I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 538 I miss you
It started to rain again outside the window, and the rain fell on the very hot lampshade, evaporating some water vapor, and the water vapor drifted away with the wind. If you stare at it for a long time, people will be in a trance... At a certain moment, the spirit is suddenly concentrated again, and then Think of some philosophical questions similar to why people exist...

The more I think about it, the more I feel small, and I gradually feel lost... I really want to let go of some obsessions and be a small person at ease; but when I look at the luxury cars and extravagant lights running all over the street, I feel unwilling. I wanted to do something big to cement my sense of security.

Because people are too realistic, even my parents; today, I wanted to borrow 2000 yuan from Lao Mi to buy a mobile phone, but I was reprimanded, and I was very depressed.

At this time, I really began to feel sorry for the two houses that were transferred to Lu Jia's name... God knows, will I have the luck and opportunity to make money in Jiulongju in the future.

Taking a deep breath, I turned my head and said to Wednesday San who was sitting on the side: "San San, I treat you as a brother, so I won't hide some situations from you... I don't have any start-up funds. The takeaway advertisement I made was also stopped by the real estate developer; everything I have now is betting on Chen Jin’s bar. If the bar’s business is good, I can still take a breather. If the bar’s business is not good, The road ahead will be even more difficult... So, you should carefully consider the matter of going to Shanghai..."

"Brother, what do you mean?"

I looked up at Wednesday and Wednesday, and after a while, I replied: "I may not be able to provide you with a stage to display your talents for a long time... In comparison, your fourth brother is indeed a good choice... ...For me, the world is very simple...So, I don't need you to talk about loyalty, just do what is good for you."

Wednesday was a little upset, and he replied: "Why do you say such morale-damaging things?... If there is no suitable thing to do for the time being, I will continue to deliver food... Anyway, I can support myself."

"You are not young anymore, will you be 28 next year?"

"Ah."

"It's time to think about your future, otherwise at my age, you will be as insecure as me..."

"What will you do if I go to Shanghai?"

I flicked the cigarette ash, and replied: "I've been used to this state in the past few years in Dali... I'm fine."

Then, I took out the money that the man returned from under the pillow, took out 2000 yuan from it, and said to Wednesday: "My previous mobile phone can't be used, please help me go back tomorrow morning." To buy a mobile phone, about 2000 yuan will do.”

After thinking about it for a while, I only gave 3000 to Wednesday, then touched my chin and said, "It's just like that after using a new phone, aren't you a digital user... go and help me find a second-hand one with high cost performance. ...The other [-] yuan, you can use it to pay this month's rent for my parents."

"okay."

"It's getting late, go back and rest..."

Wednesday three nodded. Before leaving, I asked him to think about going to work in Shanghai again, but he didn't express his opinion; but this time, I wasn't testing him, I really had a sense of crisis about my current situation , I don't want to delay him, because he is also a poor man.

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After leaving on Wednesday, I took out the remaining 5000 yuan from under the pillow, and felt a sense of crisis in my heart again... I can’t say that I am not good at financial management, because after the business of Jiulongju, I invested The two properties have appreciated a lot in a short period of time. They were expected to double their assets, but now they are defeated by the painful reality.

Where did I lose?
I was too afraid that I owed Lu Jia, so after earning money, I hurriedly bought a flat in Chengdu and put it under her name.

If two people really want to be together, will they be afraid of this kind of debt?

Come to think of it, people's subconscious is the most real. Since we broke up, I have never thought of getting back together with Lu Jia, so I just want to double compensate her for what she has done.

……

I was a little upset, so I lit another cigarette for myself, and I could only smoke, because I threw away the only mobile phone that could communicate with the outside world.

I'm really a psycho, and I don't know who I'm having trouble with.

……

Early the next morning, Wednesday Wednesday got me a second-hand mobile phone. He only spent 5 yuan. It was a very outdated iPhone [-]; Upgrade the system, so the configuration of the mobile phone can still maintain the fluency...

After using it for a while, I also think it is good. Although the screen is a bit small, it is very suitable for one-handed operation.

Even if it is self-comfort, it is better than having a psychological gap.

……

After we left on Wednesday, I charged up my phone and opened WeChat... There was a message from Lu Jia.

She said: "Your parents talked to me about the house... I will also convey my thoughts to you... As long as you agree to get a marriage certificate, I can return the house in Dali to your name."

"Hehe... are you trying to trick me?"

Lu Jia seemed to have been waiting for my reply, and she replied within a short time: "I didn't intend to seduce you... Thinking of the past, I don't think our relationship should end so easily... You I know my feelings for you."

"I really don't know how deep your feelings for me are...I just remember that you told me that I would hate you...you succeeded, and I really hate you...you are my The most untrustworthy person in my life!"

"That's my angry words... What you are saying now is also angry words... We are the most suitable. I have already started working, with an annual salary of 30... I don't mind if you are at a low point, as long as you are willing to return Chengdu, let’s fight together... I can take on the responsibilities of my family first.”

"Don't you think it's despicable to use the house as a bargaining chip?...I've done enough to save face for you."

"I know, you put all your mistakes on yourself...so, I am more afraid of losing you, I was wrong...you come back...we are not young, I want to have a family...you must also want."

Looking at this message, I felt quite uncomfortable; but I didn't reply again, because everything about Lu Jia felt extremely strange to me.

……

The phone vibrated again. I thought it was Lu Jia who said something again, but it was a message from Yang Sisi who hadn't contacted her since she left.

"I dreamed of you last night...I miss you!"

I was in a trance for a while...

She sent another message: "Dali has cooled down. I bought you a coat and sent it to the house you and Nicole rented. Remember to accept the express."

(End of this chapter)