I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 528
Standing at the gate of "Shanshuijian", the wind from the Erhai Lake blows over a large area of ​​farmland, the ancient city, National Highway 214, between me and Yang Sisi, and then howls and blows towards Cangshan Mountain...

The wind in Dali has never been in vain. When it blew up, it not only broke the dead branches, but also made Yang Sisi and I unable to stand...Her hair was messed up, and the corners of her skirt were messed up.

At this moment, I felt sorry for her from the bottom of my heart.

She could have lived otherwise...

It was me who missed her, and it was worse than she missed Cao Xiaobei.

But when it comes to emotional matters, sometimes it's really hard to be independent... I'm not pitiful, in front of Ye Zhi...

Going deeper, Yang Sisi and I are actually the same kind of people, paranoid and without regrets; so in this world, unless we think about it, no one can save us.

I let out a sigh of relief, straightened her messy hair, and said softly, "Send me back."

"Don't you want to go to Erhai Lake for a walk?"

"I think...but no matter how bad the hospital is, I have to go back, right?"

"Stop arguing with your parents... If you can't hide it, just tell them the truth... You are not the one who made the mistake. You don't need to punish yourself with other people's mistakes."

"I know……"

After pondering for a while, I said again: "Go back to Shanghai, don't stay in a place where right and wrong... My dad is like crazy now, except for Lu Jia, whoever stays with me, he thinks it's an eye. prick!"

"Why does he approve of Lu Jia so much?"

"I don't know either. He never said anything bad about Lu Jia...Maybe a woman like Lu Jia is closer to the life of ordinary people... If I marry her, she will do it without my parents urging her." Want to have a child...she will put most of her energy on raising the next generation...she will take care of all the money for me...take care of the housekeeping...isn't the life of ordinary people like this."

"I don't quite understand what your parents think...everyone is an independent individual and has the right to choose their own life."

I smiled: "Look, you just told me not to quarrel with my parents... Now you can't understand them... In fact, for parents, children are just kites held in their hands , until that day, who would be willing to let go easily... For them, Lu Jia is the best choice. It may not have been so satisfactory before, but now Lu Jia has found a job in Chengdu. If Lu Jia and I break up like this, they won't be willing... I know they have selfish intentions, and no matter how good Dali is, it can't make them more at ease than if I stay in Chengdu."

Yang Sisi bowed her head in silence for a long time, and then said: "I will listen to you and go back to Shanghai...but you have to tell me that you will forgive Lu Jia under their pressure, and then go to Chengdu together, where your parents want to see life?"

"No... Lu Jia and I are no longer in debt... There is no way for us to find a reason to spend a lifetime together."

"Well...then I'll leave tomorrow morning."

I nodded, not knowing what else to say.

"Will you still go to Shanghai to see me?"

I was stunned for a moment, and then I replied: "Yes, when my leg recovers... I'll see you..."

"how long?"

"Maybe one month, maybe two or three months... You have signed up for so many training courses, and there will be big changes by then, right?"

"I can make you a cake."

"Okay, then I'll wait."

"I'll wait for you too."

……

Sitting in a taxi, looking at the night view of Erhai Lake, it didn't seem long before Yang Sisi and I returned to the hospital; we didn't talk all the way, and we didn't talk because our minds were heavy... For me, I have to kiss It was really hard to let Yang Sisi go...I didn't want to drive her away, I just wanted to protect her. I know what kind of temper Lao Mi has...He is even more paranoid than me, and he cares more about human relationships. I owe Lu Jia, even if I tell him the truth, there is a high chance that he will ask me to forgive Lu Jia.

I really feel that in the next period of time, I will definitely have a hard time!

……

After paying the fare, Yang Sisi helped me out of the car; the two of us standing at the entrance of the hospital were a little confused... I don’t know when, a cordon was set up on the square of the hospital, and many people gathered outside the cordon to go to the hospital. Peeping inside...

We also walked to the cordon, and I saw the man who fell to the ground before Yang Sisi. He was wearing a hospital suit, his body was twisted, blood and brains flowed all over the floor...

This horrible scene, people with poor ability to bear it, just glanced at it as a shadow, so I quickly covered Yang Sisi's eyes with my hands.

"Why are you blindfolding me?"

"Don't look, someone jumped off the building."

Yang Sisi let out an exclamation, and hurriedly turned her back on her back, not daring to look inside.

The next moment, I heard the people around me discussing: "This person is really pitiful!... He got cancer at a young age, his family's house was lost, and his parents' pension money was also lost... If you look at it again, even Children who go to school will be dragged down... He didn't want to hurt his family, so he took this road... He lives in the ward next to me, and he is only 42 years old this year... Sigh!"

I felt so uncomfortable, I didn't know what to say to Yang Sisi for a while, I just wanted to take her away; however, she couldn't overcome her curiosity, so she turned around and took a sneaky look... just this one look, She looked like she was dumbfounded, I could clearly feel that her body was tense, but her eyes were very loose.

"Are you all right?"

"I... I'm sick!"

"I told you not to look, you still want to look..."

The next moment, Yang Sisi ran to the flower pond and vomited; I looked back again, and the policeman who surveyed the scene had already covered the dead man with a white sheet.

Leaning on crutches, I walked up to Yang Sisi, and then patted her on the back in an awkward position... She was so embarrassed that she just gagged and shed tears.

It took a long time for her to recover, and then squatted on the ground, still looking in that direction... She asked me in a low voice: "Mi Gao...is the world really so bitter?"

"You have seen it all... For us, living is a practice!"

She looked up at me, and said for a while: "Life is bitter and short. In this life, I must be with the one I love... In this world, there is nothing more worthy of my efforts..."

This idea of ​​Yang Sisi is like a mirror, reflecting my heart... When I was about to say something to her, someone knocked on my back suddenly, and I turned my head to see that behind me and Yang Sisi Standing is Chen Jin, and my parents...

I was caught off guard, and Yang Sisi also seemed a little flustered, but it was inevitable.

(End of this chapter)