I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 526 Never Hate Your Parents

After I said the words of "self-justification", Yang Sisi's eyes seemed to shoot out flames, and then I, an immoral man, would be reduced to ashes... She pointed at me and said, "Look look into my eyes and say it again."

"Do you think that I have subverted the image in your mind?"

Yang Sisi's face was red and white for a while, obviously because her emotions were greatly shaken... But the next moment, she shook her head firmly and said to me: "I don't believe it...you are definitely not that kind of man ... You are the man I, Yang Sisi, fancy. I know your character better than anyone else... Yes, there are too many derailments and betrayals in this world, but you won't... Although you have never stood up for me , but you would not do this for Ye Zhi... So, I have been by your side for so many years, and you have never done anything to me... I am a very confident woman... Even me, you let go How could you give up your determination to wait for someone for the sake of other women..."

"People always want to indulge."

"You don't need to say so much... What do you think I am by your side without complaint or regret?...Could it be that I am waiting for a man who will choose self-indulgence just because of a momentary pleasure?... Don't be ridiculous, my vision of seeing people is not that bad... only you will think I am stupid, in the eyes of others, I am a little clever."

I don't speak.

Yang Sisi said again: "I really know you too well... So, I think Lu Jia did such a thing. In order to protect her reputation, you took the blame on yourself... Your parents must believe it , They said a lot of things that hurt you, your mentality collapsed... and you started to hurt yourself... Then, there was the scene I saw... Heh, if you think about it in this way, everything makes sense... ...I can't guess wrong, if you really made a mistake, you don't have the confidence to lose your temper...Also, your behavior of protecting Lu Jia is very high!"

I looked up at Yang Sisi, and even suspected that she had cut me open and looked in my heart.

"Am I right?"

I had mixed feelings in my heart, and after pondering for a while, I finally asked Yang Sisi in a low voice: "Is it wrong for me to do this?"

"If Lu Jia knows how to appreciate you, it's still worth it... I'm afraid that everyone will blame you. In the end, even Lu Jia herself will feel that you have betrayed her... You must know that you are used to blaming others for your mistakes. , It is also the instinct of being born as a human being.”

"I don't need Lu Jia to be grateful to me. I just hope that we can get together well... She is a woman, and her reputation is much more important than mine. I will take on this matter."

"Aren't you a little too stupid!?...Your character of doing everything for the good of others will make you suffer a lot."

"I don't do everything for the good of others... All I care about are those who are or have been by my side... I hope everyone is well... I am not a saint, so when I harvested wealth in Jiulongju , even if it harms the interests of so many people, I will not be relentless... When fighting with others, I will always be the most ruthless one... All I care about is the people around me... Do you understand?"

"I know."

"It's good if you understand... If my parents can understand me like this, I don't have to worry about it... To be honest, when my dad said those words to me today, I hated him...!"

"Mi Gao, never hate your parents."

I looked at Yang Sisi with a serious face, and couldn't believe it. She said this, because when I first met her, she was the one who rebelled against her parents the most.

"Don't you find it incredible that I said such a thing?"

"It's pretty incredible."

"Don't forget, I am also a person who has experienced ups and downs in my family... It was during that time that I realized how difficult it was for my dad..."

After a short pause, Yang Sisi said to me again earnestly: "Mi Gao, remember what I told you... If your parents are alive, there is still a place to come in life; if your parents go, life will only return home... So, in When you can still get along with them, you must not hate them... They may sometimes not understand you, but they are the ones who wish you the best... If the matter between you and Lu Jia evolves to the end, really It will hurt the feelings of your family... You shouldn't hide it for her... You did nothing wrong, she betrayed you again!"

I looked at Yang Sisi, and suddenly felt that she was really mature in her bones; now she understands a lot of truths that even I don't understand.

But I still didn't answer her directly, I just changed the subject and said to her: "Can you take me out for a walk?...Everyone thinks I should rest, but I really can't stand the air here!"

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Yang Sisi is a different person from others. She tricked the nurse by tricking her, then took my crutches, supported me, and fled to the outside of the ward together... We stopped a taxi and went to the hospital. Go in the direction of the ancient city.

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Leaving the hospital is not only for the sake of breathing, I also have a little selfishness... I have to explain to Ren Anan face to face, otherwise she will be very sad, first of all she will feel that she trusted me wrongly, and she will also feel sorry for her identity as a mistress. heartbroken.

It's really immoral to be a mistress... But to me, she is a friend who cares about me very much, so I don't want her to be implicated because of my crap.

If one day, she is condemned by others for being a mistress, I will not defend her... This is my value. If she does something wrong, she has to bear it; if I do something wrong, I have to bear it too. ……One yard owned by a yard.

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Knowing the cause and effect, although Yang Sisi understood me, she still said some sour things, saying that I knew An An, and it was also a show of intrigue... and that she couldn't leave a woman by my side.

But she herself obviously has many friends of the opposite sex who get along well; this place in Dali has always had this kind of atmosphere. Everyone makes friends, drinks, and gender distinctions are actually quite indifferent.

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Because I didn't want Yang Sisi to know the fact that An An was a mistress, I asked Yang Sisi to wait for me outside the community, and I went downstairs to An An's house on crutches, and then called her and asked her to come down and talk...

It is really inconvenient for me to go up, because the building where she lives is not equipped with an elevator. Although there are only three floors in total, it is quite difficult for me.

(End of this chapter)