I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 510
I walked up to Yang Sisi and Wednesdaysan lightly, and then yelled so loudly that the two of them stared at me at the same time in fright. I laughed at them, feeling that my prank had succeeded.

I said to Yang Sisi: "Is it like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, waking up the dreamer with a single word?"

Yang Sisi picked up an unfinished orange on the table and threw it on me. She replied with a little anger: "Do you think you have scared us, and you have a sense of accomplishment?"

"Of course, you didn't notice, I was smiling very happily."

Yang Sisi looked at me very seriously, and then said: "Mi Gao, I sincerely remind you that I have a little uncle, and when he was your age, his son already knew how to make soy sauce... and you, are you still here?" Isn't it too sad to take boredom as fun?"

I felt as if I had been hit violently, and the pride in my heart disappeared. In fact, Yang Sisi didn't need to say this, I also felt a sense of crisis, because many friends of the same age around me had already formed Family, having children... When their children call me uncle, I feel very hurt, because of this, I feel that my relationship path is very difficult.

Maybe it was because of this kind of mood that I made this agreement with Lu Jia at that time.

I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, then picked up the menu on the table and looked at it... I wanted to use this silent method to bring this topic to the past.

I said to Wednesday: "Their family's braised pork rice and papaya tea are signatures, can I have one for you?"

"Listen to you, brother."

I asked Yang Sisi again: "What do you eat? I'll call it for you."

"You really don't hold grudges... I just said that about you."

"No, anyway, sooner or later there will be children, and sooner or later the marriage will be concluded."

Yang Sisi glanced at me, and suddenly became depressed...

It’s very strange, it’s a very common topic, but it made us hurt each other once... I think the biggest tragedy of human beings is that they like to use complex thinking to deal with simple problems. In fact, I shouldn’t think too much. Yang Sisi shouldn't think about it too much, because these words are all spoken unconsciously, and they are even more objective facts.

……

They were so late, and they were still waiting for me to eat supper. I didn't want to make the atmosphere too dull, so I changed the subject and said jokingly: "Do you think you two are related? Wednesday, Wednesday, Yang Sisi, homonym for April... Zhou Sansan, Yang Sisi...haha."

This time, Yang Sisi was not angry, she first smiled at Wednesday San, then patted Wednesday on the shoulder and said: "That said, it seems that we are really destined... From now on, you can hang out with me... I Be the big brother, and you be the little brother."

"You're not as old as me, are you?"

"This place in Dali only talks about status in the world, regardless of age... Besides, I am four, and you are three... Are you really older than me?"

In terms of eloquence, there is no comparison between Zhou San and Yang Sisi. Although he was not reconciled, he still accepted the term "Jianghu status", and then Yang Sisi forced him to call him "fourth brother", and Yang Sisi called him "third brother". ;I don't know where the joke is, but Yang Sisi is enjoying herself.

She smiled again and said to Zhou Sansan: "Jianghu has big and small, and swordsman has high and low... Born in Jianghu, I don't want to make a big career, but I must have a famous name... Think about it quickly, What's our name...it must be the most flashy one, we don't need to do anything, people will think that we are the top swordsmen in the rivers and lakes when they hear our name!"

Wednesday and Wednesday really took it seriously, I kept frowning and thinking... I kept laughing, because Yang Sisi used her delicate female voice to say such outrageous and clever words, which was full of laughter in itself .

I laughed again "haha", and I said to Wednesday: "Don't embarrass yourself by doing things you are not good at, I have already thought of a name for you... I promise to make the past shine."

Yang Sisi and Wednesday looked at me together, and while I spit out the smoke, I shook my legs and said, "The third is called the third younger brother, and the fourth is called the fourth brother...Three is not three, four is not four...just no three Not four."

"Go to hell!"

……

After the three of them had supper, they wandered all the way to the place where they lived; this is how I arranged it. Tonight and Wednesday, I will come to my place to make do with it for the night, and I will find him a place to live tomorrow.

Yang Sisi loves to play, so on the way back, she went to a friend's bar, bought two cloaks, and found two tablecloths, one for herself and one for Wednesday, and used the tablecloth as a cape, so she had to look like a knight.

She is quite generous, and she also said that when she gets up in the morning, she will go to the ancient city to buy a genuine sword and give it to Wednesday and Wednesday to show how the fourth brother cares for the third brother.

She also said that she wanted to find a girlfriend for Wednesday and Wednesday, which was a benefit from the fourth brother to the third brother.

……

The inn where Yang Sisi lived was in front of my small yard. We sent her to the place first, and then returned to the small yard. At this moment, it was indeed very late, because even Nicole, who had to take care of the bar, had already gone to bed.

Wednesday and I tried not to make any noise. After a brief wash, he lay on the sofa and I lay on the bed.

I live in a commuter room, so I can also chat with Wednesday and Wednesday.

I asked Wednesday, "How does it feel to go back to Dali this time?"

"It's much easier... I don't have to dodge XZ like before."

After a short pause, Wednesday said to me with emotion again: "Brother, I don't even know how to thank you... Anyway, in the future, if there is anything I need to do, just open your mouth, and I will sacrifice myself , and I will help you do a good job."

I smiled and replied: "We started a business together, it's a cooperative relationship, it's not you helping me."

"Brother, do you think I am a person who can start a business?"

"Be more confident, if you can't start a business, what do I ask you to do?"

Wed San was silent for a while, then changed the subject and said to me: "Brother, I have always wondered why my fourth brother is such a nice girl...why don't you want to be with her?"

"Many people have asked me this question."

"I think she likes you very much... When I chatted with her today, she always said how nice you are, how nice you are."

"In my eyes, she is also very good... But, the burden in my heart is heavier than her, and the burden of my family is heavier than her... I don't know how to tell you..."

After a short pause, I said in a low tone: "I have a marriage contract, and she is my ex-girlfriend... In terms of feelings, I may not have the same feeling as before, but she is indeed a person who is very suitable for marriage and life." Women... Especially when my dad was sick, she gave up studying abroad, and has been helping me to share the burden, and took care of my dad for several months until he was discharged from the hospital... These feelings are very heavy in my heart... My dad and my mom Bian also particularly recognized her... Plus I still have some obsessions in my heart, so I have always been confused about my relationship... Actually, I also know that this is nothing more than choosing to live for myself or for others... But When I really had to choose, I still lacked a little courage!... Sansan, can you understand my feelings?"

There was no response on Wednesday, so I turned over and looked at him, and he was already asleep...

It's not his fault, after all, it's already late at night after a tiring day in the car... However, I, who was also tired all day, suddenly couldn't fall asleep.

I lit a cigarette and inexplicably remembered what Yang Sisi had just said to me.

I am already at this age, and I should have a family and a child!Floating around without a fixed place all the time is actually quite lonely.

I advise myself, or I can marry Lu Jia with peace of mind... At least Lao Mi and my mother will be happy, at least it seems that they have followed the lives of most people...

……

This late night, I went to sleep with such thoughts, so I inevitably had some dreams related to this... The dream was not peaceful, because Lu Jia began to be dissatisfied with my current state again.

Afterwards, I repeated all the pain I experienced in Shanghai three years ago.

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After waking up, I was in a particularly bad state. I lay on the bed and thought for a long time: Is Lu Jia really such a woman?She has to see enough hope in me before she can double her contribution; otherwise, she will be very anxious and insecure?
(End of this chapter)