I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 458 I came here to make money
I stopped and stood one street light away from the villa, looking at Yang Sisi. The wind blew from her and then to my side. I was a little unsteady, maybe because I drank too much, Maybe the heart is shaking.

Finally, I also shouted to her loudly: "For you, I have been to Shanghai, and I have no regrets in my heart... If there is another life, we must meet sooner; in this life, I lived too much. I'm not free, and the burden is too heavy... In the next life, it's agreed, in the next life, I must live a free and easy life, wherever I want to go... I will take you with me."

I didn't dare to look at Yang Sisi who was standing barefoot on the balcony, so I turned around and walked towards the path I should go.

She will definitely cry. I left because I didn't dare to look at it, and I couldn't bear to look at it.

I'm a confused person, at least in this complicated situation, I can't make a promise easily, I only dare to talk about my next life, it looks like I'm deceiving, because even if I am a Buddhist practitioner, I can't be sure In the end there is no reincarnation.

When I walked out of the villa area, I was lucky enough to meet a taxi to see off passengers, and then followed this taxi to the airport; if it was 10 minutes later, I might not be able to get the boarding pass, but I boarded the plane smoothly. But it seems to be trapped in the early summer night, a little cool.

If, I just made an impulsive move, what is the situation now?

I stared at the wing of the plane for a long time, but I couldn't make a hypothesis, but I suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette.

……

In the middle of the night, I flew from Shanghai to Dali, and took a taxi back to my residence. Although I was already very sleepy, I still lay in bed for a long time before I fell asleep, and the quality of my sleep was not high... I had a lot of dreams.

I dreamed that I was wandering around the world with Yang Sisi, and I dreamed that I married Lu Jia and gave birth to a child, and my life went on like this; finally I dreamed of Ye Zhi, and dreamed that she was lifted by a huge wave In the sea, she stretched out her hands, crying for help in pain... I desperately wanted to save her, but every time I wanted to grab her hand, the huge waves knocked us away... I drank a lot of sea water, and my whole body was cold. I was awakened when a huge wave came crashing down like a sky.

I sat on the bed for a long time, and then I looked out the window...

It was raining again in the outside world, and the rain dripped down the edge of the window sill along the eaves. A weed grew on the wood of the window sill, which was blown left and right by the wind, and the huge Cangshan Mountain was also clouded in the distance. It was dark, and the surroundings were covered with dark clouds and mist, which looked particularly suffocating.

……

The door was knocked, and Nicole stood outside and said to me: "Are you awake? I made breakfast, let's have some together."

"What breakfast?"

"Porridge and buns."

"I'll wash my face and go down..."

As I spoke, I put on my coat, washed up briefly, and then went downstairs, and Nicole had already placed porridge and steamed buns on the dining table; after I sat down, she asked me: "Are you When did you come back at night?"

"I was lying on the bed at 04:30, and I have to catch up on sleep later."

"Have you seen Sisi?"

"seen."

"Nothing happened?"

I asked back, "What do you hope will happen to us?"

"It's best if nothing happened... But I think Sisi is the kind of girl who will take care of you as long as you give her a little... This time, she will definitely have desperate thoughts about you."

I looked at Nicole, and stopped the chopsticks.

"Why don't you speak? Did I hit the mark?"

My voice was very low: "You hit it right... At that moment, I felt very uncomfortable... But, I can't take her away. If I really do, everything will be messed up!"

"What did she say to you?"

I shook my head, indicating that I didn't want to say anything.

Nicole was an old Jianghu, and she had already guessed all kinds of things in her heart, so she didn't ask any more questions; after we were silent for a while, I was the one who spoke first, and I said to her: "I met Ye Zhi at the Bund. , she told me...she already has a marriage contract."

Nicole looked at me in surprise, and replied after a while: "No, she didn't say anything about it when we were having dinner together."

"Maybe she has some hesitation in her heart...but being able to tell me face to face shows that she has made up her mind."

"It must be a business marriage!"

"I didn't ask her."

After saying this, I stopped looking at Nicole, but lost my mind looking at the pattering rain outside. I thought about the mood she had when she told me about this that night. The pain of tearing.

After being silent for a while, Nicole asked, "What are you going to do?"

I smiled and replied, "You want me to go to her wedding and mess things up?"

"That's not what I mean, I just think it's a pity... Who can't see that you are two people who still love each other, but can't get together... I really want to persuade you, but if you think about it carefully, you can't get together. Indeed, you have your difficulties, and she has hers!"

"Stop persuading, the more you persuade, the more painful it will be... I'll just pretend that she never came back, that's the best way, and I won't imagine what kind of life she will live with someone else."

"Well, I don't advise... What are your future plans?"

"I came back to Dali to make money."

"If you can clarify this point, you are much better than most men."

I smiled and replied, "People are actually more like animals living in the ocean. If you can't learn how to build a boat for yourself, but you are obsessed with the underwater world, you will drown sooner or later!"

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After breakfast, I fell asleep again. When I woke up, it was already afternoon. I thought I had enough sleep, but since I got up, I have been suffering from headaches and being in a trance. This state lasted until At dusk, it gradually improved.

What made me feel a little better was the clear weather after dusk. On the way to find the fish head, I saw a rainbow that was hard to see in other places.

I seem to have split into two people. When it rains, I think of Ye Zhi; when the weather clears up, I think of Yang Sisi...

I am actually very uncomfortable with this state, but I can't restrain myself. I'm like Monkey King wearing a golden hoop. However, I came to Dali to make money. I know that once people fall into the crazy money-making mode, they will forget a lot of emotional troubles.

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I took the fish head to the villa that Yang Sisi bought. He was satisfied with everything he saw, so he immediately decided to take this house and gave me a quarter's rent.I took the key of the room that Yang Sisi wanted to leave for me as a wedding room, and gave the keys of the other rooms to Yutou, and said to him: "To be honest, I have been in society for so many years. Seeing that you are so happy knowing that you will be slaughtered... I feel uneasy for you!"

The fish head said to me indifferently: "Don't you think this is a good start?"

"do not think so."

"why?"

"Because we all know what your plan is, but no one knows her plan."

(End of this chapter)