I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 524 The feeling of being dependent on each other

Facing Lao Mi's raised hand, I sneered, patted my broken leg, and said, "I'm thick-skinned, don't slap me in the face, I don't even know it hurts...you just slap me Greetings on this broken leg... It's better to beat me until I can't get up for the rest of my life... I just eat, drink and lie at home... You control me for the rest of your life."

"You disobedient son!"

Lao Mi shook his hands angrily.

"Hit it, wherever it hurts, where do you hit it."

My mother and Chen Jin pulled Lao Mi aside... He was so angry, and I was not happy... People are like this, they give the most patience to outsiders, but they always speak bad words to those closest to them Plus... Lao Mi is the same, so am I.

Chen Jin smoothed things over, and then said to Lao Mi and my mother: "Uncle, Auntie...you are tired from the train ride all day...I have booked a room for you in the ancient city, you go to rest for a while...In the evening we Come again...the most important thing is, calm down first...they are so aggressive, nothing can be discussed!"

My mother echoed and said: "This kid Chen Jin is right... Lao Mi, let's go to the place where we live first... You and your son are calm, calm, and we will talk about things at night."

Lao Mi stared at me, and I looked at him without showing any weakness... In the end, it was Chen Jin and my mother who pulled him out of the ward together.

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Suddenly, the room became quiet, and I just stared at the darkened sky outside the window... I don't know which window the first light will be on; I only know my own I'm in a bad mood...

Even if I'm sorry for cheating on Lu Jia, Lao Mi can't say that about me... He said, I was hit by a car, I deserved it!

I'm fighting for this family. In addition to delivering food, I also have to take care of the advertising business... I don't have a moment to spare, otherwise, how could I be hit by a car... Before they came, I thought about it optimistically , will you bring me some specialties from my hometown... Lao Mi is good at making sausages and bacon, and I haven't finished eating them during the Chinese New Year. Bringing some to me is the best. All I waited for was a scolding scolding!

I closed my eyes, raised my head...then wiped my hands heavily across my face...

I seem to be very fragile and always want to cry... This day, I have cried twice... I really hate my legs. If at this moment, I can go to Erhai Lake to sit and see the magnificent world, I don’t have to worry about it. Attention is focused on these chilling things.

Don't blame Lao Mi, I asked for it...Since I choose to protect Lu Jia's reputation, I should be mentally prepared for it.

Lu Jia is my nightmare... In this life, I never want to fall in love with a materialistic woman again... Not only do they want too much, they are not reliable... If I hadn't been with Lu Jia for three years, I would have had a real relationship with Lu Jia... Feelings, I really don't want to protect her... I am a man whose heart can't be hardened. I think of the picture of her sitting behind the electric car in the cold wind that year, wrapping me tightly with her coat , I don't want to hurt her... If I hurt her at this time, it is tantamount to denying those three years together... I don't want to do this, I am a person who hopes everything is good, especially about love.

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Heaving a sigh of relief, I opened my eyes again and looked at the small and oppressive room... My heart suddenly collapsed... I raised my arm, swung it violently, and took the fruit on the head of the bed. The basket and the cup were all overturned... Then I punched the wall again, the pain was really painful... But my heart felt better... I had no other choice but to vent myself like this.

I thought angrily: Why can't one understand me with so many people around me?

The skin on the hand has been wiped off by the hard wall, and the blood is bleeding...

I close my eyes and laugh... at the things and people that hurt me...

Smiling and laughing, my eyes were wet again... It seems that good people are doomed to be rewarded; am I not good enough for the people around me?Why do you want me to be hit by a car? The difference is only a second. No matter how you look at it, it seems that fate deliberately arranged it.

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Probably because I heard the noise, someone opened the door and walked in. I knew it was a nurse... because she was in charge of all affairs in the ward, and I broke something. If she didn't handle it well, she would be held accountable by the hospital.

I closed my eyes and smiled: "Don't worry... I didn't smash your hospital's public property... It was all sent by a friend... I will deal with it myself later."

Surprisingly, my hand was held by another very cold hand; she choked up and said to me: "Are you sick?... What's wrong with you? Call it out...Why do you want to go to the hospital?" Hitting the wall... Aren't your hands made of meat?...Even if your hands aren't made of meat, my heart is...I love you...Why are you doing this to yourself?"

I opened my eyes, and the woman in front of me, crying so hard that she couldn't breathe, was Yang Sisi...

I don't know when she came back, but she really came back, she was so close, I could feel her breath.

I subconsciously squeezed her hand tightly, then smiled...

But she suddenly looked at me resentfully, pinched my face heavily with her hands, and sobbed, "I watched the video of the car crash... just a little bit, that big truck will run over your head ...Are you crazy? ...I asked you to go back to Shanghai with me, but you refused to die ... You have to stay in Dali to suffer and deliver food... You think this is personality, this is self-reliance, but you don't know I know, my heart is torn... If you die like this, I don't want to live... There is no fun in this world... Because you are missing a big idiot... How can there be such a stupid idiot like you !"

Cursing, cursing, the strength in her hands weakened, and then she threw herself into my arms and cried non-stop...

I opened my arms, hesitated for a moment, and hugged her too...

I am weak, not as strong as when I was in Shanghai, and I was sobbing...

This is the first time in my life that I cried with a woman.

But I can't tell whether I was moved, or because I was really hurt and felt wronged.

I just feel very at ease, this is a feeling of being dependent... She is the only woman in this world who doesn't care about my right or wrong, but only cares about my life!

(End of this chapter)