I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 181 is also a kind of waiting
I looked at Yang Sisi with doubts on my face, and I was somewhat curious in my heart. I don't know what kind of situation Cao Xiaobei, who came to Shanghai before me, is in now. Yang Sisi can treat him kindly, because behind his seemingly impulsiveness, he is actually a heart that has no complaints or regrets for love.

After a short period of silence, I said to Yang Sisi, "I've already said that Cao Xiaobei's coming to Shanghai was a complete misunderstanding...Even if he didn't meet me in the ancient city yesterday, he would come to Shanghai sooner or later." .”

"It's up to you." After a short pause, Yang Sisi said again: "Didn't you come to Shanghai to see Ye Zhi? Why are you eating and chatting with me now?"

"Save some face, will you?"

"The face is earned by oneself, not given by others."

"Look at the quack flavor of your speech!"

"I'm a quack girl from Dali, what's wrong with being a quack?"

I smiled, and then I had an urge to smoke, but I didn’t know whether smoking was allowed in such a high-end restaurant. I recalled some scenes in TV dramas, and it seemed that I had never seen anyone smoking in a high-end western restaurant. He suppressed the urge to smoke again.

I don't care what others think of me, I just care what others think of the man next to Yang Sisi. To me, such a high-end restaurant or a roadside stall makes no difference.

When I was not talking, Yang Sisi picked up the phone from the table and handed it to me to show me.

There is a photo on the phone, the person in the photo is Cao Xiaobei, but he has been drunk and passed out.Only then did Yang Sisi say to me: "I'm not that cruel. I asked a friend to entertain him. Who knew that he can't drink so much. Now my friend has sent him to the hotel."

"Just settle down."

Yang Sisi said bitterly to me: "I really want to strangle you to death right now... I thought I would have nothing to do with myself if I left Dali, but why do you still cause me so much trouble?... Seriously, I I also don't want to see you sitting opposite me with an unlucky face again."

"Try fleeing abroad, maybe you won't have these things when you flee abroad."

"I'm going abroad, but I'm not escaping... In your words, I'm going to live the life I should live."

"Actually, I envy you. You can choose your life in your own way, but most people can't do this..."

Yang Sisi interrupted me: "Yes, you are one of the ones who can't do it... If you are capable, show me some tricks while I'm abroad."

"Isn't this what you've been working on?"

"It's really hard work!...I don't know, I thought your business is in Shanghai?...Don't run around if you have nothing to do." After a short pause, Yang Sisi asked me again: "Your business in Jiulongju How is it going?"

"It's very good. Cao Xiaobei's father has agreed to let me use the 16 sets of shops, and he didn't ask for rent, so he asked for half of the profit... I think this request is very good, at least it will be reduced by half for me. risks of……"

I had a strong desire to confide, so Yang Sisi seemed unwilling to listen to my chatter, and finally she said to me in a very shocking language: "Dare to deal with Cao Jinbo, a big tiger...you are really poor crazy!"

"Haha... Wealth and wealth are in danger."

"Take it easy, and be careful that your wife will lose everything."

I glanced at the Huangpu River outside the window. The colorful lights there are more vivid than the passing boats. To be honest, putting aside my prejudices, in terms of night scenery, there are really few cities that can compare with Shanghai’s Bund, but Behind this beauty, how many lonely and confused hearts are hidden?
I smiled, and finally said to Yang Sisi: "No, I've been unlucky for so long, and it's time to change my luck."

After finishing speaking, I put my hands behind my neck and leaned back on the chair in a very comfortable position. My heart suddenly calmed down. I kept looking at the lights flowing outside the floor-to-ceiling windows and enjoying the beauty brought by money...

I have stayed in Shanghai for four years, and today I really know what kind of life people with material affluence live in Shanghai. Thought, is it also a kind of escape after being defeated.

But even so, Dali is still a beautiful dream for me. Although sometimes I fell harder than when I was in Shanghai, the courage to not break or stand has never disappeared because of this.

There is a kind of power in my heart, this power is very simple, it is the inspiration that Wang Lei gave me with her life.

……

"When are you going back to Dali?"

I looked at Yang Sisi and was stunned for a while before replying: "Tomorrow, I have booked a ticket to Kunming tomorrow morning."

"Oh, I won't see you off, I won't get up in the morning."

"It's okay, it's also convenient to take the airport bus."

"I traveled thousands of miles from Dali back to Shanghai, but I didn't achieve what I wanted to do. Is it a pity?"

"I'm not sorry. Didn't I see you again... Last time I was at the airport, I thought it was the last time we met in our lives. Now it seems that it's not..."

Yang Sisi held her chin and said to me after thinking for a while, "Tell me, when will the last time we really meet?"

"Maybe today...or a long time from now."

Yang Sisi looked a little sad.

I hurriedly said again: "Anyway, between people, there will always be the last side, even between husband and wife who get along day and night... So, this is not a sad topic, people are always going to die!"

"I'm going to pick up Xiaobao at the airport, so I won't tell you."

I almost didn't realize it, Yang Sisi had already taken out a bank card from her wallet, ready to pay the bill...

I understood in an instant, and then snatched the bank card from Yang Sisi's hand as quickly as possible, and then handed my card to the waiter, signaling to use my card to pay the bill.

Yang Sisi said to me with strong dissatisfaction: "What are you doing, I brought you here, and you are still competing with me to pay the bill!"

I looked at her gratefully and smiled, and then replied: "When I was in Dali, I did some things that were quite wrong... I am really glad that I still have the opportunity to treat you to a meal, and I will treat it as an apology." , you should also practice it... I hope everything goes well for you abroad!"

Yang Sisi cried again, and she choked up and said to me: "Why do you like to slap your face so much to pretend to be fat... After paying for this meal today, you will torture yourself as much as you want later, you can't bear to eat, can't you bear to drink?  … Can you treat yourself better, I don't need this little money!"

Perhaps, this is the only woman in the world who will cry because she is reluctant to spend money on me, but that's all I can do for her... Even if I pay for the meal, it's not all for She, I still want to make myself feel better... When I think of when I was in Dali, I always used her as a receptionist girl, and then spoke bad words, and I would feel regretful... If there is still time...

I stopped myself from thinking about it, because in the world of two people, there is no if.

I finally smiled, and said to her, "It's still a long way from the airport... Hurry up and pick up Xiaobao at the airport."

"What about you?"

"I'll sit down for a while... I didn't know before that there is still such an angle that I can see a completely different Shanghai."

After I finished speaking, I didn't go to see Yang Sisi again, so I don't know how she left the restaurant...

……

A moment after she left, I inexplicably remembered the motorcycle she left me in Dali called "Little Ninja"; she said that when she returned to China, she would ask me to go back... Think carefully, This should also be a kind of "waiting"...waiting for her to get back what should belong to her.

However, I have a feeling that I can't wait, because at that time, I was already a middle-aged man in his early 30s; and compared to seeing the last time, this is a more sad thing.

Years are really unforgiving; feelings are the same.

If there is still time, I also want to give her a pair of shoes, and hope that she will take every step of the future well.

(End of this chapter)