I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 406 The softness of a man
The explanation given by Jian Zihan sounds far-fetched at first glance; but it is indeed the case when you think about it carefully, because no matter how rational a person is, there will be times when they are emotional; with her friendship with Ye Zhi, it is really possible that such a situation will arise emotionally. The change.

It is precisely because of her change that I have the illusion that Ye Zhi has not gone far, because my life and career are still influenced by her to a certain extent.

I am saddened by it.

After a while of silence, I finally said truthfully to Jian Zihan: "You are one step late, this afternoon, I have already made a transfer of ownership with BJ and the two brothers and sisters at the Housing Authority..."

Jian Zihan was very surprised, she replied: "400 million is not a small amount, where did you get so much money?"

"It doesn't matter... If you are really optimistic about the prospects of Jiulongju, you can buy a few sets of shops yourself. There should be no cooperation between us."

Jian Zihan smiled: "You seem to have great feelings for me!?"

"You chose to refuse when I was in the most difficult time... Is it normal for me to be a little emotional... But what I told you is not a lie; there is still a lot of room for appreciation in Jiulongju, you are now It’s not too late to buy a few sets.”

"I don't have the energy to speculate on real estate... My thoughts will not change. For me, the meaning of pulling you is greater than making money...Since you don't need the money, just pretend that I didn't call you This call."

"I still have to thank you..." After a short pause, I whispered again: "To be honest, I am very happy for Ye Zhi... It is said that the friendship between women is very plastic, but she is as good as you." A loving friend."

"Stop... I don't like to hear the words "love and righteousness" the most... This is not what I believe in."

"But you did."

Jian Zihan seemed unable to listen to such words of praise for her, so she changed the subject the next moment and said, "Don't talk about me... let's talk about you. What are your future plans... Will you continue to stay in Dali for development?"

I asked back: "Why should I not stay in Dali?"

"Family factors... I think you are a person with a strong family value, so you will make some personal sacrifices for the family."

When Jian Zihan said this, I really have such worries in my heart... If Lao Mi's condition is not optimistic, what should I do in my future life?
Yes, everything depends on tomorrow's inspection results.

Of course I wouldn't say this to Jian Zihan, so I found a random explanation and prevaricated; afterward, I chatted a few more words and ended the call.

……

The next day, I got up early and flew to Chengdu with the earliest flight. It was Lu Jia who picked me up at the airport. She seemed to be ready to live here for a long time, so she bought a second-hand Polo and traveled It is indeed more convenient because of this, but it filled my heart with guilt towards her. How could I really let her give up the opportunity to study abroad and stay in Chengdu?

Leaving the airport, we found a restaurant near the Armed Police Hospital for dinner, and Lao Mi's test results will come out of the hospital later, and the staff informed us to pick them up at 02:30.

From the moment I got off the plane, my nerves began to tense... Lu Jia did the same, so we didn't communicate much during the meal.

When I was about to finish my bowl of rice, Lu Jia said to me: "There are still so many dishes left, you can have another bowl of rice."

When Lu Jia was about to call the waiter, I stopped her and put down the chopsticks in my hand...

Lu Jia was a little puzzled, and looked at me, and then asked me: "Is there something on my face?...Why are you looking at me like that?"

I let out a breath, and then whispered to her: "You go...don't pay for me anymore..."

Lu Jia smiled and replied: "When I called you yesterday, I made it very clear...all the things I do now, I don't feel that I am giving...because giving needs to be rewarded, But I don't need... I just want to help you share as much as possible."

Lu Jia just expressed it pretending to be relaxed, but the corners of her mouth were clearly trembling. I could feel her mood at the moment, just like the gloomy weather outside the window.

I lit a cigarette, and said: "We have already bought the 6 sets of shops of BJ people... During this period, there will be no major matters in the studio, and I need to go back and deal with them personally... I Just stay in Chengdu, and go to France to continue your studies."

"Are you crossing the river and tearing down the bridge?"

"I didn't...I never agreed with you to waste your studies just to take care of my dad..."

Lu Jia no longer had a smile on her face, she said to me coldly: "Mi Gao, say it again..."

"say what?"

"The words that let me go."

"I dare to say it a hundred times... because that's what I think in my heart."

Lu Jia tried her best to restrain herself: "I don't want to quarrel with you until the results of uncle's examination come out..."

"If the inspection results come out, I will tell you these words again, and I will really cross the river and tear down the bridge... You go, the rest of the road, no matter whether it is easy or not, I will go alone... You gave me the advice before. I will ask Chen Jin to transfer the hospitalization fee paid by my father to your account..."

Before I could finish my sentence, a glass of cold Coke was poured on my head, and flowed down my neck into my shirt little by little.

Lu Jia lost control, she slammed the glass on the ground, her shoulders kept shaking, tears kept falling, but she didn't scold me, she just looked at me with extremely resentful eyes... And this was her last sanity.

The splashed glass shards scratched the skin on my leg, and what hurt more than the bleeding was my heart.

I absolutely don't want to hurt her, and I even thought in my heart that one day, I will hold her hand again and live an ordinary life...but from Shanghai to Dali is not only a transition between two cities, but also Including my thought form, I am no longer the original Mi Gao... I have no way to pick up this relationship again, and then stay with her against my heart.

This is probably what people often say "times have changed" and "things are different".

I choose to tell her these things at this time. I have my own balance. I won't wait until Lao Mi's inspection results come out before I tell her these things.Since I can't afford her future, I can't drag her into my own pain, sinking deeper and deeper... So, she must be the one who is free before me.

Lu Jia saw the place where my leg was cut by the glass shards, and under the eyes of everyone, she lowered her body and hugged me. She cried bitterly and asked me "does it hurt?"

I feel sorry for her, but I feel sorry for her even more...

I closed my eyes, feeling her familiar breath, and silently shed tears.

It was at this moment that I felt an urge to marry her... I wanted to forget everything about Dali, and start a family in Chengdu.

This is probably the softness of a man, he wants to start a family, he wants to repay a woman who is good to him, he wants to have a warm family with children... and ideals, or dreams, will be put aside.

It's ridiculous to say that I don't even know what my dream is... I only have persistence in my body, just like a stone, I insist on waiting and looking forward to it!

……

At the gate of the Armed Police Hospital, Lu Jia didn’t let me in, and I was really afraid to face the result... So I stood alone at the gate of the hospital, smoking a cigarette, my heart went up and down... At this moment, I was cowardly, Also in a trance...

I thought about the consequences of the two outcomes a hundred times in my mind.

This feeling is like waiting for the judgment of fate.

……

After waiting for about half an hour, Lu Jia finally walked out of the hospital against the hot and humid wind. She was holding a transparent bag in her hand. I knew it contained the test results... My heart was racing. Jumping, then chest tightness, and lost control of himself.

But I don't regret it, let Lu Jia announce the result, because she will not be as cruel as the doctor, she will take my emotions into consideration, so she will tell me softly...

……

The moment Lu Jia saw me, she ran towards me and threw herself into my arms, weeping with joy.

"Mi Gao... No spread, no spread... Uncle has great hope of being cured!!"

I hugged her tightly, her hair was wet, and I don't know if it was my tears or her tears, but they fused together in the wind...

(End of this chapter)