I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 506

It is a bit unclear whether the wind is blowing from "ssi" or "swooshing". Compared with the impermanence and illusion of the wind, the leaves falling from the tree are much more real. They have the same Some of them fell at the feet of Ye Zhi and me, and some fell into the stagnant water, looking like they were floating, but they were still trapped in this puddle of water after all, unable to pursue freedom.

In such a scene, I felt a lot more relaxed. Whether Ye Zhi wanted to speak or not, I did my best.

Yes, I even yelled "Honey", how can I use more force?
She should know how desperate I am.

……

Another leaf fell to our feet, and she said to me: "Before answering your question, I also ask you a question."

"You ask."

"In your eyes, am I a willful woman?"

"No."

"And your problem is forcing me to be self-willed...We are not children anymore, we can't just take a bite of an apple because it is delicious...Maybe there is a pest inside this beautiful-looking apple... As an adult, the sensible approach must be to get rid of the pests first, and then cut off the necrotic part, so that this apple can be eaten...isn't it?"

"So, you still plan to say nothing and maintain the status quo?"

"If you have a bigger ambition in your heart...you can do your career with peace of mind...or choose a life that you think is right...I will silently bless you and be happy for you."

"I've really never seen a more stubborn woman than you... Don't you feel tired living like this?... Yes, most people think you have everything you need, but you don't even have the qualifications to go to the vegetable market to bargain. Divorced from real life...you will eventually find no way out in the bitter sea of ​​fame and fortune...I have really seen your results, you will suffer!"

"As long as I stick to what I believe in...I'm not afraid of anything."

I smiled: "Yes, you are not afraid of anything... but I am afraid... afraid of your pain, afraid of your bad life."

"say no more……"

Ye Zhi's voice was choked up...

I was the one who made her cry... I was pretty aggressive.

I don't have to get an answer from her, I really feel sorry for her, because her world, at a glance, is like a winter that has lost all its leaves, full of desolation and frost-cracked wounds...

And I just want to be a bunch of sunshine to warm her.

I finally lightened my tone and said to her: "Forget it...you don't want to say it."

As I said that, I took off the jacket on my body, and put it on her body... I was strong again, not to let her refuse.

I just sat beside her like this, and lit myself another cigarette... I didn't speak any more, and kept looking up at the starry sky that was only the size of a palm... Then, thinking of those days waiting for her, I also I cried... I didn't cry out.

I tried to hold her hand...it was cold!
……

After another half an hour, people from other groups finally came over, and they called me and Ye Zhi's names... Obviously they heard it, but Ye Zhi chose to remain silent, and I didn't answer immediately.

It wasn't until I felt that they might miss us that I answered at the top of my throat.

After this sound, the night that only belongs to us is over.

……

The team leader brought by Ye Zhi told me that Yang Sisi had suffered a cold and had been sent to the hospital... I offered to pay them, but they refused.

I seem to owe Ye Zhi another big favor.

I'm very surprised why I have such an idea... In terms of favors, Yang Sisi owes her too.

……

In the dark, Ye Zhi was changing her shoes, I came to her side, and then whispered to her: "I don't know what else to say... But I really appreciate you, luckily you are in Dali , otherwise the consequences will be disastrous!"

"The same thing, there's no need to say it again and again... It's better for people to be safe than anything else."

I nodded and said again: "Go back and drink more hot water, don't catch a cold."

"Don't worry, I will take care of myself."

"Ah."

I still wanted to say something, but seeing her look strong in her bones, I couldn't say those words of concern. I just looked at her...until she changed her shoes.

Noticed that I was looking at her and she was looking at me.

This time, our eyes did not escape.

She took out a wet paper towel and wiped her hands, then whispered to me: "Wait someday, you can really get a foothold in Dali, I will tell you...now is not the time."

"Are you motivating me to achieve my career first?"

"That's how you understand it..."

"Okay, I'll take it as if you're motivating me... I hope it's not too late."

