I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 540 There Can Only Be One

I don't know when, my cousin Dai Qiang started to become strange... He never cared about the changes between people, so no matter what the relationship between Ye Zhi and I is, he must take Ye Zhi that way. The news from the side told me, and every time it was a big thing, but the more it happened, the more I didn't know how to respond.

In my silence, Dai Qiang said again: "Brother, are you shocked? In this way, it is basically confirmed that what my sister-in-law encountered in Thailand was a man-made disaster, not a natural disaster."

I didn't pick up the words, just said: "Dai Qiang, isn't the relationship between our cousins ​​a bit too weak?... I have had a broken leg for half a month, and I haven't seen you call me; finally, I waited for your call." I’m sorry, but you’re talking about irrelevant things with me, don’t I feel chilled?!”

"Is this matter irrelevant?"

"You are fucking hopeless...greetings to my leg, will it die?"

"You are such a solid person, I have nothing to worry about."

"We're not on the same channel, so we can't chat."

Before Dai Qiang could speak, I said again: "Don't rush to talk, I'll tell you something... My parents have been in Dali for half a month. If they want to enjoy life, of course I will They are welcome to stay in Dali, but they don't think so at all... My place is already chaotic enough, and I have to be nagged by them every day. I am very annoyed now... Please help me persuade them, I am already an adult I can't be an adult anymore, I have my own ideas, even if they want to interfere, they can't change the trajectory of my life, and in the end it will make everyone unhappy... Isn't the gain outweigh the loss!"

"They just want you to marry Lu Jia... don't you know why you refused?"

"Stop talking."

"You just like to deceive yourself... Don't forget how you waited for your sister-in-law in the first place. If it wasn't true love, you would have waited so desperately."

I lit a cigarette, and waited for Dai Qiang to continue, but he suddenly stopped, so the word "waiting" seemed particularly glaring... I still remember the mood at that time, muddleheaded, living like years, depressed ...

I have never denied my feelings for Ye Zhi...but so what?
People are always tired and disappointed... and the relationship, isn't it just in this process that it fades little by little!

I finally opened my mouth and said to Dai Qiang: "Dai Qiang, no matter what your purpose is... But I really hope you don't tell me these gossips in the future... I am an ordinary man who can't be more ordinary, I can't change anything... just let me go!"

"Brother... Look at what you said... It really makes me feel bad!"

"Let's go."

Before Dai Qiang could speak again, I hung up the phone decisively.

……

I finally became a bit calmer, but when I calmed down, I still inevitably thought about Ye Zhi's situation... If what Dai Qiang just said was not exaggerated, then she must be in an extremely dangerous situation ...Because the so-called game is that you come and go, it is impossible for her to take action while the other party just sits and waits to die... If the accident in Thailand was really a man-made disaster, one can imagine how vicious the other party is.

While I was worried about Ye Zhi, I was more powerless.

Because I've always been an outsider.

Thinking about it deeply, the identity of "outsider" really touches me...

It was Ye Zhi who didn't want me to enter this game.

All our pain stems from this situation...I who can't get in, I hope she can get out; .

I can take this as the best outcome...and her?
I couldn't get the answer, so I closed my eyes and took a deep breath... the smoke came out of my mouth, but my eyes still didn't want to open, I just narrowed my eyes and looked at the afternoon sun , passed through the trees, and landed at my feet again. I felt comfortable physically, but I couldn't feel happy in my heart.

……

This afternoon, An An was as lost as I was...she finally came to me.

She moved a stool and sat down opposite me. She looked around first, and then asked me: "Your parents won't come?"

"It's okay if you come here... On your side, I have already made it clear to them."

Only then did An An feel relieved.

I asked her, "What have you been up to lately?"

"Same old thing, either hang out or go pop in the bar... I just came from Nicole's bar."

"It's still the same!..."

An An's expression was a bit resentful, she complained and said, "I don't know what he's been up to lately... He hasn't come to accompany me for a week... Every time I call him, he says he has something important... Hehe, after all What is the most important thing that can make him busy for a week like an enemy?"

After a short pause, An An smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said: "Actually, it's all an excuse, he's just tired of me... A man like him must have countless women around him... He has too many choices... Anyway, my name is not right, so I have to bear with him!"

It is true that she has a bad reputation, so this matter is not easy to persuade, so I just listened to it as a complaint and kept silent.

……

After An An finished speaking, we were silent for a while; after that, she asked me again: "How about you, how are you with that woman?"

She had a relationship with Ye Zhi once, so the woman she was talking about must be Ye Zhi; I lost my mind for a moment, and then replied: "Give up, just a few days ago, I raped her in front of her." The mobile phone given to me was thrown into the Erhai Lake."

"There's no need to be so desperate!"

"Don't do it absolutely, I'm afraid I'm half-hearted... Do you want to hear my experience? I need your advice."

"I think... I always thought you were an experienced man... You seem to take everything lightly, but when you really get to know you, you will find that you care about everything!"

……

I was empty of time, and so was An An, so I broke up with Lu Jia, Wang Lei encouraged me to come to Dali, and started to talk... The time span is three years, covering Shanghai and Dali... My ability to express That's right, so when talking about these years, it's like a scroll slowly unfolding in front of An An.

So much so that An An was still immersed in it for a long time after I finished speaking.

She felt sorry for Wang Lei, angry at Lu Jia's actions, and felt helpless for me not being able to outshine Ye Zhi... Only when she talked about Yang Sisi, she found it very interesting, because apart from feelings, Yang Sisi and I It's really been fighting all the way to the present, so there are many moments between us that can be reminisced.

After a while, An An finally asked me: "If what you said is not processed, then I think the women in your life are very sincere to you... At least, at a certain stage, they have been very sincere to you... You are sincere... I especially want to ask, who do you think loves you the most?"

"Shouldn't you ask who I love the most?"

"No rush, anyway, we have a lot of time, so let's figure out all these problems..."

An An is a very good chat partner. She is very patient and has the ability to create topics, so that at a certain moment, I really believe that she can solve my long-standing distress for me.

Since she wanted to slow down the pace of the chat, I also relaxed my mind, changed the topic, and asked her: "Listen to me so much, do you think I am a passionate man?"

An An smiled: "Isn't passion a common problem of men?... You are pretty good, you handle every relationship very cleanly, and you don't step on several boats at the same time... But from your point of view, it is difficult enough... It feels like every woman you meet is nice, but I think there can only be one true love..."

(End of this chapter)