pure and very romantic... more like a bird imprisoned, desperate to break through the cage that bound her... When she said this, the band sang this song beside her... To be honest, I have almost forgotten the details of getting along with her, only this song and this scene are my last memories of her... This memory, I will never forget it in my life... She completely changed my life!"

"You resigned and came to Dali after this?"

"Otherwise!...In your eyes, am I, Mi Gao, really the one who has the courage to overthrow and start over?"

Chen Jin shook his head and replied, "You weren't, at least not when you were in Shanghai."

"Now I have decided to leave Dali again... In the past few days, I always think of the mood when I left Shanghai... It's like a story, if there is a beginning, there must be an end, and the people in the story will definitely reflect on themselves. There will definitely be a conclusion...I have a strong feeling that my story is coming to an end...but I don't know which city I will belong to in the end...Shanghai, Chengdu, Phuket, or Dali?..."

Chewing the cigarette in my mouth, I laughed again: "Actually, it doesn't matter if you know it or not... It's like a car speeding on the high speed, the people inside can enjoy the convenience brought by the car." Now, I have to figure out how it works, that is to compete with myself... So, I have already seen many things, and I will live as life wants me to live... Really, Even if I'm made to be a cripple for the rest of my life, that's still an arrangement... I can accept it frankly!"

"Why do I think you are a little resigned to fate?"

"You are wrong... This is not accepting fate, it is a means of living, only truly smart people will live like this... The essence of life is a row of barbs, if you don't want to be pierced and hurt, You just have to go with it..."

The wind was a bit strong, Chen Jin finally put on his trousers and coat, and suddenly said to me: "It's too profound, I can't understand it... But after this incident, I really should change it It's a way to live... Fenghuaxueyue is sweet, but if it's too sweet, it can kill people!"

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In the hotel of Binjiang Group, Chen Jin opened a room to take a shower, while Ye Zhi and I sat in the dining room and waited for him... During the process, we didn't communicate much, but my inner activities never stopped.

After Chen Jin, it's time for me to meet the long-lost Tetsuo... If he can let go of the grievances from many years ago, I will have all my worries and go to Thailand with peace of mind.

However, will the two years of prison life really completely change his extreme character?
I am disturbed by this unknown.

……

After 10 minutes of this, Chen Jin finally got dressed and appeared in front of Ye Zhi and me.

To my surprise, after Chen Jin sat down, Ye Zhi, who had always been taciturn, took the initiative to say to Chen Jin: "Before, Mi Gao was always worried: He didn't know if you could change after what happened to you this time. Yourself...I think whether you can change yourself is the second thing, the most important thing is that you have to realize that your previous life state was wrong, so that you will have the motivation to make changes...Is it?"

"I don't want to repeat my previous life... I feel that in the past two years in Dali, I have walked a path of self-lost... The joy of my life is to associate with all kinds of women. Forgetting that I am a man who is struggling justly..."

"It's not too late for you to realize now... I have an opportunity here, I wonder if you are interested?"

Ye Zhi suddenly said that, not only Chen Jin, but also I was very surprised... So, Chen Jin and I looked at her with a questioning look...

After pondering for a while, Ye Zhicai said: "Whether you run a bar in Dali or a homestay, in my opinion, it's not a serious career, because it's easy to see where your upper limit is... this This state is particularly scary, because after a long time, you will inevitably feel empty and lost, and then you will fall back into the previous state, satisfying yourself with feasting and feasting... If you really want to get rid of this state , then I will give you a chance... I invite you to work in Binjiang Group, and the place of work is in Dali. I know what kind of work you did before, so you are still doing outreach and related execution work in this hotel... I don't make any special promises to you, but as a hotel's liaison, you can quickly accumulate your personal connections, I think this is very helpful to you at this stage..."

Chen Jin glanced at me subconsciously, and then replied: "I'm quite interested, but you also know that I have a bar, so I'm afraid I can't take care of it."

"It's not a conflict, you'll understand later."

Regardless of whether Chen Jin understands it at this time, I already understand it; I remember that Ye Zhi told me that the focus of her work in the next stage will be shifted from Dali, but this does not mean that Dali can sit back and relax. I need a confidant here to watch over her...

What is a confidant?

Naturally, she is a very trustworthy person, and Chen Jin is a brother who has a real revolutionary friendship with me. If she can trust me, she can also trust Chen Jin. What's more, Chen Jin used to do outreach and executive work in the company, so this can be regarded as a counterpart entry , so it is not difficult.

Or, she really wanted to help Chen Jin...Because after joining the Binjiang Group, it is a bright future, and at this stage, Chen Jin really needs such a serious job to regulate and reform himself life.

(End of this chapter)