I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 452 Get used to standing here alone for a while
Walking from one street to another, I finally stopped at the door of a restaurant that specializes in noodles. I ordered a vegetarian noodle inside, and after I was full, I continued to wander the streets...

This night, I walked through the most prosperous Nanjing Road, saw thousands of beauties, and also saw a group of women who were tortured by life and lost their luster in some alleys with tube buildings on both sides.

The world has not changed, and it is still so sharply opposed.

I should come out for a walk, I can't forget what the real world looks like just because I have "Feng Hua Xue Yue", I must keep the necessary pain and desire in my life; these are part of my life, I am suffering, so Only then will there be a desire to break free, and it will be clearer what kind of life I want.

Yes, I am a man who is good at thinking and keeps a sense of crisis at any time.

……

Heaving a sigh of relief, I reached out and stopped a taxi. I didn't set a destination on purpose. I gave the driver 200 yuan and asked him to take me around. When the 200 yuan ran out, I stopped. Where is where.

The driver asked me if I was a foreigner, and I said yes.

He asked me again if it was my first time in Shanghai, and I said yes.

I rarely met such an enthusiastic taxi driver in Shanghai. He took me to many places worth visiting and told me a lot of relevant allusions, and I really listened to it, and then felt that I was in vain. I have been in Shanghai for so many years; I seem to only live between the rented house and the company, and I have no idea what an open Shanghai looks like.

In other words, my heart has never been really close to this city, so I have never thought about feeling and accepting its beauty.

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The master seemed to have calculated it deliberately. When the 200 yuan was about to run out, he sent me to the Bund, and then said to me: "Young man, when you come to Shanghai, you must see the night view on the Bund... Did you see that? Next to it is the well-known Oriental Pearl Tower, and the Huangpu River is flowing under your feet... You can take a good look around, I hope you can have a worthwhile trip!"

"Thank you, master."

The master waved to me, then closed the window and left, and I was alone again.

I stood in an uncrowded place and looked into the distance... The entire Bund is still the same as before, with couples embracing each other, and single men and women standing by the guardrail silently watching the river view.

I can't help being touched by the scene...

Ye Zhi and I have met here several times, but several times, it was not by accident, because she knew that I was in Shanghai, and she knew that I was in Shanghai, so she would definitely come here.

It’s a very strange phenomenon, as long as it involves the Bund, we seem to have become two very primitive people. We don’t need to contact each other by phone, and we can also meet in the process of walking around; to be honest, we don’t have such deep Before the conflict, I liked this way of meeting, because it was enough to surprise people; but now, it is extremely contradictory, I can't lie to my heart, I definitely want to see her, but I am worried that there will be nothing to say after the meeting , embarrassing yourself.

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There were no more cigarettes in the cigarette case, and I began to feel uncomfortable. I was always worried that I would see her without cigarettes, and I would feel even more uncomfortable, and I didn't know what to say.

But I knew in my heart that such worries were actually unnecessary, how could I see her in the same place every time?

While in a trance, the phone suddenly rang in his pocket.

When I saw that it was Chen Jin calling again, I really felt that he was too aggressive, as if he could take anything as a topic, and then chat with me.

What emotion was in my heart, I immediately expressed it with my mouth, and I said to him impatiently: "What's the matter? Can you let my buddy rest alone for a while?"

"Didn't you go to Shanghai with Yang Sisi?"

"If I have a replay, I must get a 100-inch big screen and stick it in front of you, so that you can take a good look at how I came to Shanghai alone... I have already explained to you, there is still more to this **** What doubts!"

"No, you misunderstood me again...Yang Sisi called me just now and asked where you were, and when I said she was in Shanghai, she was stunned...I also understood, you didn't lie to me... But why did you lie to Yang Sisi? Said you were not in Shanghai!"

I was so surprised that I was stunned for a while before I replied: "Before I answer your question, can you tell me why she made a special trip to call you this time? I remember you are not the kind of private There is a relationship!"

"This matter has to start with you!... She said that when she called you just now, she always felt that there was something wrong with you, and she couldn't tell what was wrong, so she called me to ask about the situation. "

"Why do I listen so much!"

"If you don't understand, let me tell you again... This thing is like this. Didn't we call before, tell me, you are in Shanghai..."

Chen Jin's ramblings made me unbearable, so I interrupted him and said, "Don't talk about it, I'll think about it myself..."

"What are you still thinking about... This matter is not complicated at all... Later, Yang Sisi will definitely call you and ask why you are in Shanghai, but you lied to her."

I sigh... It seems that being understood too thoroughly by a person is not a good thing... just like Yang Sisi, who simply made a phone call with me and could feel that my emotions were not right, and then found out from Chen Jin my whereabouts.

I don't know if she is moved now, or angry...

It is best not to have it, let alone be impulsive, and then have the idea of ​​flying back from the United States.

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While I was wondering what Yang Sisi would do, I vaguely saw Ye Zhi's figure under a street lamp. She was standing by the guardrail, facing me sideways...

I took a few more steps forward and confirmed that it was undoubtedly Ye Zhi.

Chen Jin on the phone was still rambling on, but I couldn't hear a word, so I hung up the phone.

I really want to know whether it was a chance encounter this time, or because I knew I was in Shanghai, and they were waiting for me on purpose.

I let out a sigh of relief, and walked a few steps towards her...

The next moment, I stopped suddenly, because I saw tears in her eyes for the first time...

She didn't notice me, and her eyes were on a couple embracing each other... The man was very emotional, and kept saying something in the woman's ear. This was a very tender scene.

I don't know what she is thinking at this moment... But there are indeed tears in her eyes.

A few seconds later, she shifted her gaze away from looking at the couple... She had a can of beer in her hand, then raised her head, facing the reversed light, and drank a lot.

I, who was on the sidelines, saw her inner loneliness and pain in her gestures, more real than ever!

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, messing up her hair and raising her white shirt. She put her hands on her chest, and her eyes were more hollow than the light in the farthest distance.

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I finally walked behind her and said to her in as normal a tone as possible: "Unexpectedly, I met here again; I don't know if it was a chance encounter this time, or you heard from Dai Qiang that I came to Shanghai..."

She looked back at me with surprise in her eyes. This kind of surprise cannot be performed by the best actors... Then, the answer is obvious!

After looking at each other for a while, she smiled lightly and replied, "I'm used to standing here alone for a while after get off work...Why did you come to Shanghai?..."

She seemed to want to ask something, but she suddenly fell silent. She turned her eyes to the other side, probably because she saw some kind of answer in me, and then she didn't want to say anything to me.

(End of this chapter)