I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 573 I Can't Let Him Go

Under the leadership of Tao Zi, I walked into this water hotel for the first time in my life; the restaurant of the hotel was built beside the Erhai Lake, and we sat by the window, which had the same visual effect as standing on the Erhai Lake. We could even hear The sound of waves lapping on the foundation...

Peach ordered a cocktail, and I ordered a Coke.

I was the one who spoke first, and I asked her, "You've been gone for almost two years, is everything okay?"

"It's fine... I'm married."

I looked at Taozi and was speechless for a while.

Tao Zi lowered her head, as if it was a subconscious movement, she turned the diamond ring on her hand, and then said to me: "My husband is a businessman. He is married twice and has a child."

"Is he nice to you?"

"Um……"

After Taozi finished speaking, she tightly held the cup in her hand again; I thought she was lying to me, but after looking at Erhai Lake for a while, she said to me again: "He is really good to me... I know What I used to do, he didn't care about the past with me... So, I live very calmly now."

"That's good!……"

After a short pause, I tentatively asked again: "Are you returning to Dali this time... for Tie Nan?"

Tao Zi shook her head: "Not exactly... I don't know why, I just want to come back and have a look... This place is like a dream of mine, and I have pursued it just like ordinary people."

"Well... We all came here with boundless enthusiasm... It's a pity that you were the first one to leave."

"For Tetsuo, for myself...I have to go...Mi Gao, do you know? I am a woman without fertility...I can't give Tetsuo anything."

I looked at Taozi in surprise, because she never told me about it.

Tao Zi said to me again in a low voice: "After Tie Nan's accident, I didn't have my period for a month... I thought I had it, so I went to the hospital for an examination... The doctor said I was infertile, I just The mental pressure was too great, which led to the postponement of the leave... Later, I wanted to realize that I had an abortion when I was in college; at that time, because I had no money to go to a regular hospital, I went to a small clinic. I didn't even take an anesthetic, it was cut off abruptly..."

Taozi shed tears and calmed down for a while before saying: "When I was in college, I also had a lot of longings. I believed in love and wanted to grow old with someone...but that scumbag broke up with me after I had the abortion. ... I went to the nightclub later, apart from family difficulties, it was also partly because I gave up on myself... It wasn't until I met Tie Nan that I had expectations for life and love again... But, I didn't expect that after all, I would still have to worry about the past. Mature, pay the price... May I ask, a woman who has no fertility and has been in nightclubs, what qualifications does she have to be with Tie Nan?... I can't give him anything... Leaving is the last respect for him! "

I had mixed feelings in my heart, and it took me a long time to reply: "If you don't say these things, we all think that you abandoned Tie Nan for your own future."

Tao Zi shook her head and replied: "When I thought I was pregnant, I was even a little happy...Because I had a child, I had another motivation to wait for him to come out...I can stay in Dali and work part-time. Waiting for the child to be born... When he comes out, the child may be called Dad, so he will let go of those resentments towards the society and be a good father... But the reality is not like this... This fact overwhelms my heart The last straw...I have to go!"

After a short pause, Tao Zi forced a smile again: "A woman like me, can you think of a better result than the present?"

I don’t say anything, because it’s a done deal. No matter how much I say, nothing will change... But in this story, the pair of Taozi and Tetsuo have become tragic characters, which is an unchangeable fact; for Taozi’s happiness, Tetsuo, In desperation, she did something illegal and disciplined; Tao Zi chose to marry a second-married man with a child for the sake of Tie Nan's happiness...they couldn't be together after all.

Counting the days, it's time for Tie Nan to come out, I really don't know how he will face all this?
After a moment of silence, Taozi turned to me and said, "Let's not talk about me, let's talk about you. How have you been these two years?"

I came here just to chat with Tao Zi, so I told her everything that happened in the past two years... Including, Ye Zhi came back later, Lao Mi fell seriously ill, and the relationship between me and Yang Sisi all that happened.

After I finished speaking, I lit a cigarette to calm the turmoil in my heart.

Tao Zi also lit herself a women's cigarette, and then said with emotion: "If Lei Lei hadn't asked you to come to Dali back then, maybe so many things wouldn't have happened...everything, for us, is the same. Unforgettable!"

I smiled and replied: "I really want to know, if I had known the result now, would Wang Lei have let me come to Dali?"

"Leilei has always done things without complaint or regret...Even if she knew, I don't think she will change her original intention...But I still feel very regretful in my heart. If she can see herself clearly, maybe it will be another situation ...Unfortunately, she is not me!"

I nodded, and then I remembered some pictures of getting along with Wang Lei... In the picture, there are a down-and-out clerk and a night show lady. The snow in Shanghai has fallen a thick layer on their shoulders. When life is defeated, I sit on an open-air stall, drinking beef offal soup, and chatting about the meaning of life.

The hot air rising from the bowl seems to be the only warm place in that city.

The corners of my eyes were wet, all of these seemed to have happened yesterday.

At this time, Taozi took out another bank card from her bag, handed it to me, and said, "I can't stay in Dali for too long, maybe I have to leave tomorrow...you can use this card." Keep it for Tie Nan first... If his father takes care of him after he is released from prison, you don't need to give him this card... If his father doesn't take care of him, you find a suitable opportunity and give him this card. "

After a little silence, Tao Zi choked up and said to me again: "Maybe it was unnecessary... But, I am really afraid that he will have a bad life. This is a knot in my heart..."

"I understand...then in whose name is this money given to him?"

"Let's take it as yours... There is a rift between you, if you give him this money, maybe you can repair the rift between you."

"Excuse me, how much money is in this card?"

"A whole million... The password is his birthday."

"Do you think he will believe it?...I am poor and white, where did I get so much money for him!"

After I finished saying this, in the somewhat deserted restaurant, suddenly there was another person, she was talking to the waiter at the bar, Tao Zi and I looked towards her, and she also looked towards us.

It's Ye Zhi.

I was in a daze for a while, and then suddenly realized that this is their hotel of Binjiang Group, and it is also a hotel that has changed the fate of all of us!
(End of this chapter)