I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 551 Sudden Want to Go to Shanghai
Nicole stared at me with wide eyes, and she could hear that my words were full of intentions to defend Yang Sisi, which had never happened before; not only Nicole was surprised, but I was also surprised by this transformation .

Nicole finally spoke to me and said, "When I told you this, I thought you would feel sorry for Ye Zhi..."

"Aren't I distressed enough?... You can no longer ask me to do something to her, it's not fair to me... I also have my own life."

"I know... So, when I tell you these things, I don't dare to have full confidence."

Nicole sighed and stopped talking, her head down, looking depressed.

I lit a cigarette and puffed on "click, click". After just a while, the noodles in the pot were already lumpy, Nicole lost her appetite, and neither did I; the two of them just sat like this, without talking , and nothing to do.It's really scary that two old acquaintances suddenly made the atmosphere so awkward!
I was in a trance for a while, and then inevitably thought of Ye Zhi, and then, the scene of her sitting alone by the Erhai Lake appeared in my mind...

I feel bad in my heart, but I have a dull expression on my face...

In the world, there are thousands of roads, wide and narrow, but we choose this one, what else can I do?

……

The door of the yard was pushed open, and then I saw Chen Jin walking in with a convenience bag in his hand. He came here specially to deliver supper to Nicole... This buddy is very contradictory. He messed around outside without restraint, so that the people around him couldn't figure out what he was thinking.

Nicole didn't want to see him very much. Before he offered the supper, she said that she was tired and wanted to sleep... Then she left us and went back to her room.

After a while of embarrassment, Chen Jin threw the supper on the table and said to me: "It's cheap for you. I went to the north gate to buy the matsutake chicken soup. Just this bowl costs dozens of yuan!"

I was not polite to him, and drank half a bowl in one go.

Chen Jin lit a cigarette, took a few puffs depressedly, then changed the subject and asked me, "Did you and Lu Jia come to a conclusion about the apartment in Dali?"

"Life or death just refuses to give."

"That's what your mother said... When I sent them to the airport, they talked to me about it on purpose. "

I looked at Chen Jin and felt a little surprised. When I was on the phone with my mother before, I thought she had forgotten about it, but after hearing what Chen Jin said, she had already expected the result and didn’t want to disturb me, so she didn’t carry.

"Did my parents say anything? I guess this house will come back."

"Say it, your dad said, after he finishes his work in Chengdu, he will come back to deal with you, an unfilial son."

When I thought that Lao Mi would go back to Dali to teach me about life, I couldn't be happier.

Chen Jin laughed again: "I'm joking with you... Your father seems to be a lot more enlightened. He said that life is only a few decades, especially at his age, it's not worth spending precious time to get angry with you... ...He is too lazy to care about you... But he asked me to bring you a word... He said, it is not easy for him and your mother to raise you for decades, and you have to give them 10 yuan a year for retirement... This point, If you can't do it, then they won't let you be so lawless."

I understood that Lao Mi was probably touched by my Uncle Jiang, who was not very old at that time. It should be like this, we should all live for ourselves, if Lao Mi is like this, so should I.

"Mi Gao, your father is really cruel. When he opened his mouth, it was 10... What is the concept of [-] yuan? When we were in Shanghai, we couldn't earn this amount in a year!"

"He's motivating me... If you give him [-], he won't be willing to spend it."

Chen Jin sighed: "That's what I said, but people of our generation really don't live in style... I hate that my parents didn't have more children, otherwise they wouldn't have focused all their attention on me. ...Really, if I have other brothers and sisters, and I don't bear the heavy responsibility of carrying on the family line, I will really live like this for the rest of my life!"

"No wonder, you can't control your crotch. It turns out that you are thinking about the important task of inheriting the family..."

Chen Jin looked down subconsciously, and then replied: "Why are you talking so rudely?"

After a short pause, he said again: "We are two extremes, you just can't control it too much..."

I exhaled the smoke, and it took me a long time before I replied: "You guys are not that noble. If it wasn't for the women after Lu Jia, I would have dreamed of getting married. I guess I would be like you, full of men and women... Although this For a few years, I lived a life of pure heart and few desires, but I don't regret it at all...Because it is really difficult to meet a relationship in life that allows you to devote yourself wholeheartedly...In fact, enjoying the process is more fulfilling than those few minutes in bed too much……"

"It's only been a few minutes for you..."

I stared blankly at Chen Jin, and I really answered that sentence, the more I lack something, the more I care about it!

I didn't want to talk to her, so I smoked on my own...Suddenly, I missed Yang Sisi a little. I always thought about her daily life, and I didn't know how she would look in sexy pajamas.

To be honest, her bust has always been a mystery in my heart. Although she always said that she is proud of her bust, I don't believe it at all... because the majority of netizens have carefully demonstrated that the so-called "ten One flat chest, nine beauties, and one long leg"... For her, this is really a perfect fit!

I just entertained myself like this, and then I laughed, Chen Jin said that I don't know why...

I don't explain it either, because such mental activities cannot be shared with others.

I wiped my face, and finally said to Chen Jin, "I suddenly want to go to Shanghai."

"What do you mean?"

"Before, I always felt that many things had to wait for my legs to heal before I could do them...Actually, there's no need for that, right?...You say, my legs are all healed, how can I reflect my indomitable character? ...Some things have to be done on a whim... That kind of impact is truly unprecedented!"

When I said these words, I imagined: I leaned on a cane and suddenly appeared in front of Yang Sisi, what kind of reaction would she have?
She never expected that I would go to Shanghai suddenly, because in the previous chats, I kept emphasizing that I would only go to her when my legs recovered.

Chen Jin poured cold water on me, he asked: "Can the disabled get on the plane?"

"You're the only fucking disabled!"

well!In fact, I am the same as Chen Jin, I care about what is lacking...

……

After Chen Jin left, I sat on the recliner and thought about it for a long time. I remembered the words that Brother Ping persuaded me. He said that people have to live for themselves and look forward and backward.

It's time for me to live for myself. Since I miss Yang Sisi in my heart, I should go to Shanghai to find her.

I'm not saying that I have to connect her with Ye Zhi... But if I always have this kind of evasive mentality, unwilling to accept new people and new lives, wouldn't I have to live with Ye Zhi forever? in the shadows?

……

The next day, I escaped everyone's attention and took a taxi to the airport by myself; on the way, I was in a daze, I couldn't believe that I booked a ticket to Shanghai last night, and now I can only use A whim explained.

I'm really not ready to meet Yang Sisi yet.

Could it be that, as boyfriend and girlfriend, they hold hands, go shopping, watch movies, and then hide in places where no one sees, hugging and kissing each other?
……

I took the boarding pass in a daze, and walked to the security checkpoint again...

Suddenly, in the line waiting for the security check, I saw Ye Zhi in off-white clothes...

Only then did I realize that there is only one flight from Dali to Shanghai every day...

She has already participated in the handover ceremony of "A Villa in Cangshan", and she is supposed to return to Shanghai in these two days... It seems accidental that we met here, but it is also inevitable.

But I never imagined that the first time in my life, I would be on the same flight with her, in such a capacity, in such a way...

I hope it's not my neighbor.

She will definitely not be seated next to her, she will definitely fly business class.

Thinking about it carefully, this is a cheap flight, and there is no business class at all...

It would definitely not be the next seat... After all, there are more than 100 seats in a plane, if we had that kind of fate, we wouldn't be where we are today.

(End of this chapter)