I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 546 I won't look back

After the project team said something to thank the owners, the keys that symbolized the assets were placed on the tray, and then the hostesses held them, and Ye Zhi, Cao Jinbo and others distributed them to the owners.

I don't know whether the key to my suite is in the hands of Ye Zhi or Cao Jinbo, I hope it's Cao Jinbo, at least it won't be too embarrassing.

I kept staring at the tray in the hands of the Miss Manners, and after a while, Ye Zhi walked in front of Lu Jia and me. It was like a fateful arrangement. The first house I bought in Dali in my life, the key was in In Ye Zhi's hands, the property rights are in Lu Jia's name, but I have become an irrelevant person.

Ye Zhi picked up the key from the tray, and said, "Thank you for your support to our real estate. Here is the key to the house... Enjoy your stay."

Although Ye Zhi's words were vague, Lu Jia regarded herself as the owner without any scruples, and she said "thank you" to Ye Zhi.

Ye Zhi didn't hand over the key in a hurry, but asked, "Who will get this key?"

Lu Jia replied calmly: "My name is on the house purchase contract, and there is also the official seal of your Cangshan villa. This is a legal and reasonable thing. I really don't understand it. What do you mean by asking Mr. Ye?" .”

Ye Zhi smiled, and replied: "If the official seal can be stamped in people's hearts, there won't be so many people in this world who use reasonable and legal guises to make ill-gotten gains... The key, I don’t know if you can hold it, anyway, I think it is very heavy, because this is a man who is almost 30 years old, and he bought it with all his hard work.”

With that said, Ye Zhi put the key in Lu Jia's hand.

Lu Jia froze for a moment, Ye Zhi had already walked in front of the next person.

……

Lu Jia's complexion was a bit ugly, and I didn't say anything from the beginning to the end, because Ye Zhi had already expressed what I was thinking very clearly for me... But I was puzzled, what purpose did Ye Zhi have for Lu Jia? Jia said this.

Is she feeling worthless for me?

I don't need her sympathy, because compared to a house, waiting for more than a year was the most painful thing in my life!
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After getting the key, I followed in Lu Jia's footsteps and went to the house where I could move in with a bag... The moment I inserted the key into the lock, Lu Jia stopped, and she looked back at me with tears in her eyes , and then choked up and said to me: "Mi Gao, we have been suffering in Shanghai for 3 years, and what we are waiting for is a house...Now we have a house, but why is it like this between us?"

"Do you really think that this step is all caused by me unilaterally?"

"It's because I want too much... I want you too much to become the person in my ideal... Before I know it, I'm lost."

"Open the door first...I want to find a place to sit...I'm tired..."

Lu Jia nodded, and then turned the key. It was obviously a very light movement, but I felt inexplicably heavy... At this moment, some of my feelings are connected with Lu Jia's.Once, what I desperately pursued was a home where Lu Jia and I could feel a sense of belonging... I didn't want her to stay with me in that less than [-]-square-meter rented room on weekends, I want to have a bigger table for eating...a big bed for us to have sex without any scruples...to this day, I still remember that after we made love, we sat naked On the bed, looking at the whole city... I know she wants to have a house, but looking at the whole city, it is my loneliest mood... I am too small and ordinary, I can't satisfy her... I can only drag her and fall into the trap of life with me, wasting my time.

Perhaps, it is precisely because of such guilt that I am willing to transfer the two houses to her name, and also to maintain her reputation after she makes mistakes.

For her, it is really hard for me to hate... especially when I recall the miserable days.

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Push open the door, and you can see the Erhai Lake reflected by the sunset in the living room. If you walk a few steps forward, the wind seems to blow the entire ancient city. The tranquility of the ancient style, just look at it, and people will be settled down; Compared with the configuration of moving in with bags, this kind of visual enjoyment may be the real value of this house.

This house has two bedrooms, the second bedroom is a baby room, and the master bedroom has an independent bathroom, which has been separated from wet and dry. The quality of this house can be seen in both design and materials.

Lu Jia sat down on the sofa before me, and she said to me: "I heard from the people in the sales department that if you don't want to live in this house yourself, you can entrust it to the hotel. The hotel will give us 5000 yuan a month...they won't If you are in a loss-making business, if this house is rented out daily, it will cost at least 700 yuan per day."

"I don't want to talk about this... I need money urgently now, and I want to sell this house."

"I don't agree... If you are short of money recently, we will entrust the house to the hotel. I don't want a cent of the proceeds from the entrustment. You can take it all."

"You don't want to play Tai Chi with me... What I lack is not the 5000 yuan a month... What I want is a full 200 ​​million... I have a new project to do."

"I have heard a lot of news abroad that the domestic economy is about to go down... I don't want you to make blind investments at this time... I have already expressed my opinion to you, even if you have no income for the time being, I can maintain our Life."

After speaking, Lu Jia took out a document bag from her bag, put the document bag on the coffee table, and took out the household registration book from it... She stared at me with tears in her eyes, and after a while, she He choked up and said to me: "Mi Gao, when I came to Dali this time, I brought the household registration book with me... let's get married, my income is not low, as long as I don't squander it, it is enough to support a family... Wait We are all stable, if you want to do business, I will definitely sell the house to support you..."

"Did you blush when you said these words?"

"In your heart, am I so guilty and worthy of death?"

"You don't deserve to die. You are wrong. After you have a choice, you still come to pester me... I don't believe in drinking and having sex. If you don't give him a chance, he won't even have dinner with you." There is no possibility of..."

"You say all this because you want to stand on a moral high ground and want to return to this house."

"Shouldn't I want to come back?... In your eyes, the house in Chengdu is not enough for us to settle our grievances?"

"I don't want a house... what I want is you!"

Lu Jia's emotions suddenly collapsed. She cried with her head down and tore her hair hard...

"Migao... I was wrong... I shouldn't have done such a stupid thing... Please forgive me... I was really wrong!"

I don't want to see Lu Jia like this, looking at the Erhai Lake from the 214 National Highway... I lit another cigarette, I don't want to say anything... and I don't want to recall the past that owed her.

Because I can see my heart is not only clean and tidy, but also has a beginning and an end.

Today, I don't owe Lu Jia anything, so I won't accommodate her pain anymore. I just want to return to this apartment and start my own business... I don't deny that I am very realistic.

I finally opened my mouth and said to Lu Jia: "Last night, I had a dream... In the dream, I found an old box where I kept toys when I was a child, and it was full of green plastic soldiers; artillery, infantry, paratroopers... small soldiers They asked me very timidly: Excuse me, have you seen our commander? We haven’t seen him for a long time. I pondered for a while, and replied: Yes, but he will not come back again... Xiaobing asked again crying Me: Commander, did he sacrifice?... I also shed tears, Commander, he did not sacrifice, he just grew up!"

Exhaling the smoke out of my mouth heavily, I said again: "This is actually not entirely my dream... Where did I read this passage... Then I had such a picture in my dream... I admit, in Before I left Shanghai, I still had an unyielding vigor in me, I only thought of you in everything, and lived in the world you wove for me... But the day I decided to leave Shanghai, I changed... I don't want to live in your ideal world, I only want to live for myself now...I want to do what I like, marry the woman I love...I have no love for you anymore...so, I won't look back .”

"No matter what I do, won't you look back?"

"will not!"

(End of this chapter)