I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 612 Men are Yang, Yang is Gang

Holding the laboratory test sheet handed to me by the doctor, I stood there for a while, then suddenly recovered, and then hurriedly took out the mobile phone from my pocket; The so-called negative in the doctor's mouth is good or bad.

I didn't dare to confirm it, so I asked Ye Zhi next to me: "Negative, does that mean you don't have AIDS?"

"That's what it says in the encyclopedia... You see, it's negative, which means that no HIV antibodies were found in this test, and Chen Jin is not infected with AIDS!"

My gaze was fixed on the keyword Ye Zhi pointed at, and my heart suddenly became smoother, and then I felt more relaxed...

Chen Jin escaped a catastrophe!

I smiled and said to Ye Zhi: "I have to tell Chen Jin the good news quickly, he was really scared this time..."

I thought Ye Zhi would be as happy as me, but she asked me from a very different angle: "Do you think he will restrain himself after going through this time?... I heard that once a man walks beyond his own On the road of indulgence, it will be difficult to turn back."

I thought about it for a while, and then replied: "I think he will definitely turn around, because in the face of life and death, all love and desire are not worth mentioning... Do you think that when a person is alive, what desire is greater than the desire to survive?" ?"

Ye Zhi was silent, I thought it was a kind of tacit consent, and then said to her: "I thought about it, and what you said is also reasonable, I don't think you can tell him the result too easily, people are very easy to forget animals, you have to Really let him walk on the edge of life and death, maybe he can really remember this lesson!"

"how do you want to do it?"

"Scare, scare him."

As I said that, I found the call records between myself and Chen Jin on my mobile phone, and then called back...

……

In just a split second, Chen Jin connected the phone, one can imagine how anxiously he was waiting for the result; so that before I could speak, his breathing was already heavy and disordered, and he First he swallowed his saliva, and then he asked me: "How is it? Did the test result come out?"

"Where are you now?"

"Don't worry about where I am... Did the test result come out?"

I sighed and said again: "Since you came to Dali, you have lived a life of self-indulgence. You think that being romantic is a man's nature; but you never thought that this kind of unrestrained freedom will bring you What... People can't live by chance for a lifetime. Anything that seems impossible to you actually has a certain probability. If you repeat this thing every day, the probability will definitely change infinitely. big……"

Chen Jin yelled and interrupted me: "Stop talking!"

There was a deathly silence on the other side of the phone. After a long time, he seemed to have lost his soul, and said to me again: "What's the point of saying this now... I deserve it."

"Where are you now, I'll talk to you."

"Leave me alone... I always felt that my life had just begun, and I never felt that I needed to sum up anything, but now looking back, what I have experienced is the longest in my life. A long way... I really regret it, but unfortunately there is no medicine for regret in this world!"

After finishing speaking, Chen Jin hung up the phone, and I called again, but he refused to answer; later, he simply turned off the phone.

I felt a little hairy, so I asked Ye Zhi beside me: "He won't be able to bear the blow, so he will do something stupid?"

"I can't rule out the possibility that many people who look optimistic on the surface are actually not as good as we imagined. Besides, this is indeed a big blow... Hurry up and find someone else. "

……

I called Nicole and Tina and asked about it. They both said that they hadn’t seen Chen Jin in the ancient city, so Ye Zhi and I drove to Huanhai Road. I thought Chen Jin would be at Erhai Lake, because he, like me, never came to Dali that day. At the beginning, I regarded Erhai Lake as a totem in my heart, so when I was lost in life, I would always habitually look for a little comfort in Erhai Lake.

All the way from "Majiuyi" to "Longkan", I finally saw Chen Jin on a rock near the pier... He was facing Huanhai Road with his back to Huanhai Road, and he threw a lot of it in a mess or smoked it, or only smoked half of it. cigarette butts...

I signaled Ye Zhi to wait for me in the car, and then walked towards Chen Jin alone...

I patted him on the shoulder and he looked back at me with blank eyes.

I smiled and said to him: "Ye Zhi said that some people are only optimistic on the surface, but in fact they are not as strong as ordinary people... I am afraid that you will do something unreasonable, so I found this way from Ma Jiuyi... Hehe, she also has it." When you are inaccurate, you are not good."

Two lines of tears rolled down Chen Jin's face, and he stuffed another cigarette into his mouth.

I said again: "I have never felt that this world is so beautiful... Especially in Dali, look at these flocks of red-billed gulls, flying here from the north every year. Scenery... I think this is the meaning of life, and people are the same. I don't care how many years I have lived in this life, as long as I have been chic... So, don't be too sad, if you really regard countless girls as If it is the joy of living, then your life is worth it... no regrets!"

"Fuck your mother...you are the only brother like that!"

"It's okay. If you feel that scolding me can make you feel better, you can choose harsh scolding... I will try my best. I can't find any better reason to comfort you than to say so."

Chen Jin broke down completely, he cried bitterly, and he couldn't even say any regrets; at this moment, I really don't know what he was thinking, but I hope he can remember the pain of this moment, and then change his mind and do it. A man with normal values.

……

After Chen Jin calmed down a bit, I let out a sigh of relief, and finally said to him, "Your test result is negative."

Chen Jin seemed to be knocked out of his head by a sudden brake. He stared at me for a long time before asking, "What did you say?"

"I said your test result was negative...Brother, look a little more, although this disease cannot be cured, it can be controlled...NBA superstar, Magic Johnson, have you heard of this character... In my memory, It has been at least [-] years since he announced that he has AIDS. He is still living a good life now, and he comes out to do some charity activities from time to time...Even if he made mistakes, he is still great...Although the word great is used It’s not suitable for you, but it’s always okay to be yourself, right?”

After realizing it, Chen Jin scolded: "Mi Gao...I've overthrown the eighteenth generation of your ancestors...Do you fucking know what negative means?"

I looked at Chen Jin with an innocent face, and then replied: "The doctor told me it was feminine... normal logic, male is masculine, and masculine is masculine... If you are feminine, that means neither male nor female; you go out and fuck In the relationship between men and women, if you make yourself difficult to distinguish between male and female, then it will be a big deal!"

"Fart your mother...I don't want to scold you...you get out of here!"

Before I turned around, he grabbed me again and said, "What about the test report, please show me the test report quickly..."

I think Chen Jin has already learned the lesson he deserves, so I didn't make things difficult for him this time, and I handed him the test sheet; after he glanced at it impatiently, he fell into an uncontrollable madness middle……

He first lay down on the reef laughing, then sat up abruptly, and then began to take off his clothes. When there was nothing left, he plunged into the Erhai Lake...

This behavior made Ye Zhi, who was watching from a distance, very embarrassed... But he was like a fish that was trapped on land and had been reborn, swimming in the water...

I thought: The ups and downs of life are really nothing more than this!
(End of this chapter)