I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 582 Want to see her

After parking the car, Chen Jin turned to me and said, "You sit down first, I'll get your crutches in the back seat."

I also subconsciously felt that I needed crutches, but after thinking about it, I replied to Chen Jin: "No need, I can walk up by myself."

"So confident?"

"I'm walking around the house now, basically I don't need crutches, so I should be fine!"

Chen Jin looked at me and said with a smile: "During this period of time, I guess I really suffocated you; if there is no problem with the re-examination, then tonight, my buddy will be the host, and we will set up a table in the No. [-] courtyard and have a good time." Celebrate for you!"

"If there is any problem, I feel that I am recovering pretty well...you can call now, the private rooms in No. [-] Courtyard have to be booked in advance."

"Success, I'll fight now."

"You book two tables. I have so many friends that I can't fit in one table."

"You really don't want to save money for your buddies!"

Chen Jin complained, but he had already made a phone call. After the room was booked, the two of them walked to the lobby of the hospital. They chatted along the way, about the development of the bar, and about the plan for the next half year; in short, our The mood is very good, because those thorny problems have been perfectly solved by us, and the rest is to let go and do it to realize our happy life.

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When I entered the doctor's office, he gave me some routine examinations, and then said to me: "I'm recovering well, do you feel any discomfort on your side?"

"There is nothing particularly uncomfortable, but I feel that the heel is a bit weak, and the front and outer sides of the calf are not too obvious."

The doctor frowned, this action made my heart rise to my throat, I just looked at him motionlessly, but my palms were already sweating; I know that doctors generally don't frown in front of patients Yes, because patients are very sensitive, it is easy to take this action as a hint; he frowned, which can only show that the situation is really not optimistic.

The doctor put the pen into his jacket pocket, and finally said to me: "Come and do an EMG, your condition may not be very good."

"What does it mean?"

"Do the inspection first, and the results of the inspection shall prevail."

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I didn't know how many cigarettes I smoked while waiting for the test results; I wanted to look calmer, but I couldn't, because everything I planned was based on whether I could be as healthy as before. Really can't afford any more surprises.

After endless torment, the door was finally pushed open...

"Mi Gao, your test results are out."

I got up subconsciously, and stared at the test results in the doctor's hand.

The doctor shook his head and said to me: "Your common peroneal nerve is moderately damaged, and the condition is not very good."

"What does it mean?"

"Uh... This situation will affect your ability to move in the future. After the onset of the disease, there will be a series of symptoms such as foot drop and lateral calf paralysis..."

I swallowed hard, and asked in a low voice, "Will I become a cripple in the future?"

"It's commonly known as lameness... But this kind of injury is not irreversible. There is still some hope that it can be recovered... It depends on your personal willpower, as well as your usual maintenance and exercise."

"What is the hope of recovery?"

"No doctor can give an accurate answer to this question; in the future, you must insist on systematic treatment and exercise. If the exercise effect is not good, it may cause ankle ligament contracture, joint stiffness and other symptoms after a long time. It's harder to work out!"

I just stay where I am...

Chen Jin on the side said angrily to the doctor: "It's not a fucking terminal illness, so you can't say something nice... You have to see others despair to have a perverted sense of accomplishment?"

"Why are your words so ugly! I'm just standing in the perspective of a doctor and telling him all the possible situations that may arise in the future... These professional things are not for us as doctors, who has the qualifications to say it? "

I can no longer listen to the dispute between Chen Jin and the doctor. All I think about is the result of becoming a cripple...I can no longer run, and I can't do strenuous work. I have become a disabled person, and the rest of my life will only be endless Endless burden!

If I really become a cripple, how should I face my parents and those who care about me?
And Yang Sisi.

She is young and beautiful, youthful and invincible, and her family background is prominent, why should she spend her whole life with a cripple like me?

I really never dreamed that a car accident would change my life so unrecognizably... What's more sad is that I don't even know who to hate!
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On the way back, I opened all the car windows, and I suddenly hated the closed environment. I wanted to breathe a little fresh air, and I wanted more sunlight to shine on me. I didn’t want to be immersed in the endless dark world .

It wasn't until the car drove to National Highway 214 that Chen Jin beside me said to me in a comforting tone: "Mi Gao, no one will think about what happened, and you should take it lightly. It's not that there is no hope of healing; I think, at this time, What you should consider is how to treat it, or you will have an operation ruthlessly, or you will treat it conservatively, you have to make up your own mind, really!"

I closed my eyes, and replied: "Let me take it easy... I still can't accept this fact... Hehe, how could such a lively person suddenly become a cripple?... When I was in school, But the one who has won the sprint championship in the whole county...the sprint champion...there is only one in the whole county!...Fuck. Fuck it!"

There was a stabbing pain in my heart, and I slapped my hand on the glass frame fiercely, and then grabbed the seat belt tightly, but it was not my life-saving straw.

Chen Jin sighed, he put his hand on my shoulder, and he didn't speak for a long time.

I lost my mind and laughed again...

Chen Jin finally asked me: "Do you still want to go to Shanghai to find Sisi? ... Or let her come to Dali, like you, you have to have a reliable person by your side..."

There was a dull pain in my heart, I took out a cigarette on my body, lit it, and then replied: "Go, I promised to go to Shanghai to find her, and I will definitely go... She cares about me so much, she will definitely not despise me yes, isn't it?"

"I definitely don't dislike it. It's too late to feel bad... It's okay to go to Shanghai, and you can stay there for treatment. The medical conditions there are much better than Dali... And the driver who caused the accident, he has to deal with it." Assuming part of the responsibility, the hospital is also suspected of misdiagnosing... But you don't have to worry about the latter two things, I will help you."

I don't say anything... These are not things I care about anymore. Even if Chen Jin can handle it for me, it can't change the result... What I lack is not compensation, I just want a healthy body, I have too much to do thing.

Just before going to the hospital, I thought very seriously that I would hug Yang Sisi fiercely on the beach in Patong, and it would be the kind with my toes off the ground... In just a moment, it was like becoming a A dream that cannot come true.

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I wanted to see Yang Sisi even more, so I asked Chen Jin to stop the car, and then said to him: "You transfer 2000 yuan to my online banking, and I will buy a ticket to Shanghai now."

"No joke?"

"I'm not kidding... I just want to see her... Don't tell anyone about my leg. I don't want that kind of meaningless sympathy, and I don't want others to know that I'm a cripple."

"Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who talks badly... I'll book the air ticket for you directly... But Dali has no flights today, so you can book tomorrow, or you can go from Lijiang."

"From Lijiang."

(End of this chapter)