I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 533 Wait for me
This dream ended in my panic, so after waking up, I sat on the bed for a long time... I looked at Yang Sisi next to me, but she was sleeping peacefully... But the blanket on her body was already gone. slide.

I got out of bed with great difficulty, and then covered her with the blanket.

It was raining outside the window, I didn't go back to bed immediately, just stood outside the window and watched.

I was thinking about the meaning of that dream, why did I feel so tired in the dream, why did I try to stop, but ran faster and faster?

I have always believed that dreams are derivatives of the subconscious, so some seemingly strange dreams often reflect inner desires or fears.

But this time, I didn't realize the result, and this became the most nonsensical dream I've ever had.

……

Listening to the sound of the rain, my heart gradually became quiet, and my eyes stayed on the two street lights at the intersection. I felt that they were very similar to Yang Sisi and me. They were always in a visible place. , accompany each other... but can never really touch each other... The only thing that can intersect is the light that they radiate, like whispering, and like inner communication.

Maybe they are happy.

I smiled, reached out and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case on the table, lit it, and opened the window...

The wind brought in the damp moisture and dispersed the smoke that had escaped from between my fingers.

……

Yang Sisi hugged me from behind, she smoked the cigarette in my hand, and pressed it into the ashtray...

She was silent, and I didn't speak... We seemed to be still, but I could feel her face pressed against my back.

Another gust of damp wind blew over, and I said to Yang Sisi: "You should go back to Shanghai..."

"Is that why you don't want me to stay here?"

I don't speak.

Yang Sisi was not angry, she said to me in a very soft voice: "I told Cao Xiaobei that I am with you; I also swore to your father that I am his future daughter-in-law...do you know? Sometimes I lie, lie, and lie, and I believe it... I have never felt so happy as I am now... So, I don't want to go, no matter it is true or false."

"I'll go find you when my leg is healed."

"I won't go, this is not the reason for you to drive me away."

Breathing the humid air, I pondered for a long time before I said softly: "What if... I want you to be my woman by that day?"

"What did you say?"

The heartbeat that was still steady just now became faster and faster. I took out another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. After taking a deep breath, I said: "There is such a moment, when I hold you, it is the same as any other cigarette in the past. The feeling is different every time...I want to...give yourself a little space to figure it out...Actually, it's disgusting to say something like this..."

"You feel disgusted because you haven't figured out what kind of feelings you have for Ye Zhi now... You don't want to be a scumbag between us, do you?"

"It's not... what I'm afraid of, it's an irresponsible start... no good results!"

"So you want me to wait for you?"

"Ah."

I responded, and looked back at Yang Sisi... This is the first time in my life that I asked a woman to wait for me.

How will she respond to me?I really want to know.

After a long silence, Yang Sisi finally spoke to me and said, "Okay... I'll just be a stupid woman... and wait for you in Shanghai."

"Ah."

"Then I'm going to bed... Go to bed early, leave early... That day will come sooner."

As Yang Sisi said, she let go of my arms and lay down on the bed without saying a word.

After a while, I heard her sobbing...

Is she happy, or is she sad?

I don't quite know what she's thinking... I'm just imagining the scene of that day amidst the pattering rain...

If that day really comes, I will definitely change into my most handsome suit and get a spiritual hairstyle... What about her?Will you be stepping on high heels and wearing a beautiful dress?

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The next morning, I woke up in the humid air; I stretched my body subconsciously, and the surrounding was empty... I turned my head and looked, and the blanket covered by Yang Sisi was neatly folded at the head of the bed .

She's gone, with a promise to me.

I was quite empty in my heart, especially when I saw the wheelchair next to the bed... I just sat on the bed, looked at the rainy weather outside for a long time, and then got out of bed to pee.

This state continued until my mother came.

The reason why Lao Mi didn't come was probably because he didn't want to see Yang Sisi...

While making the bed, my mother asked me, "Where was that girl yesterday?"

"Back to Shanghai."

"Co-author, she said she stayed here to take care of you, did she mean to anger me and your dad?"

"It's not... I let her go..."

"You know it's good to take care of me and your dad's emotions."

I forced a smile, and then fell into silence... After a long time, I tentatively asked my mother again: "Mom... what do you think of Sisi?"

"How about what?"

"I've had two girlfriends before...Lu Jia and Ye Zhi, you've met them...Compared to them, what do you think of Sisi?"

My mother stopped what she was doing, then looked at me with a strange look, and then asked: "What do you mean...you have to talk to Mom."

"Tell me first...how do you see her."

My mother replied with a cold face: "When I think of Lu Jia staying alone in Chengdu... I don't think anyone can feel comfortable... Son, you have to understand me and your dad... You know what we like Such a girl... a girl from a very good family background, even if we climbed to the top, we will be inferior to other people in the future... It doesn't matter to me and your father, we don't live there anyway... But you are so arrogant Can you bear it?... Do you believe in mom, there are too many, too many small frictions and trivial things after marriage... If you are in this family, you can't dominate... You are absolutely Can't take it!"

I laughed: "Is that an exaggeration?"

"Mom doesn't lie at all... There are ready-made examples in our county... Zhang Peiming, do you know him?"

"Yes, many years ago, he was the richest man in our county."

My mother nodded and replied: "His daughter got married last year... the man is very ordinary... Zhang Peiming married her daughter a car called... what is the name of a Land Rover... and then he didn't care about anything... the young couple went away For a while, now I can't afford to fill up the gas...that boy takes the bus to work every day...he is almost the laughing stock of the whole county...everyone laughs at him, and he can't eat well..."

Speaking of this, my mother took my hand again, and said to me earnestly: "Son, Lu Jia is a good girl who can fight with you... The things you two have fought for are truly yours." ... Don't be blinded by the temptation in front of you... That girl's words are nice... But you have to know how to distinguish... A girl like her can lack people who pursue her... One day, if she I feel that you are no longer fresh and want to be self-willed, what should you do?...how old are you now...do you still have a way back?"

(End of this chapter)