I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 585 Meeting
Looking at the crying man under the neon lights, I couldn't help but think of myself three years ago. I was also desperate and ruthlessly abandoned by life; we are all losers in this city, and I can't keep what I care about. , let alone get what I want... So, I chose to give up the city before the city gave up on me completely.

As for him, what should he do in the future?
"Such a man deserves no sympathy!"

I turned my head to look at Yang Sisi, she was looking at the man squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, she said this sentence.

"Why not deserve sympathy?"

"From the beginning to the end, did you hear that woman mentioning money to him?... It's him who cares too much!"

I touched the tip of my nose with my finger, and then asked Yang Sisi, "If you were that man, what would you do?"

"It's up to you to answer that question."

I smiled and said: "Yes, I also think he is not worthy of sympathy. The lack of money is only temporary. The big deal is to fight... He is not worth sacrificing love for such a small thing... He will regret it."

"that is!"

I know what kind of personality Yang Sisi is, so I picked what she likes to hear and said it. I wanted to make her happy, but for me, it was a bit insincere, because I said the matter of struggle too simply, even if we Use a fighting heart to fight life, but how many people can really succeed in the end?
It is because a man loves this woman that he doesn't want to take her to take risks with him. He is too poor. Being poor is really a serious illness, which will make people feel inferior and lose confidence... and Yang Sisi and others People will never understand what it feels like to be poor.

People often say that love is priceless. I think that being able to say that is already a kind of measurement. If there is no measurement, it is impossible to come to the conclusion that it is priceless. Once there is a measurement, it will not be pure... ...Therefore, there has never been absolutely pure love in this world. Those who do not want to believe this view are either naive or have not really experienced it.

Yang Sisi is of course the latter.

I finally took Yang Sisi's hand, and we walked by that man together, the air seemed to be half cold, half hot, the heat was on our side, and the cold air had already surrounded the man, he was trembling...

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Putting on the clothes that Yang Sisi bought for me, I feel much more energetic, but I also feel nervous. I am going to meet Yang Sisi's parents. I don't know what they will say to me, just like Yang Sisi That said, if they talk about getting married, how should I respond?

It's not that I don't want to get married, it's that my current state doesn't allow it.

When I was worrying, Yang Sisi, who was walking in front, urged me again: "Mi Gao, hurry up, my dad has a very strong sense of time, and he doesn't like others being late."

I hastened to speed up my pace, but I felt an uncomfortable feeling in my leg again. This feeling was like a nightmare, reminding me all the time that I was crippled.

If I don't recover well in the future, my legs will even shrink, and I'm afraid I won't be able to even be a cripple, and I will have to sit in a wheelchair for the rest of my life.

My psychological pressure is too great!The soul is like half dead.

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Yang Sisi and I didn't dare to neglect at all, we finally arrived at the place to eat before the appointed time; the restaurant is on the Bund, and Yang Sisi booked a semi-open private room, where you can see the night view of the Huangpu River, If it's just a normal meal, it's quite relaxing.

Yang Sisi took off the scarf and asked me in a low voice, "Are you nervous?"

"Quite a bit."

"You are so thick-skinned, still nervous?"

"Thick-skinned is also for people and occasions... In front of your parents, I still want to be a mature and stable man."

Yang Sisi half-jokingly, half-seriously asked me: "Are you afraid that they won't trust me to hand me over to you?"

"afraid."

"Don't be afraid, marry a chicken as a chicken and marry a dog as a dog... I have already realized this... So, no one can make decisions for me."

As soon as I said this, the waiter pushed the door open, and Yang Sisi's parents were standing behind her... I subconsciously stood up, and Yang Sisi also straightened up, which was a sign of nervousness.

I made a judgment in an instant. Yang Sisi is a master who is not afraid of anything in front of her parents. She will feel nervous, which is enough to prove that this is not a simple dinner; her parents will definitely chat with me later. something.

"Uncle, aunt, hello."

Yang Sisi's father replied very politely: "Sit down, don't be so cautious...I have always wanted to find a chance to treat you to dinner, and today is finally fulfilling my wish."

I sat down and glanced at Yang Sisi's mother inadvertently. Her expression was a little cold, which was a hint to me that she was still the same as before and didn't like me very much.

Yang Sisi sat down next to me, and her parents sat across from us. To show respect, I took the teapot from the waiter, poured them a cup of tea, and said, "Uncles and aunts... In [-], Sisi was by my side and gave me a lot of help... I have always wanted to find an opportunity to invite you to dinner, thank you for giving birth to such an excellent daughter, without Sisi, I might live very poorly Oops!"

Her mother replied: "When two people are together, the man should bear a large part of the responsibility. Why did Sisi help you?"

I couldn't express the embarrassment. Yang Sisi's father took the conversation and said: "Mi Gao said polite words... I think he is a very responsible young man. He must have taken care of Sisi in his daily life..."

Her mother sighed, and then said: "Since I'm meeting the parents, I have the responsibility to express my own feelings... As Sisi's mother, I don't want to have a relationship with you... because I don't agree with long-distance relationships. This model... We only have a daughter in Sisi, she must stay in Shanghai, stay with us... But, from what she said, I can feel that she wants to follow you... Only this From one point, I can conclude that your relationship is not equal... She is the one who pays... Based on this, how can we rest assured that she will go with you?"

I am silent...

Yang Sisi opened her mouth, and she said dissatisfiedly: "Mom... You didn't say that before you came here... If I knew you said such nasty things, I wouldn't arrange this meeting."

Yang Sisi's father looked at me, hoping that I could say something.

I feel pain, because Yang Sisi has to sacrifice too much to be with me; I am no longer a normal person, if I am paralyzed, her whole life will be ruined on me, and she can have a better life s Choice.

What her mother said was right, when she was with me, Yang Sisi was destined to be the one to give, and she gave beyond her ability.

How can I bear it?
I forced a smile, and finally replied: "Auntie, you don't have to think so complicated... I am a person who can think differently. If there are such conflicts in the future, I will definitely give you the best one." How to deal with it... Tonight, Sisi and I came here with a good mood, and we hope that you also have a good mood... So, let's put these disputes aside for now... I really hope that I will recall it later Wake up, it's going to be a good night."

Yang Sisi's mother looked away, acquiescing to my request.

(End of this chapter)