I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 537

My anger comes and goes quickly; I know that there is no point in arguing with Lao Mi and my mother because of Lu Jia's affairs. Apart from being angry with each other, there is no real substance at all. sexual change.

I don't understand why, the shortcomings I see in Lu Jia are the advantages in their eyes of being good at living.For example, careful calculation, such as haggling, such as not giving an inch when facing money problems...

After a long period of silence, I took the initiative to lower my voice and asked Lao Mi and my mother: "Did you go to the sales department of Cangshan Villa and ask about the name change of the contract?"

Lao Mi didn't deny it, he nodded and replied, "I asked."

"Have you talked to Lu Jia about the house?"

This time the person who answered me was my mother. She frowned and said, "Lu Jia's attitude is very clear. She only talks about the house with you; if you don't have any ideas about the two houses, then she Think of it as your compensation for her youth... Let me tell you, she doesn't want to return this house... But let's think about it from another angle, maybe they can't let go of the relationship between the two of you, so they put these two houses together. Treat it as a bargaining chip... After all, you did the wrong thing first, so you can't ask someone Lu Jia to come and bow to you!"

Lao Mi echoed and said, "I think so too... I always thought that there is nothing wrong with Lu Jia's quality."

"Whether two people can be together does not depend on whether there is a problem with the quality of the two parties, but whether the three views are compatible... Regarding this matter, I really don't want to explain it. If you are reluctant to part with those two houses, I don't think so. Necessary; since two years ago, I was able to earn two houses, after two years, there will only be more and no less.”

"Doing business pays attention to the right time, place and people. Look at what you still have in yourself now!"

One word from Lao Mi made me feel depressed...Because I don't occupy any of these three things...The fact is also the same. Doing business requires some luck, but many real estate developers suddenly start holding up their properties and reluctance to sell them. I also lost the biggest piece of advertising business... This is a manifestation of bad luck, as the saying goes, it is not in the right place... Plus my leg is broken, it is inconvenient to do anything, so I can't talk about people and.

I was thinking: Is it true that earning two apartments in Chengdu and Dali has really become the limit in my life?

Looking at my legs, which had been unable to walk for a long time, I questioned myself so strongly for the first time.

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After packing up my things, Lao Mi and my mother left, and I stayed alone in the deserted room again. I really wanted to find someone to chat with, but everyone was busy, either with their careers or with drinking fall in love.

At about ten o'clock, Wednesday came to my ward, he looked very tired...

We also learned to smoke on Wednesday, and the addiction is not small. He sat down on the chair next to my bed, lit a cigarette, took a sip, and said to me: "Brother, I delivered all the takeaways. It's been almost half a month...you won't let me do this all the time, will you?"

I asked back: "Could it be that during this period of time, you have gained nothing at all?"

"Is it a gain if I lost five catties?"

"You think it counts."

Wednesday took a look at me, and said seriously: "Brother... I know you want to exercise my social ability, and I have indeed been exercised... It's like, before officially going to university, the school will hold a military training. A total of seven days... I am not afraid of hardship or tiredness... But you have to give me a deadline, right?... I can't really deliver food for a lifetime, can I?!"

I also lit a cigarette, squinted my eyes and took a deep breath before replying, "I'm not sure yet...you have to give me some time."

We didn't talk on Wednesday and Wednesday, and we just took a sip of the cigarette in my hand, and I took a sip of the cigarette in my hand; soon, there was a gloomy cloud in the ward...just like my current situation.

When the cigarette in his hand was about to run out, Wednesday and Wednesday hesitated for a moment, and then said to me: "Brother...how about we go to Shanghai and work in Fourth Brother's father's company... I I understand that her father's company has recently upgraded a lot of business, and the most lack of software engineers... I am willing to learn with humility and start from the grassroots... I think a big platform will be more helpful to personal development."

"I said, if you want to go to Shanghai, I respect your idea..."

"I also said that if you don't go, I won't go...but I will persuade you to go."

I dropped the cigarette in my hand, and said angrily: "Can you stop all of you fucking forcing me?...I'm not a fucking machine, if you have to press a button, I'll hit wherever I point!"

Wednesday looked at me with a little fear. He didn't expect that I would suddenly get angry, and I didn't expect it myself...but I did become irritable and irritable...probably because too many unsatisfactory things happened recently... I really want to calm myself down, but those who can control my mood at will are all saints and Buddhas... I am just an ordinary person, my heart is full of joy, anger, sorrow and joy.

After a long while, Wednesday said to me: "I didn't insist on you going to Shanghai... I thought there was my fourth brother there... Seeing how depressed you are recently, if you have my fourth brother by your side to help, you may It will be better."

I don't speak.

Wednesday asked me again: "Brother, can you tell me...My fourth brother is such a good girl, why have you not been together for so many years...Do you really not like her?"

"Do you still have cigarettes in there?"

"Have."

"Give me one."

Wednesday lit a cigarette for me, and when I smoked almost half of it, I said: "From the first time I saw her, I regarded her as a little sister, and she was very close, because she She has a lively personality and is easy to get along with... People have a fixed mindset. If it were you, would you be able to fall in love with her after having the image of a younger sister in your heart?...It feels like incest...I'm not exaggerating... However, I am very concerned about her, I am afraid that she will have a bad life, and that she will be wronged..."

"Then think about it, if one day, she was wearing a wedding dress and there were other men standing beside her...how would you feel?"

I didn't want to imagine that scene, so I replied: "Let's not talk about it... let's talk about something practical."

After finishing speaking, I looked out of the window, facing those flickering lights, I was suddenly in a daze: I said that I would go to Shanghai to find her... If it was just to meet or have a meal, it would be fine if I went. I went...but if it was in the name of love, how would I feel?

I tried my best to think about Yang Sisi's mature side, and her mature dress... Gradually, it suddenly became clear, as long as I forget about the delicate skin and tender flesh of her three years ago... I will accept it in my heart...

If we get married and start a family, she will give birth to another child for me, think about the feeling of happiness...

Maybe, she would also stand in the crowd, hugging the child, pamperingly wiping the child's snot and saliva with a tissue, and then turning her head to stare at me, hating me for being an old man who left me alone.

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The next moment, I thought of Ye Zhi inexplicably... On the same street, Yang Sisi and I stood in front of each other... I shouldn't have seen her, but I had the perspective of God. Going through the crowd and all kinds of obstacles...saw her sitting at the end of the street.

She drank, and there was no one to accompany her, and she looked very lonely...

What is more real than this is my fantasy, and I have also imagined the scene of us starting a family. Although she is very busy, she will still find time to teach the children to do their homework... Sometimes she is impatient, and A few words of reprimand...the child made faces at her, and she smiled again...the smile was so beautiful!

The two scenarios are the Buddha in my heart and the devil in my heart.

(End of this chapter)