I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 481 But Can You Wait?
A gust of wind blew over, blowing Yang Sisi's long hair, and it fell on my shoulder again. She was already a little confused, and the breath she exhaled was very hot, right next to my ear... My heart is also hot, and I I want to have more intimate contact with her, but I don't know what this is.

Cheating?
promiscuous?

Every word I can think of is so garish, so challenging the moral bottom line.

I knew I shouldn't have given her the box of condoms, she would have taken it as a hint, and in fact, it was an obvious hint.

……

After a while, the wind gradually stopped, and the sound of the windmill also stopped. I seemed to be able to hear the sound of my own heartbeat. Keep yourself from fooling around.

"Mi Gao... you sent me the condom, do you want me?"

I dodged the bewildered breath, she was drunk...

"It's a wilderness here, just the two of us... Tell me, no one will know how dirty your thoughts are hidden in your heart except me... I won't tell anyone... because..."

Yang Sisi looked at me and smiled, looking very dazed.

It seems that something hits my psychological defense bit by bit. I know that as long as I undo the first button, everything will become easy; The superior characteristics of her began to appear...she is really beautiful, this kind of beauty is not processed in the later stage, but the temperament cultivated by living in a superior environment for a long time...her dress, her conversation, her The appearance is so impeccable.

Otherwise, how could they fall in love with rich second generations like Cao Xiaobei and Yutou at first sight... Cao Xiaobei and Yutou are not stupid, they can distinguish the quality of women better than anyone else; Yang Sisi is better at dressing up, but the things in his bones are particularly dross. The rich second generation like them can play around and play around, but it is impossible to get married; they understand very well that marrying a woman like Yang Sisi , can truly be called a winner in life.

……

I let out a heavy breath, and finally said to Yang Sisi: "Don't be like this... I am a normal man, and I really make mistakes."

"I know you want to make mistakes...and so do I...!"

Yang Sisi looked at me, her eyes were more blurred than before...

Just when my line of defense was about to completely collapse, she whispered in my ear again: "But, I'm here for relatives today... the next day, when it's the most, come if you dare."

I was a little confused, but Yang Sisi was lying on the ground, laughing loudly...

I don't know what kind of mood she is in... I was suddenly discouraged, and then felt relieved for no reason... I took a handful of cold water from the stream, and then poured it on my head and face, and I became sober again point.

I looked back at Yang Sisi, she was looking at me with a very satisfied expression, and then said to me softly: "Although we can't do anything... But I am very happy... because I see a person in your heart A different self...you like me...don't you?"

"Sisi...don't talk about this...really don't say it...today is my birthday, let's keep it simple..."

"I want to be simpler than anyone else... But, who can guarantee that you will have me on your next birthday... Maybe you didn't count, but I am counting down every day... Lu Jia will be back soon Already!"

"So, today, I have been proven?"

"Yes, it has been proven!...Actually, for you, me, Lu Jia, or Ye Zhi...are just a choice in life...you will definitely be entangled...the woman you love the most , it is undoubtedly Ye Zhi, but she is more entangled than you, and the burden is heavier, you can't afford her... Lu Jia is a very realistic woman, she can take care of your life in an orderly manner, but your Vision, your life structure is no longer the Mi Gao of more than three years ago, you are now capable of pursuing more ideal things, so you will gradually look down on her, and feel that you are not from the same world as her..."

I looked at Yang Sisi, waiting for her to continue. I wanted to hear how she evaluated herself.

After a short silence, Yang Sisi said again: "In your heart, I am the purest one...so you like me, but you dare not have more outrageous ideas, you are afraid that you will break the purity of me with your own hands, so You would rather let it go, would rather hurt me, and reject me again and again, you are afraid that I will become the next Lu Jia or Ye Zhi... because you have received too much frustration from them... You are too smart, So before everything starts, you already have many kinds of results in your heart... And I am the victim of your balance... But it doesn't matter, I can wait, until the day when you have a complete understanding... But, you Can you wait?"

I sat cross-legged on the slate and re-evaluated Yang Sisi's words. She was dissecting me, not dissecting me indiscriminately, because she had participated in my changes since I left Shanghai. These three years have the most say.

But I didn't answer her in the end, because I haven't had a result that can be demonstrated in my heart.

……

Neither Yang Sisi nor I went back that night; I vaguely remember that she fell asleep before me, and I put my coat on her body... Then I sat beside her for a while, and fell asleep myself.

Fortunately, it is summer, not particularly cold.

But when I woke up in the morning, I still hugged Yang Sisi tightly.

My head hurts, and after I let her go, I went to the stream... This stream flows down from Cangshan Mountain, and the water in the stream is very cool, so it can make people sober.

After I washed my face, I recalled all sorts of things from last night.

I feel comfortable for a while, and then feel inexplicably lost.

……

Sitting on the grass, lighting a cigarette, I kept staring at the smoky Erhai Lake...I thought of some people and some things in my heart, but it was very clean. This is a feeling that can only be felt in the morning.

By the time I recovered from this state, Yang Sisi had already woken up.

She covered her belly with her hands, her expression was very bad.

It must be dysmenorrhea, she really doesn't love herself, knowing that it's her menstrual period, she went to drink with us like that, and stayed in the wilderness for another night, normal people may not be safe, let alone her during her menstrual period .

Throwing away the cigarette in my hand, I returned to her side, then without saying anything, I carried her on my back and sent her all the way back to the inn where I was staying.

I went to the pharmacy again and bought her some medicine to relieve her dysmenorrhea, boiled a pot of hot water for her, and then left.

But at noon, we will meet again, because we made an appointment last night to go to the detention center to pick up Wednesday and Wednesday together.

(End of this chapter)