I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 491 This is a world I can't afford to choose
Yang Sisi and I came here after passing by the hospital, so I am familiar with the way to the hospital, and it is late at night, there are no cars on the road, so the speed has been kept very fast.

On the way, Yang Sisi, who had been arguing with me all the time, finally called me.

I put on the Bluetooth headset as quickly as possible, and connected it. Before Yang Sisi could speak, I said to her, "I don't have time to explain to you. You go back to the inn first...I have to go to the hospital."

"What do you mean?"

"Wednesday just sent me a text message... He said he was weary of the world and was going to commit suicide... I called again, and he turned off his phone... He is not a person who can make jokes with others, I am afraid he is really take things too hard!"

Yang Sisi on the other end of the phone said without any hesitation, "I'll go too."

"The car was driven away by me."

"I know the way, I will take a taxi by myself."

Before I could speak again, Yang Sisi had already hung up the phone; and I didn't care much, after taking off the Bluetooth headset, I stepped on the accelerator hard, and then drove to the hospital at a faster speed.

……

When I arrived at the hospital, the car was no longer as free as it was during the day. I was stopped by the guard, who knocked on the car window and told me that it was past the time to visit patients.

I pressed the car window, gestured, and said to him: "Master, it's urgent, very urgent... I have a friend who is hospitalized in your hospital and just sent me a message... Said he didn't want to live... Life is at stake , let me in quickly."

When I said this, I was actually not very sure, because I didn’t get in touch with Wednesday Wednesday again. I’m not sure if he’s in the hospital now, but I can only bet here.

The guard still looked at me suspiciously, unwilling to let me go.

I patted the center console of the car and said impatiently: "I'm here to save people, I'm really here to save people, if you delay and cause death, can you take the responsibility? ... If you don't open the door again, I'll rush in!"

As I said that, I jumped out of the car and prepared to rush in from the road for pedestrians.

This time, the guard finally caught his attention. He didn't stop me anymore, but ran into the hospital with me.

……

There are no tall buildings in this hospital, only one about 20 stories high. I took the flashlight from the guard and scanned the roof. Sure enough, I saw a person sitting on the guardrail. It is extremely dangerous to hang your feet in the air.

The doorman also became nervous. I asked him to call the police, and then waved and yelled at Wednesday on the top floor.

He didn't respond and probably didn't realize it was me.

But this is already a very good result, after all, he hasn't done any irreversible stupid things.

……

I rushed into the building, took the elevator to the top floor, and then ran from the safe passage to the roof, facing Wednesday who was sitting on the guardrail...

He had been drinking, and he didn't look very sober. He was sitting on the railing, dangling, and nodding his head.

"San San, wake up... Take a good look and see who is standing opposite you."

Wednesday turned around and looked at me, he opened his mouth first, then said to me vaguely and full of pain: "Brother, do I really deserve to die... I must be dead... How could you... …come here……!"

"San San, listen to me, you are not dead, and you don't deserve to die...I have already arrived in Shangri-La tonight, and I thought it was too late, so I didn't come to the hospital to see you...I came here specially to see you ... You must calm down, there is nothing in this world that cannot be resolved, as long as people are still alive."

As I said that, I tried to get closer to him.

"Brother...don't come here, you don't know...what I've been through these days, I'm in too much pain...it's really too painful!...on the day I go back to Shangri-La, I'll make up my mind, I'll I can only die here, closer to my parents... After I die, I won't have to go so hard to find them... Why do I have to live in such pain... Why!"

"What pain do you have, tell me... Brother, listen to you... It's okay, when people are not going well, as long as you are willing to speak out, no matter how difficult it is, you can overcome it."

"Stop talking, there's nothing to say... I dare not think about my life in the future... At a glance, it's all despair... I'm about to suffocate!"

I was nervous, I could hear from Wednesday's words that he wanted to die to escape... I wanted to persuade him, but he didn't want to tell me what made him commit suicide The thought... is that the days in the detention center are indeed unbearable and a stain on life, but it is not possible to use such an extreme method to free myself...I remember, when I was in the detention center, I talked to him...he said , I want to find a software company to work for, and after I have accumulated a certain amount of accumulation, I will come out and do it alone.

A person who has a plan for life will not want to die easily.

It is very possible that in the few days after I left the detention center, he was really insulted by those grandsons to the point of losing his dignity, and his life has been unsatisfactory, so he finally had the idea of ​​committing suicide.

My brain is getting more and more confused, this confusion stems from my fear of jumping in front of me on Wednesday, this is a living life!

"San San... You come down first, if you have anything to say, let's come down and talk... If you really go down, you will lose all opportunities to choose... Life is very long, you must give yourself the opportunity to make choices... As long as If you make the right choice once, then you go back and look at the things that make you feel that you can't live... In fact, that's what happened."

Wednesday tugged at his chest and shouted: "This fucking world!...I can't afford to choose anything...Brother, you go...I beg you...you go...I'm a coward... ...I just want to be decent when I die...I don't want people to see me so useless...you go...I beg you...I really can't live...you go..."

On Wednesday, I was already drooling, my nose was snot, and I was in tears... suddenly became quiet again, like a stone, sitting there quietly.

My heart has already reached my throat... This is the expression of a dead heart.

We are acquaintances, and he keeps saying that he envies me... My arrival made him see a more unbearable version of himself... So, I'm not the best person to persuade him.

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At this moment, I finally heard a rush of footsteps, and the next moment, Yang Sisi appeared on the rooftop where there were only me and Wednesday, she was bending over and panting...

After a few breaths, she pointed at Wednesday and said: "You are a person who wants to die, why do you care about being decent?...Let me tell you, I also wanted to die, and I have died...I was more than you at that time." I am more determined... But I didn't die... Don't die, let me tell you what I felt at the time... I am a person who has experienced it, and I am your senior. I have too much say in this matter... If you still want to die after listening to it... that's up to you!"

(End of this chapter)