I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 579

Lu Jia's rhetoric makes my teeth itch, but I don't know how to refute her. What she is doing now is the most real side of human nature. She is aggressive, aggressive, and doesn't suffer; I can only persuade myself calm down.

But I couldn't calm down, and I had a lot of doubts about myself and Lu Jia: Did we really get along day and night for three years?
My heart felt like it had been pierced by countless needles, and every time I took a breath, there would be unbearable pain.

"Whether to go or not, you can tell me!"

I just looked up at Chen Jin who was already waiting impatiently, and I replied in a deep voice: "I'm not going, you guys go."

"Aren't you afraid to make yourself sick?!"

I forced a smile and said, "Hurry up, don't delay taking pictures... The rain just now was quite heavy, and I also think there is a high chance of a rainbow appearing on the Erhai Lake."

Seeing that Chen Jin couldn't persuade me, he didn't try to persuade me any more. After he gave me another suspicious look, he took Tina and left the bar, and I was able to calm down again.I lit a cigarette and just watched the half cloudy sky outside the bar.

When a cigarette was smoked and only the butt was left, I finally replied to Lu Jia's message: "Whatever cause you plant, you will reap the fruit. I hope that when the retribution comes in the future, you will not regret what you did today. for."

"Hehe... In this world, is there any retribution that is more painful than the current situation?... I am not afraid, and I don't believe in retribution."

"Did I cause this situation?"

I typed out the questioning text in the WeChat dialog box, but in the end I deleted it... I know that there is no way for us to communicate the result, because she has already done everything, our conflict , can no longer be resolved peacefully.

I threw the phone aside, then wiped my face heavily with both hands, I wanted to smoke again, or do something else to divert my attention, I don't want to think about Lu Jia again, she is my The shadow of me is the sin I made in my previous life!
……

Suddenly there was a commotion in the bar, I subconsciously opened my eyes, there was already someone lying on the window, facing the sky outside with my mobile phone...

I read it right, there is really a rainbow half hanging on the lake of Erhai Lake, and the other half hugging the towering buildings, spanning the entire urban area, not only spectacular, but also extremely shocking!

I believe that Chen Jin and Tina, who have already arrived at the Erhai Lake at this time, will have a better impression than me, and this is the charm of Dali. When other cities can’t see green plants, you can still see colorful green plants here. rainbow.

A gap was finally opened in the wall of my heart amidst the cheers of the crowd. I felt a little more comfortable and walked out of the bar with a beer can. I took a sip of beer and felt refreshed physically and mentally...

If I could sing, I would stand in the center of Foreigner Street and roar out, singing about the love and hate in the world, about everything lost suddenly, about the wind blowing over, about the lights in the ancient city and every string of laughter.

At this moment, the crowd was crowded again, and then I saw a lot of people running to a bar called "July" next door...

Someone in the crowd yelled: "Come and see, is the person who sang in July the godfather of rock and roll?"

Someone else echoed: "That's right, it's him... This time it's really worth it. When my friend came to Dali last time, I saw Zhao Lei singing on Renmin Road, and I was so envious... I didn't expect it to be my turn this time." Good luck!"

I don't know who the so-called godfather of rock and roll is, but I still wanted to join in the fun. I walked to the door of "July" on crutches; the owner of another bar happened to be there (we usually call him Beard), and he gave me After handing me a cigarette, he said to me: "Before there was no fire in your bar, why did they only have a bar on fire in July on the entire Foreigner Street?"

"I really don't know that."

Huzi said to me again in an envious tone: "The proprietress of July has star resources, so every once in a while, people from the circle will come to support her... I heard that she had a past with this rock godfather , but now I’m relieved, the proprietress is married, and now she’s focusing on her career, not only does she have a bar on our street, but she also has one in Lijiang!”

I ignored other things, and asked Huzi with a trace of doubt: "Would her husband not mind if my ex-lover came to join me?" "

Hu Zi smiled: "The people who have experienced it are already calm, and the ones who are obsessed are the spectators... However, the proprietress still avoids suspicion, she is not at the bar today."

"I don't understand!"

In response, I turned my attention to the man known as the Godfather of Rock and Roll. He played and sang the song "The Love of My Life" from a classic movie.

He has adapted it, and although it sounds a bit bland and breezy, it feels inexplicably sad and forbearing...

Especially when I sang the line "It's hard to escape fate in this world, even if you're close, you dare not approach...", there was an obvious sense of tearing, just when I thought he was going to explode, but suddenly calmed down, as if just now Emotions never existed... He took the time to smile at the man playing the drums beside him, and then gave the microphone to the man playing the drums, asking him to continue singing the next passage.

He himself took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and rummaged in his pocket for something to light a fire, but he couldn't find it.

He said to the man playing the drum: "Zhaoyang, borrow a fire."

"I quit smoking."

The man playing the drum hurriedly replied, and hurriedly roared out following the rhythm, "The sea of ​​bitterness stirs up love and hatred!"

Probably because he was unprepared, he soared the high note, so he missed. He sang the word "Bitter Sea" brokenly. There was a burst of laughter outside the bar, but I didn't think it was so funny. A different kind of emotion!It seems to be a person with a story.

In a trance, the godfather of rock and roll leaned on the window and said to me outside the window: "Dude, borrow a fire."

I froze for a moment, only to realize that I was the only one with a cigarette in my mouth, and I handed him the half-smoked cigarette.

After he lit his cigarette, he gave it back to me, then sat in the corner, staring at the lights of the bar in a daze...

……

After I finished smoking one cigarette, I left "July". After just one cigarette, the rainbow hanging over the Erhai Lake has disappeared, replaced by the lights of the ancient city, also shining with colorful light, but Because of the darkness, there was a touch of loneliness.

Loneliness makes people passionate and affectionate.

So, who is that woman who is the love of my life?
Thinking of my emotional journey in this little half of my life, I am also very torn.

I am a failed man, so I couldn't escape this woman Lu Jia in my life; at the same time, I was lucky, I was lucky enough to meet Ye Zhi and Yang Sisi on the way to Dali; regardless of right or wrong, They are all good women, but one is fearless in love, and the other is selfless in love.

I know all of this... But, I can't handle it well!
Just like what is sung in this song: In this world, it is hard to escape fate.

(End of this chapter)