I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 442 I Want To See You And I Don't Know Why

After Chen Jin left, I boiled a pot of water with a quick pot. While waiting for the water to boil, I sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette, and didn't deliberately think about anything too specific until Nicole called me.

After connecting, she asked me: "Is Chen Jin still with you?"

"No, I just left. Do you have something to do with him?"

Nicole replied: "Tomorrow there will be an industry exchange meeting on Renmin Road, and the participants will be the elites of the bar industry. I asked for an invitation card for him, and I want him to study and study."

"Why didn't you call him?"

"Yes, it's turned off."

"Then... I saw him later, so let me mention this for you."

Nicole smiled, and replied: "Forget it, I guess you won't run into him tonight, he must be out fooling around again!"

I was surprised that Nicole knew Chen Jin so well, but she couldn't say that, I also smiled and replied: "It's nothing, he drank a lot tonight, but he doesn't have the energy to go out and do evil again. I guess I'm going to sleep."

"Come on, you know much better than me what kind of virtue he is, and I'm not surprised."

After I was silent for a while, I replied: "You talk about him like that, but you still care about him in your heart...why can't you give him some real help and change him?...he keeps going like this, really Not a thing!"

"No, Mi Gao, you can't say that, it's two different things."

"Actually, I feel like you are desperately trying to match Ye Zhi and me... I also really hope that you can help him out of the predicament. God knows if he really likes this kind of life, or if it's just for venting. .”

"Is Chen Jin and Ye Zhi comparable? He is really rotten to the root!"

"So you have to help him even more, or he will be completely useless... Only you can help him. You know he likes you very much."

"I know he likes me, but how do you want me to accept his body?... I will be disgusted, really!"

I sighed, and then felt an indisputable anger towards Chen Jin. In his current state, any woman with a little spiritual pursuit would not accept it.

After being silent for a while, Nicole said to me again in a low voice: "A person will not become like this for no reason. Can you tell me what he went through in Shanghai?"

"He never told you about his past?"

"I asked, but he said that there is no need to worry about the past...If he was really a person who could take his past indifferently, would he still be like this?...He never Step out of the shadows of the past."

After being silent for a while, I replied, "You know him quite well... the time he was in Shanghai was really bad!"

"Tell me."

I lit a cigarette, and then replied: "His ex-girlfriend cheated him badly, not only cheated him of a job promotion, but also cheated him of the down payment to buy a house."

"Are they colleagues?"

"Yes, we used to be in the same company... I know how much Chen Jin treats her with all his heart and soul, and how serious he is. He gave everything he could; so when something like this happened, he was really hurt. Right!... What he lost was not only these material things, but also his youth and sincerity... So, after this, he didn't really believe in feelings, especially for women. Playful attitude."

"This is not an excuse. He can also choose to work hard and find the right person. Not all women are like his ex-girlfriend."

"Who says it's not... So, I've been persuading him all the time, and I also hope that there is such a woman who treats him sincerely by his side, and then help him get out of this quagmire."

Nicole sighed, and she was silent for a long time before replying: "I finally understand now, what kind of mood did you feel when I persuaded you... It's very contradictory and painful, just like you want to do something, but And knowing that you can't do anything... It's a very sober feeling, the more sober you are, the more contradictory it is!"

"Yes."

"Don't talk about it, let's do it for ourselves."

I responded, and Nicole hung up the phone, and it wasn't until this time that I really thought about some things in detail. I don't think Chen Jin should go on like this, and I think I should have some ways to get out of the current quagmire. We all deserve a better life.

……

I poured a glass of water for the fish head and put it on the bedside, then I left his room and walked on the street alone.I don't know why, but the wind at night is very cool. Even if I wear a coat, I can't resist the chill.

I didn't know until the rain fell that it must be cold, because Dali is like this, even in the hot summer, as long as it rains, it will be terribly cold.

I quickened my pace and finally found an eave where I could shelter from the rain. I was accompanied by a stray dog. It seemed to have been hungry for several days and looked very listless.

I sympathized with it from the bottom of my heart, so I braved the rain and went to the food stall opposite to buy something that suited its taste.I don't need it to be grateful, I just want it to feel "really fragrant" when I eat it.

I didn't intend to take it in, because there are too many stray dogs in the ancient city. They can't survive only on human sympathy. They must have their own way of survival, and this world is so cruel. Beyond life and death.

……

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the air was getting colder and colder. After a while, even the busiest Renmin Road, there were no tourists.At the beginning, I was a little anxious, but gradually I felt that I merged with the sound of "tick, tick" rain, as if I was also an unexpected raindrop, and then fell to the ground.

It wasn't until I lit a cigarette that I jumped out of this feeling.

I threw another chicken leg to the dog, then put out the cigarette in my hand, and prepared to eat the last chicken leg in the bag.

I am different from a dog, it can only eat what I give it, but I can sprinkle a little chili powder on the chicken legs... I also want to eat the pleasure of "really fragrant", but so what, on this cold rainy night, Except for a little more chili powder, my situation is not much different from this stray dog.

No, I'm not even as good as it, because it still has me in pity, me?
……

Suddenly, the phone vibrated, and while it vibrated, it also pulled me out of this empty and lonely world. This message was sent by Yang Sisi.

"I want to see you, I really want to, right now...I don't know why, can I go to you?...I hate that it's raining in Shanghai, I can't sleep...I just want to see you!"

(End of this chapter)