I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 468

I walked up to Yang Sisi as if nothing had happened, and then asked her: "Isn't the inn you live in just ahead, why didn't you go first?"

"I wanted to come first, but I saw something wrong with your expression when you answered the phone, so I wanted to ask you what's wrong?"

"I won't tell you anything."

"Why do you like to hide things so much, aren't you afraid of suffocating yourself?"

"Some things have been said, it is better not to say."

Yang Sisi looked at me with pursed lips, showing neither disdain nor approval, she said to me: "Are you afraid that you will be laughed at by others if you say it?... You feel your own conscience and say, we have known each other for so many years, we have known each other for so many years. When have you laughed at your pain, I will only actively help you find a solution to the trouble, okay?"

"Yes, then can you untie the knot in my heart?"

"Tell me, I'll try."

I first took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, then sat down on the steps beside Yang Sisi, smoked half a cigarette, and then said to her: "The phone call just now was from Lu Jia." ... She said that the current me made her feel very insecure, and she asked me to transfer the house I just bought in Dali to her name... She said she would definitely marry me, but I felt that she was a little They don’t even trust me, so I didn’t dare to tell her that I was going to deliver food… She will definitely be disappointed in me… Once this kind of disappointment extends to the future marriage relationship, it’s scary to think about it!”

"You promised to transfer the house to her name?"

"Well, while I still have the ability to satisfy her, I will try my best... If she wants more, I really can't give it."

"I just can't figure it out. Since I like houses so much, why don't I fight for one myself?... I think it's boring to blindly seek the so-called sense of security from men."

"You think that everyone is born with a golden key in their mouths like you... Once a woman like her is over 30, she has no advantage at all."

"Does she often transmit such ideas to you?"

I froze for a moment, then nodded... I thought back then, the reason why I agreed to Lu Jia's request to break up was because I didn't want to delay her with my failure to achieve anything. Her 30-year-old crisis theory made me very nervous.

Yang Sisi added: "So, when you get along, she will always make you feel that you owe her... But you are the one who is most afraid of indebted to others, so you are really painful in your heart!"

"I am in pain, but what she said is not wrong... If a man always hopes that his woman will tolerate and understand him unconditionally, it is not only selfish, but also a sign of incompetence... I don't want to be that kind of man."

"Yes, because of such mental baggage, she said to break up, and you agreed, and she wanted a house, and you also agreed... How can there be a man as stupid as you in this world!... You are not afraid to give everything She committed suicide, but did she regret it in the end?"

"Of course I'm afraid. The two houses in Chengdu and Dali are my painstaking efforts over the past few years... I will feel insecure if I write her name all in... But my thinking is different from hers, and I will find a way To earn more assets, and then make the value of those two houses dispensable in my heart, so that I will feel safe..."

Speaking of this, I smiled, and then said: "You said, a person with a full granary will not feel sorry for losing a sesame seed?"

"Come on, the value of these two houses is at least 400 million... Do you really think that money is so easy to make now, if you don't have a few hundred million in hand, you have the nerve to say that 400 million real estate is considered a small sesame? "

I didn't say a word, just took two deep breaths of cigarettes, I knew in my heart that Lu Jia was the kind of woman who was willing to be kind to others only after being treated well by others... This is already very good, it is better than the kind of woman you treat her well... She is good, but she doesn't know that a woman who treats you well is much better. At least during the time when Lao Mi was sick, she was always by my side and never left. It would not be so easy for other women... So , It’s actually not complicated to solve the problems between us, as long as we can get married according to the original plan…whose name is written on the house and whether there is a sense of security are just trivial matters.

After I figured this out, I finally felt a little more relaxed, and I said to Yang Sisi: "Stop talking, go back to bed early... I will report to the company at 6 o'clock tomorrow morning, and I have to do an hour of training before I can do it. Go to work."

"I'm going to deliver food with you, do you want to think about it?"

"Don't be kidding, that's not something you can do... I still think it's more reliable for you to make some clothes and sell them on Renmin Road, and it also fits your personality."

"You said I like to sneak around?"

"I mean you like looking for excitement... Not everyone has the courage to confront the city management."

"Okay, then I'll go to Renmin Road to sell clothes... I'd better get everything back to the original point!"

As Yang Sisi said, she "hummed" again to express my dissatisfaction with giving her random ideas... She may be really dissatisfied that she left before me before I responded, and I just watched She left in the middle, and then saw the past years in her back.

Yeah, it would be great if everything could go back to the original point... There is no so much love and hatred and debts, only the brute force of wanting to spend all my enthusiasm on building the future.

……

Back at the residence, I pushed the electric car out again, and then installed a buckle that can carry water on the body, and wiped the unclean place carefully... This will be my living tool for a while in the future, I It must be treated well.

Not long after, Nicole came back after finishing her work at the bar. I handed her a cigarette, and we sat on the steps together.She first looked at the electric car, and then said to me: "When Chen Jin told me, I thought he was joking... You really decided to deliver food?"

I asked back: "Do you also think this is a very humiliating job?"

"No, occupations don't distinguish between high and low... I'm just afraid that you won't be able to do this job. If you don't have a lot of physical strength, you really can't do it."

I smiled and replied: "I like to prove to others when others question me... I am capable of doing this well... because I am a very confident person! "

"Then go ahead... However, I think what you want to do is definitely not as simple as delivering food."

I looked at Nicole and replied after a while: "If I tell you that my ultimate goal is to build a larger cultural tourism complex next to the Erhai Lake, would you believe me?"

Nicole looked at me a little nervously.

I spit out the smoke from my mouth, and then said with a smile: "I'm just kidding with you... I never want to live in the shadow of others, let alone compete with anyone... Everything I do today is just for myself. A better tomorrow...I want to be a successful man with my own hands...I really want to!...So, I really have to thank you, if it wasn't for this experience in the detention center, I wouldn't have such an attitude towards life Great motivation...I plan to find a full-time driver for myself within three years...I have to prove to those who laugh at me that I can't drive, it's better to take a special car!"

Nicole was taken aback for a moment, then patted my arm again, and said, "Damn... you know I care about this matter, but you still make fun of me... Otherwise, I'll be your driver and forget it! "

"Haha... If I can joke with you, it proves that I don't care about this matter at all... You really don't want to take it to heart."

……

I got up early the next morning, and when I opened the door, Yang Sisi was already sitting in the yard waiting, you know, it's only after five o'clock, and it's not yet dawn.

Seeing me coming out, Yang Sisi stood under the bougainvillea again, and said to me: "I don't have the talent to cook, but it's okay to have breakfast with you...Let's go, I'll treat you to the best food in the ancient city." The rice noodles you eat can be regarded as supporting your new business.

I trotted downstairs, facing the ray of dawn, and suddenly I was full of enthusiasm for life like before!

(End of this chapter)