I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 48 I am also a realistic person
After I finished chatting with Bai Lu about the inn, it was just past nine o'clock in the morning, and then Director Ma came out of his room. This really shocked me, because since I knew this buddy, he Never got up before 12 o'clock.

Bai Lu knew him better than I did, so she seemed even more unbelievable. She said to Director Ma: "Did you get stimulated by something?"

While arranging his clothes, Director Ma replied: "Today, I have an appointment with a friend who is a wine wholesaler. I am going to get a batch of goods from him. I will talk to him about the price first, and then see if the wine can be sold to us." After selling this side, give him money."

"You must have been stimulated by something!"

Director Ma rarely smiled, and then said: "You are all worried about the inn, and I am embarrassed to be idle all the time."

"Then, you should hurry up. It's better to supply the goods first and pay later, so that we don't have to be too nervous about the lack of funds."

After Director Ma made a clear gesture, he left first...

After staring at his back for a while, Bai Lu said to me full of emotion: "Seeing him like this, I am really happy for him. He has given up on himself for too long!"

"A story?"

"It's all in the past..." After a short pause, she changed the topic again and said, "Mi Gao, although our temporary team looks like a grassroots team, the entrepreneurial atmosphere is really good. At least looking at it now, everyone has no selfishness... I hope everyone can keep this mentality and enjoy the process of starting a business... If, in the end, I can really build this inn, I personally consider it Atonement!"

"Atonement?"

"Ah."

Bai Lu still replied vaguely. She seemed to have serious concerns, so after a moment of silence, she said again: "So, I especially hope that you can keep Tao Zi to help Ma guide. You and Tetsuo's attention is all on the inn, maybe he doesn't think too much about the bar, but I can feel that Director Ma is very caring this time, he wants to make this small bar in the inn... For the bar industry, I think She can be regarded as an insider in the industry. I feel that Taozi's bartending level is at least above the average in the industry. If she can stay, it will be equivalent to having an extra capable assistant for Director Ma... Think about it, Although our inn doesn't expect the bar below to make money, if there is such a bar that can make good wine, it will be an extra selling point for the inn."

"I really hope she can stay, but..."

Before I finished speaking, Bai Lu interrupted: "I really hope you can find Tao Zi and have a good chat...Let me make a statement first, I am willing to offer her a higher salary than when she was working in Shanghai, And it allows her to draw a part of the turnover as a commission.

"There is a misunderstanding about this matter. We really can't offer a higher income than when she was in Shanghai."

Bai Lu replied full of doubts: "Tie Nan told me that she also worked as a hotel receptionist in Shanghai, and the income in this industry shouldn't be scary."

I didn't know how to explain it to Bai Lu, and after a long while, I replied, "I'll find another suitable opportunity to talk to her about this matter, but don't put all your hopes on her, it's best to make two-handed preparations." Anyway, I'm not very sure about keeping her in Dali."

"I understand that no matter who it is, it takes courage to truly live in Dali."

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After chatting with Bai Lu, she called Tie Nan and went to work on the sewage treatment equipment together, while I left the inn with Tao Zi. According to the previous plan, today I will accompany her to go around the ancient city.

Tao Zi is a woman who likes shopping very much, so after arriving in the ancient city, she bought a lot of Yunnan specialties such as tea and flower cakes.She said that she wanted to take these things back and distribute them to the sisters.And her enthusiasm for the ancient city was limited to shopping, so after she felt that there was nothing to buy, she suggested to go to other places.

I didn't deliberately take her to the scenic spots either, we just wandered around the Huanhai Road, and then stopped when we felt that the scenery in a certain place was good.We found a piece of grass and sat down, and the Erhai Lake was on the opposite side. Next to the Erhai Lake was a rose garden. There were groups of tourists inside. Some of them were drinking tea and chatting, while others were busy taking pictures. so leisurely...

I handed Tao Zi a cigarette, and after she lit it, she said to me: "I feel that the people living in Dali are different from those in other places. I always feel that they lack a sense of urgency in life."

"Yeah, compared to outsiders, the people here don't like comparisons very much. Each of them seems to have their own hobbies, and everyone is more willing to spend time on hobbies rather than chasing money. Maybe, this is why The living atmosphere on the side."

Tao Zi smiled, then stared intently at the rose garden opposite for a long time, I know she likes it here...

Come to think of it, human beings are such an animal, just like Tao Zi, she sings and dances in nightclubs every day, but in fact, she desires peace more than ordinary people in her heart, but she has to put on a smiling face in the nightclubs to please others in order to make a living .

"Mi Gao, do you think people have a next life?"

"I hope there is, there are too many regrets in this life!"

Tao Zi turned to look at me, she suddenly asked: "If Lei Lei wasn't a young lady, would you have chosen to be with Lei Lei, or Lu Jia?"

I was caught off guard and looked at her, and after a while I replied: "Is there such an option in my life? Lu Jia or Wang Lei?"

"Don't you really feel Leilei's affection for you?...Unfortunately, she is a young lady, she is not good enough for you, so after you have Lu Jia as your girlfriend, she even asks you out for dinner occasionally. She has lost all her confidence... She always said that every time she sees you and Lu Jia together, she feels extremely inferior!"

I took a deep breath and replied, "Maybe I'm also a very realistic person."

"But in Leilei's eyes, you are a good man worthy of entrustment... Mi Gao, I really don't know if I should tell you some things. After all, Leilei is dead, but if I don't say it, when I think of Leilei and I can't help but want to cry when I said those words!"

Tao Zi wiped her tears with her hand holding a cigarette, but I felt chills after hearing the word "death", and instinctively didn't want to hear her continue.I have a hunch that what Wang Lei said to her will break my heart!
After Tao Zi calmed down a bit, she asked me again: "Can you tell me honestly, if Lei Lei was still alive, would you really take her to Dali and make her your wife? marry her?"

I looked at Taozi, but couldn't speak.

Taozi shed tears again, but said with a smile: "I feel worthless for Leilei, but I can't blame you... It's her dreaming too big!"

I am still silent, because what Taozi is talking about now is something I don’t want to face up to, because I know that the woman I love is Lu Jia... And the generation of love should not be a kind of calculation and giving. the result of.

It's just that I can't tell if Wang Lei and I have known each other for so long but haven't fallen in love with her because of her profession?And apart from her career, she is almost a perfect woman who cannot be faulted.

I finally opened my mouth and said to Taozi: "Regardless of whether there is a relationship higher than friendship between us, I have come to Dali. She is a woman who changed my life, and I will remember her for the rest of my life."

Tao Zi smiled and replied: "You still have a little conscience... I hope you can know that Wang Lei is more worthy of your love than Lu Jia... She won't leave you just because you don't have money, She won't ask you for a house or a car before getting married, she will just silently accompany you to work hard, even more able to bear the despair of living in a big city than you."

"Is this also a portrayal of your heart?"

This time, the person who fell into silence was Taozi, and her silence was the answer... Although she kept saying that she didn't need love, deep down in her heart, she still longed for a love that would make her desperate, so She was the only one who complained about Wang Lei.

She is very eager to get an answer from me that she will marry Wang Lei, because Wang Lei is her mirror.It's a pity that everyone has a realistic side!
(End of this chapter)