I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 567 Where Did I Go Wrong?
I looked at Nicole in astonishment. I felt that what she said was a severe accusation against me, because I really didn’t think about it before talking about it with Cao Xue. I just wanted to start it too much. "One key tour" this project.

After pondering for a while, I finally opened my mouth and said to Nicole: "Are you saying that a bit too seriously?... I treat Chen Jin as my brother and Cao Xue as my own, so why would I want to cheat them. "

"Am I wrong?... If Chen Jin has the ability to make a good bar by himself, what business do you have for this bar!"

"Nicole, after so many years, which friend have I not been devoted to? Chen Jin is not a child, and it is impossible for me, Mi Gao, to support him for the rest of his life; The money earned by Jiulongju will be regarded as his capital for a lifetime, so what is wrong with me finding him a reliable investment project?..."

After a short pause, I said in a low voice: "All these years, I have either lived in someone else's world or in my own world, desperately dragging others away...I am really tired... So, I want to live for myself completely; but I don't understand, why in your eyes, this has become a heinous decision?... Is it because I, Mi Gao, have been thinking about others all my life, and occasionally for Once by yourself, you think I am a bastard; those who have always been selfish, suddenly do a good deed, you think it is a prodigal son who turns back and becomes a Buddha immediately... Hehe, is this really the price and cost of being a good person? ?... If you say yes, then I really despair of this world!"

"I...I didn't mean that...Don't get me wrong, Mi Gao...I just think that as long as you put your heart on this bar, the prospects of the bar will definitely not be bad, and you won't make less money. How about taking such a big risk and doing other projects?"

I dropped my crutches and yelled at Nicole: "I didn't misunderstand, all of you think too strongly of me... So, whenever something happens, I, Mi Gao, will always be the one who rushes to the front." One, there are a group of giant babies behind me, they can only wave flags and shout, if I can't block bullets for them, they will jump out, saying that I am selfish, that I don't care about their lives... But Nicole, you really can't see Is there any place on my body that can bleed... If I don't take another breath for myself, I can only die... I won't lie to you, I am really suffocated and depressed now, I have to give myself Find a way out... I want to live decently!"

Nicole was silent.

I just held my head with both hands, and I felt that only by closing my eyes would I feel safe in this world.

I could have done otherwise, but my house was taken over by Lu Jia just like that, and the friends around me not only couldn't help, but also became obstacles for me to walk on the road, how could I not feel tired?
I don't know how long it took before Nicole finally spoke to me and said, "Mi Gao, I can understand your difficulties...but you should think carefully about transferring the shares in the bar, at least, you can't transfer the shares to Cao Learn... because he and Chen Jin definitely don't get along well... you say, even the two largest shareholders can't get along well, how can the bar have a long-term development?"

After a short pause, Nicole said again: "Cao Xue has no mother since he was a child, and his father took the blame for Cao Jinbo, and he hasn't come out yet... He also eats by looking at Cao Jinbo's face. It's really not good to make such a small amount of money. It's easy... just take pity on him, don't send him into this pit...Chen Jin is a person with no family background, if this bar fails again, he may never be able to get up again... Even if I beg you, first run this bar with peace of mind, and then think about doing other things."

I looked up at Nicole, my heart softened all of a sudden, I sniffed, and finally replied to her: "I just want to vent, vent... don't mention this matter again, just let it go !"

"Well... If you really want to do this project, you can try to talk to Ye Zhi; no matter whether the project can be completed in the end, such a small amount of money will not hurt her muscles."

"I'd rather not do this project, and I won't go to her... Don't talk about it, I want to go to the bar, let's do my own business."

……

Leaning on crutches, I walked up the streets of the ancient city. Under the blurred lights, I seemed to lose my direction... I was in a trance for a long time before I realized that I was on the upper section of Renmin Road, which had passed The intersection going to the bar.

I couldn't walk anymore, so I sat on a chair by the street and lit a cigarette.

Facing the crowded crowd, I completely emptied myself...

I don't want to be like this either, but I really can't take the initiative to think of those troublesome things, because no one understands me, and no one can help me. I am very helpless, and it seems that no matter what I do, it is wrong.

Gradually, I felt a hopeless sense of hopelessness, and my mentality collapsed a bit, and then, in a fit of rage, I sent Lu Jia a message: "I don't care what you think... I have reached a point where I have nowhere to go. Desperate situation... If you still have a little conscience, please return Dali's house to me."

I'm waiting, I don't even need a confession from her, I just want her to say "yes" and return the title to the house.

However, I couldn't get the result I wanted. Lu Jia seemed to enjoy my despair, so she didn't reply to my message for a long time.

……

I patted my forehead hard, and then looked down at the pair of sneakers on my feet... I hoped that my legs would heal immediately, but this was also an impossible wish.

Finally, the phone vibrated in my hand.

I quickly opened WeChat, but it was not Lu Jia who replied, but a picture message sent to me by Yang Sisi.

The painting in the picture was probably drawn by her. It shows a family of three lying on the guardrail watching the night view of the Bund.

"I miss you again... That's why I drew this picture... The fat man is you, the beauty with short hair is me, and the one standing in the middle is the child I gave birth to you, he can't reach you... You are so selfish Ah, I don't even know how to hold him...he is so small, what can he see if you don't hold him?..."

After this text message, Yang Sisi sent another picture, which continued the content of the painting just now.

In the painting, she hugged the little one, her whole body exuded the radiance of maternal love, and I turned into a pig's trotter.

Before she could send another text, I was amused by this prank!
(End of this chapter)