Ye Zhi glanced at me again, then turned around and entered the cab of the car... I stood in the wind and watched her leave.

I seem to have gradually figured out something.

……

Compared to the others, Chen Jin and I were the last to leave, and he asked me, "Where are you going now?"

"Go to the hospital to see Sisi... How was her mental state when you found her?"

"It's very broken... But it will be fine after a while... Isn't she just such a person."

I smiled and said, "I hope this time I can make her remember better...don't keep getting into trouble."

Chen Jin also smiled: "It seems that you have suffered a lot from her."

"It's a small matter to suffer a loss, and safety comes first..."

……

Ten minutes later, I rode an electric scooter to the hospital. I said it was a hospital, but it was actually a slightly larger clinic, so I found Yang Sisi who was lying on the bed for an infusion without much effort.

I went in with a cold face. I felt that I should say something serious to her, otherwise she would not remember... She is just too restless, otherwise, no one else would be lost, but she would get lost.

Just when I was about to speak, she smiled and said to me: "Mi Gao, come here and show you something good."

"what?"

With great difficulty, she took out a bag from under the bed, and then took out a matsutake from the bag, put it on my face and said, "Look, is it as big as your face?"

"Don't give me a hippie smile... I'll ask you why so many people go up the mountain, but you can't come down in the end... You should give me an explanation, or the fire in my heart won't go away!"

"Explain what? I'm the most incompetent."

Yang Sisi put the matsutake aside, then half-lyed on the hospital bed, and didn't look at me... It seemed that she was angry with me instead.

I moved a chair and sat down beside her bed. I was quite upset, but seeing her like this, I didn't say anything serious again... I took out the matsutake and looked at it, it was really different than the average one. The matsutake is much larger.

I asked, "Did you pick this?"

"I didn't pick it, did it fall from the sky?... It was because of picking this matsutake that I separated from the big team... Before I went, I checked on the Internet. After matsutake is born, it needs sufficient light... In the area they drew, there is no place with sufficient sunlight at all..."

"As for...you can pick this thing if you can, and if you can't pick it, you can buy it with money..." After a short pause, I said again: "Since people have marked that area, it must be within a safe range , you have to jump out, it’s no wonder you don’t get lost!”

"Who told you to doubt me and say that I can't get it."

"You really know how to throw the blame on me. When did I say you can't pick it?"

"Think about it yourself."

For a long time, I was very busy and my mind was in a mess. After I forced myself to calm down, I remembered that I had really said something similar to Yang Sisi.

My momentum weakened a bit, and then I replied: "Even if I said such a thing, there is no need to fight so hard..."

"You just think I'm heartless."

"look at you……"

"I think I am very unreasonable, right... I know I am a person who likes to cause trouble, and my brain is not enough... But I am really not competing with you... I just want to prove to you that I am not as bad as you think ... This way of proving is a bit ridiculous. Even if I have picked the biggest matsutake, what can I prove? ... In fact, it can't prove anything, and it caused trouble for others... But I just think it's worth it... I really want to Seeing your jaw drop in shock... I know you are tired, so I want to cook this matsutake into soup for you... This is the king of matsutake in my heart, it is more nourishing than anything else... If you want to give birth to me If you are angry, you will be angry... Anyway, I also picked this matsutake, and I will make mushroom soup for you tomorrow, and you can drink it if you don't drink it..."

I looked at Yang Sisi... with mixed feelings in my heart.

Just at this moment, I was in a trance... What is love?

On Yang Sisi's body, I seem to see my own shadow, this shadow is my appearance when facing Ye Zhi.

……

well! ...This thing really shouldn't have happened. If nothing happens, everyone will be more peaceful...Because, once something happens, it will change people's mood and perspective on issues.

At this moment, I seem to see Yang Sisi and Ye Zhi more thoroughly.

They are two extremes. In my life, each side is on one side!
(The new appreciation function is still very easy to use, very convenient, so convenient that I can't help but give myself a compliment... Man, you still have to dare to try to make new discoveries, right?)

(End of this chapter)