I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 536 Will Definitely Wait For The Dawn
The rain wasn't heavy, it just drifted over, but the feeling of falling on the body was very real. There was a bit of fishy earthy smell in the rain, and the road under the feet was wet and dry, and the place that was crushed by the car was very real. Some weeds have grown, and when the wind blows, they are more swaying than rain.

This is the current "Ma Jiuyi", and I don't know how long it will take to restore the vitality of the past.

I finally looked back at Ye Zhi, and then said to her: "Why, when I recall those scenes together, most of them are painful... But you feel happy, don't we experience these together?"

After a short pause, I said again: "You don't need to answer this matter, I have the answer in my heart... because we have never been equal before, and you are never afraid of losing me, but I am afraid of losing you... A person who is always in fear, thinking of the person who hurt him, how can he be happy?... Hehe, based on what I know about you, when I say these words, you usually don't answer directly. "

The strong wind messed up Ye Zhi's hair, she habitually pinned her hair behind her ears, and then replied in a low voice: "Because I am as confused as you, and even worry about gains and losses... But I dare not be willful... Do you know? Sometimes, I also want to find a shoulder to lean on, especially when I have nightmares, the feeling of fear is extremely suffocating... I haven't turned off the lights and slept for a long time... because the devil lives in the dark !"

After a while of silence, Ye Zhi said again: "There is a difference between me and you. When you think of me, you feel pain, but most of the time, you are happy, because you are in Dali, and there are several people around you. Heart-to-heart friends; most of my time is miserable, only when I think of you, I am happy... because I am in Shanghai, standing on the cusp of the storm, facing a large group full of conflicts of interest... Even if I don't care Fighting, but others may not let me go... But, I firmly believe that I will definitely wait for the dawn..."

I had a lot of emotion in my heart, but in the end I just smiled wistfully and said, "I thought waiting for someone is the most heartbreaking thing. After hearing what you said, maybe what you want to wait for is the most difficult thing! "

"You can choose to wait for someone in the most beautiful place, just like Dali is full of wind, flowers, snow and moon, it is a good place to wait for someone; but waiting for the dawn, you can only endure it in the dark, other than that, you have no other choice..."

After a while of silence, Ye Zhi smiled, and she said to me again: "Are you going to get away with it?"

"meeting."

"There is no fence where the white car is parked... let's compare."

"I'm in a wheelchair and can't use my strength..."

"How many times can you float at most?"

"Seven or eight times."

"If I win more than ten... If I win, you have to promise me one thing."

"What if you lose?"

"I never do anything I'm not sure about."

……

In the light rain that floated over like silk, Ye Zhi pushed me to the place without guardrails. She found a very thin piece of stone on the ground, and then threw it out while I was watching. Her technique was very good. As a result, when the stone piece first touched the water surface, it showed a sliding posture, and finally floated 11 times before sinking into the water.

"I lost, what do you want me to do?"

"When you think of me in the future, don't hate me..."

"What I hate is the you in the past... the you now, I don't hate... no matter who you are with in the future, or what kind of life you live... I hope you are happy, at least happier than now... I give up , For better or worse, I gave up...I want to wake up from this dream now."

Ye Zhi nodded, and chose to face the Erhai Lake with her back to me.

I said behind her again: "Now even the advertising business is cut off... I will never meet again in the future, never see each other again."

"it is good."

I straightened my keychain, then poked it into the hole of the card tray, pulled out the SIM card, and then, with the greatest strength, I threw the phone into the Erhai Lake...

This phone used to be everything to me, because it was given to me by Ye Zhi...

More than two years ago, I went to Sanya to rescue Ye Zhi from those troublesome fishermen. I lost a mobile phone because I jumped into the sea. Ye Zhi bought this phone for me, and she also bought a phone for herself. All of them are the same style, but the color is different... This is clearly a couple style.

So even if the configuration is far behind the mainstream, I am not willing to change...

And Ye Zhi's phone has long since disappeared... What she is holding now is the latest mobile phone on the market.

I'm not saying she's ruthless... It's just that many things have indirectly shown that we really can't go back.

I don't hate her anymore, just like these thrown away things, although they still exist in memory, they have lost their most important meaning...

……

When I got back to the hospital, I lay straight on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze... It wasn't until my mother and Lao Mi came to the ward with a huge woven bag that I realized that I was leaving here tomorrow.

It was at this very moment that I actually had a little nostalgia for this place, because in this small room, I saw all the warmth and warmth of people in the world.

……

My mother swept the floor and began to tidy up my daily necessities...During this process, she was not idle in talking, and kept talking to Lao Mi about my affairs with Lu Jia...they I can't figure out why I don't want to be with Lu Jia anyway.

They said that it was Yang Sisi who gave me ecstasy soup.

I was very impatient, so I forcibly changed the subject and asked Lao Mi: "Dad, do you still have any money?"

"What do you want the money for?"

"The mobile phone can't be used... You can lend me two thousand first, and I will return it to you when I have spare money on hand."

But I didn’t want to, Lao Mi replied to me angrily: “What kind of appearance do you want to make, so that you will be happy?… You will be almost 30 years old soon, and you have to ask me for money to buy a mobile phone at the end… It’s about this time , can you still think about Lu Jia?... Is it so difficult to bow your head to others?"

In my silence, the door was pushed open...it was the decorator who bumped into me.

He walked to my bedside, put a stack of money on the bedside first, and then said to me: "I'm here to pay you back... There are nine thousand here, and there is still one thousand short, I will figure out a way later Back to you."

"It's really difficult on your side. Don't rush to return the money to me. You can take it back and use it first."

There were tears in the decorator's eyes. After wiping it with his particularly rough sleeve, he choked up and said, "It's no longer needed... baby, I left last night..."

I was not feeling well... He said "thank you", turned around and left the ward without further words.

……

I picked up the wad of money, but felt the bitterness and humbleness of an ordinary person...

After a long time, I smiled and said to Lao Mi: "Look, since I was a child, you didn't trust me... But before the two of us finished talking, I have money to buy a mobile phone... People have a good relationship Yes, so we must do more good things... Aren't you guys asking me all the time, why don't you want to be with Lu Jia?... Now I have the confidence to tell you... Because she thinks everyone is as philistine as she is, The same profit-seeking... At the beginning, she refused to let me lend the money, is it enough to slap me now?"

As I said that, I patted the stack of money back on the table. I don’t know why I got angry... Anyway, I was just unhappy in my heart, like a needle was stuck in my most vulnerable place, and I wanted to pull it out. Drop it, but the difference between life and death is only one centimeter...

I was devastated.

(End of this chapter)