I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

523 - You bastard
When I was talking to An An, a white pigeon landed on the window sill opposite the hospital bed. It took small steps to visit inside, and shook its feathers... I sighed, envious of its freedom comfortable.

An An packed a bowl of pork liver porridge for me, and I took it from her. It was a familiar taste... When I was still living in "Shanshuijian", I often went to this porridge shop to buy porridge.

I said "thank you" to Ann.

She smiled at me and said, "Did you suffer a lot from that woman?"

"I have suffered a lot of grievances, but if I didn't know her... I really don't know what it's like to like someone. I might find a woman to marry in a daze, and then spend a lifetime together in a muddle."

After a short pause, I laughed again: "In fact, she is very kind to me... You see, she bought these mangosteens, and she also cleaned up my room... Otherwise, if you bring your porridge over, it will be a mess." There is no place to put it... It's good, it's really good."

"Why do I sound so sad?"

"I don't feel sad...it's fine."

I kept saying "very good", and then imagined the scene when she went to buy mangosteen for me: she followed the crowd and walked in the not-so-clean vegetable market; finally found a fruit stand selling mangosteen , squatting on the ground again, carefully selecting those good-looking ones...

This didn't seem like something she would do, but she did, because each of the mangosteens she brought back looked good.

I hurriedly took out a mangosteen from the convenience bag, handed it to An An, and said with a smile, "Eat it...it's really sweet!"

But at the moment when An An took it from my hand, my heart suddenly sank...

I don't like this humble feeling. I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, not wanting to say anything.

An An seemed to have noticed the change in my mood, she didn't peel the mangosteen, but changed the subject and said to me: "I went to the woman's flower bar you mentioned... I like it very much... The proprietress is a very enthusiastic woman , not only gave me a discount, but also specially sang a song for me!"

"Women who are unhappy in their hearts will like it there."

"I got a membership card there... When your legs get better, I'll treat you to a drink."

"Are you encouraging me to get my legs back quickly?"

"Look at you very depressed!"

I laughed, then squinted and took a deep breath...

In a brief silence, the door of the ward was pushed open again, this time it was Chen Jin who came, and my parents followed behind him.

……

What surprised me was that after the three of them entered the ward, they all looked at An An without speaking to me first. Look at me.

I was also very puzzled; at the next moment, I suddenly remembered that I had once made up a woman who had slept with them, and it happened that An An was here, so they must be right.

There's really no way to explain this, I can only pray that they don't talk nonsense.

I hurriedly said to An An: "This is my parents and my friend."

An An yelled "Uncle, Auntie", then nodded and smiled at Chen Jin... She was already very polite, but Lao Mi and my mother looked at her with no kindness in their eyes.

An An was very embarrassed, she whispered to me: "Did I bother you?...I...I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

In order to avoid misunderstanding, I definitely can't keep her, so I nodded and said: "When I can walk on the ground, I will definitely treat you to a meal."

An An responded, then picked up her handbag and walked outside. The moment she was about to open the door, Lao Mi suddenly stopped her and said, "Girl, I would like to advise you, young , you must not take crooked ways, take a wrong step, and regret it for the rest of your life... Especially meddling in other people's feelings will make you lose your head for the rest of your life!"

An An's face turned pale. She was brought to Dali by some important person. To put it bluntly, she was Xiaosan... Lao Mi's words would definitely penetrate her heart!
An An stared at me, thinking that I had told others about her experience... But these are two different things that cannot be reconciled.

I want to explain that she has already left angrily...

She must be very disappointed in me, she will feel that she has misjudged me and that I am an unreliable person.

……

Lao Mi and my mother looked at me with gloomy faces. Chen Jin walked up to me and whispered in my ear: "You can... When I first told me, I was dubious... Now I saw it with my own eyes. ...I really think you are amazing... This girl looks really good, I would make mistakes if I were to... But aren't you a little too blatant... You know your parents are coming, but you still dare to take her You were provoked to come to the hospital?!... Is this the rhythm of you wanting to right her?"

I said angrily: "You are a fucking shit stick... Which of your eyes saw that I have something to do with others!?"

Chen Jinte replied aggrievedly: "Didn't you tell us all this yourself!"

"If there is another woman you don't know later, do you think it has something to do with me?"

"I know you want to defend her But you don't even think about it. If it wasn't for the unusual relationship with you, who would come here to see you if nothing happened?"

I didn't know whether to be angry or to laugh, so I pointed to Chen Jin's nose and said, "Tell yourself...has Nicole come here to see me...According to your bullshit logic, maybe Nicole is also in my mouth I am happy with that woman... I am happy with this matter, can you be happy?"

"Nicole won't...the relationship between you two is pure revolutionary friendship."

"Then why can't she be a revolutionary friendship...?"

Before I could finish my words, Lao Mi broke out, and he said angrily, "Don't you feel ashamed enough?...Look at what stupid things you have done...I really don't understand, me and your mother How could you be educated after living a well-behaved life, you are such a heartless and ungrateful thing...you are worthy of Lu Jia, without Lu Jia, would you be where you are today...?"

"Dad...don't yell at me...my leg hurts and my head hurts too."

"This is your retribution... You should!"

My mother pulled Lao Mi aside, and said blamingly, "Don't talk about the child like that...he must have some difficulties..."

"Everyone has been taken to the hospital, what difficulties does he have... Let me tell you, he was just spoiled by you... He has no sense of gratitude at all!"

"She said she wanted Dali's house, and without further ado, I transferred it to her name...why am I not grateful?"

"You have a ghost in your heart...you are going to make yourself feel bad..."

I replied with a cold face: "Dad... if you came here to scold me like that... then I don't need you here... I'll find someone to take you to the train station right now... I'll buy the ticket for you, Both of us are out of sight!"

"You bastard, I'm your father, is that how you talk to me?...Ah!"

Lao Mi walked up to my bed in a few steps, and made a gesture to slap me.

(End of this chapter)