I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 462 She Finally Came

After I lowered my head, Yang Sisi also fell into silence. I don't know how she is feeling at this moment, but I feel guilty, but I can't tell where the guilt is, but I know she is really treating me Well...and I've been nice to her, but we just can't go any further, like we're under a spell.

I finally looked at Yang Sisi, then smiled and said, "Have you ever heard a saying that you have a wide heart and a fat body?...I won't lose weight. When I go out, I must be fatter than before I came in!"

Yang Sisi glanced at me with disdain, and replied: "Seeing what you mean, I really like this place... Is it true that everyone here is talented, and they speak nicely... Make you feel at home?"

I sighed: "How heartless and heartless this is, so I can regard this place as my home!"

Yang Sisi obviously wasn't in the mood to talk nonsense with me, she looked at me a little lowly, and said for a while, "I really don't know what you think?... Isn't it good to go to Shanghai? Is it really good to stay in Dali?"

I laughed: "Dali is better, or Shanghai is better... You should know better than anyone else, don't forget who played so many tricks and wanted to stay in Dali."

Yang Sisi shook her head, and replied: "People will grow... I also gradually figured out that Shanghai represents a kind of life, and Dali is an ideal... Who can live for ideals all their lives?...When you get old It would be nice to come to Dali to plant flowers and raise dogs... But we are still young, and Shanghai will definitely be more suitable for us than Dali... Think about it, first of all, Dali's educational resources cannot be compared with Shanghai, you can't be selfish Don't you think about the next generation?"

"Yes, this question is quite realistic!"

I said so, and then looked at Yang Sisi, she still looked very young, but her inner life, or her attitude towards life, was no longer what it was when I first met her, she already had a new generation in her heart, It's incredible!
After being silent for a while, Yang Sisi said again: "The day before yesterday, I went to a classmate's wedding... She is the youngest in our class, younger than me... I asked her, aren't you an unmarriageist?" Why did she become the first one in our dormitory to get married... She laughed and told me in a low voice that she had a child... She said she was married with a child, but she couldn't hide the feeling of happiness ... I knew that she was married to love... In fact, before we met the right person, we were all staunch non-marriage advocates, and we didn't want children... But once we meet the person we love all our lives , you will find that life should be like this, you want to marry him (her), want to have a child with him (her)... So, all the mistakes started because you didn't meet the one who is pleasing to each other people!"

In my silence, Yang Sisi said to me again: "Don't be so stupid in the future."

"If it were you, I would do the same."

I suddenly said such a sentence from the bottom of my heart, which caught Yang Sisi off guard. After a while, she said to me: "Then you are really passionate!"

……

Soon, the limited time for visits passed.Before leaving, Yang Sisi told me that she will stay in Dali these days, and she will wait for me to go out... I don't need her to do this, but it is also a kind of comfort for me.

I am unfortunate, but also lucky, because what I fear most in this world is that no one is waiting for me. I am very fortunate that I have always had her by my side all these years.

……

It was another evening, and I was sitting alone in an open space. Opposite me was a high wall and a barbed wire fence on top of the high wall. It was really these two things that completely isolated me from the outside world. Some time ago , I have been very uncomfortable and anxious, but when I went out, my heart calmed down instead.

In this place, there are not many things to do except labor, so I can only pass the time by deep thinking...

I seem to have seen through the relationship between people, so I don't want to treat others so heartily.

My heart is very cold, not only Ye Zhi has not come to see me, but even Nicole has not come... only Chen Jin sent me clothes once, and there are a few good friends, but they are not considered close friends Been here once.

I have always thought that I am not a person who likes to care too much, but when I am in trouble, some things that I usually don’t care about will suddenly become very concerned, so I always say that people are the product of the environment. Depends on what kind of environment you are living in.

If what I am facing now is not high walls and barbed wire, but the Erhai Lake blown by the wind, my mood will be better.

……

In a trance, the graduate student who was arrested for prostitution also squatted next to me. I called him Wednesday and Wednesday. He looked left and right first, and found that no one was staring at us, so he took it out of his pocket. He handed me a crumpled cigarette.

I was puzzled and asked him: "You don't smoke, where did you get the cigarettes?"

"I exchanged the devil's ticket (meal ticket) with the captain... you can draw it."

It is too extravagant to be able to smoke a cigarette in it, so I hurriedly took out the match hidden in my body and lit the cigarette.I first took a deep breath to refresh myself, then I couldn't bear it anymore and kept sipping.

"Brother, do you regret coming in?"

"It's useless to regret it. Be a good person after you go out."

After a short pause, I asked him again: "What about you, what kind of life do you plan to live after you go out?"

"I don't know... I thought I could only learn, but I turned myself into a waste... I'm a person who doesn't even have the right to mate. Sometimes I think about it, I'd rather be a dog!"

Wednesday is a typical day to say something, but no one else can help me with this matter, so I don’t know what to say to him, and he doesn’t seem to want to get an answer from me, so he just sits there On the ground, I have been scratching the ground with a branch.

After a while, he said to me again: "Brother, did you see, this is the question I did in the math competition when I was in the third year of junior high... I got the No. 1……"

I glanced at it and couldn't understand it at all, so I sincerely praised: "You are awesome. When I was in school, the worst thing I learned was mathematics."

On Wednesday, Sante replied disappointedly: "What's so awesome!... No woman likes me just because I can solve this problem... Sometimes, I feel like a machine, pretending I am full of ways to solve the problem, but I just don’t know how to make women like me... Many of my classmates are already married, but I still don’t know where my future is... I am really depressed, Sometimes I really want to die!"

I patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "Don't worry, there are no living people who have been suffocated to death. When fate comes... Be careful that your kidneys are not enough!"

Wednesday thought about that scene for a while, then smiled a little embarrassedly.

I also smiled along with him, and then said to him: "A lot of things, including women, are because you can't get them, so you imagine them very beautiful... Actually, it's not like this... If one day, you Meeting the wrong woman will really kill you... In this world, the more beautiful a woman is, the more unreliable she is!"

Zhou San was stunned, and replied after a while: "Brother, have you been tricked by a woman?"

Just as I was about to speak, I found a guard walking towards us from the opposite side, and I quickly threw the cigarette butt into the sewer.

The guard came to see me specially, and he told me that someone had come to visit me again.

……

This time, the person I saw in the meeting area was Ye Zhi... When I was about to leave this place, she finally came!
(End of this chapter)