I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 18 Female Neighbors

Everyone is lonely, especially coming from Shanghai for thousands of miles to this place where there are almost no friends, and because of this shared mood and situation, such encounters are even more precious, so I stopped and prepared to leave Then I bought two cans of "Fenghuayuexue" beer and a small plate of peanuts at the open-air bar next to me.

At this moment, most of the tourists passing by me were looking around with their cameras, only I walked towards the place where Ye Zhi was sitting without distracting thoughts.

I was standing behind her, so she didn't notice it immediately, just holding a branch I didn't know where to pick it up, swinging in the water, and then staring at the waves in a daze, this is really better than me Alone and lonely.

"Hey!"

I yelled, and Ye Zhi turned her head to look at me, and the moment she turned her head, a few frightened seabirds flapped their wings across the sea and flew away, and her clear figure on the water followed suit. It was broken, but when they looked at each other, her face was clearer than ever.

I smiled at her, sat down beside her, handed her one of the cans of beer, and said, "Drink it, please."

"Thank you." She took it from me.

I smiled at her again as a way of saying no thanks, and then we fell into silence in a tacit understanding.Rather than saying it is silence, it is better to say it is a kind of tranquility, because we who are blown by the sea breeze can truly have the artistic conception brought by this evening if we do not speak.

……

Another gust of sea breeze blew, making her long hair fall on my shoulders inadvertently, and touch my neck intimately, soft and fragrant...

I looked at her in embarrassment, and finally said: "It seems to be too close, I will sit over there."

She is not a stingy woman, she smiled and replied: "It's okay!"

After speaking, she took out something like a rubber band from her pocket and tied her hair up.This is the first time I've seen her braided. Although she is less gentle, she is more neat.

Or, she was originally a very neat woman, but because she was too beautiful, it was difficult for people to notice her other character traits.

……

A moment after the episode ended, she finally took the initiative to ask me: "Do you live here?"

"Well, it's just across the road from the Fengrenyuan... What about you, you live here too?"

"I live in Haitu."

I seemed to have a little impression of this hotel, so I took the initiative to go back and look for it.I found that it is located in the area closest to the Erhai Lake. It is considered a first-line sea view hotel. Compared with "Haitu", the "Fengrenyuan" where I live has a strong atmosphere of hanging silk.Our room can't see the sea, nor is it spacious. There is only a palm-sized wooden window that connects us with the outside world. Haitu has sea view suites, and there is a large bathtub on the balcony of the room, where you can sit Take a bath, drink red wine, and then see the best scenery in Dali...

However, this gap is very natural, because Ye Zhi and I have an insurmountable class difference, so we can't really envy her much.I know that my heart has been numb from long-term poverty, and I am used to living like this.

Facing the wind blowing from the sea, I took a sip of the chilled beer and felt a sense of comfort, so I took the initiative to ask Ye Zhi: "The inns and hotels here are almost closed, and the sea journey can still be done. Is it open for business?"

"Haitu is also closed, but I am a friend of the boss, entertaining one or two friends is not considered business."

I nodded and replied: "Oh, it seems that this policy also has loopholes."

This time, Ye Zhi didn't answer my words.She didn't seem to be curious at all: when all the inns were shut down, how did I live in the "Feng Renyuan".It's okay not to ask, because my way is not so decent compared to hers.Director Ma, Tie Nan and I couldn’t turn on the lights until eight o’clock in the evening, and lived a sneaky life all the time. How does this compare with her?
After a moment of silence, I finally remembered that it was impolite not to ask her for her contact information last time, so I took out my mobile phone and said to her: "I live so close, and it's almost like a neighbor. Add a WeChat, and we can make appointments in the future." Take a walk, play mahjong or something."

"You mean you don't live close by, so you don't need to leave your contact information?"

I was stunned for a moment before realizing that she really minded that she had left her contact information for Yang Sisi before, but I didn't contact her afterwards.After that, even after eating together, they didn't take the initiative to ask her for contact information.

From this point of view, she is also a very stingy woman in this regard.So after pissing me off, I didn't take out my mobile phone to add WeChat friends at all, and my hand holding the mobile phone was hanging in front of her in such an embarrassing way...

……

"If you don't add it, don't add it. Anyway, you can't see it when you look up."

As I said that, I retracted my hand and put the last sip of beer from the beer can into my mouth.Just when I thought we would continue this silence until dark, Ye Zhi suddenly turned her head and looked at me and said: "It's boring to live here at night, you can contact Sisi and let her come Let's play mahjong here."

I looked at her, and I didn't believe that she was such an active person. The reason why she said that was probably because she already knew something, and my sixth sense also told me that she should be relatively close to Yang Sisi.After all, they are all from Shanghai, they are all upper-class people, and they don't have many friends here, so they can hang out together.

In addition, aside from Yang Sisi's self-willedness, she is indeed a friend worth making friends with.

I touched my waist subconsciously. The marionette that Yang Sisi gave me yesterday was still hanging here. I couldn't help feeling a little sad, so I frowned, and lit a cigarette at the next moment.After taking a sip, he asked her, "How much do you know about the ins and outs of Yang Sisi's coming to Dali?"

"I don't quite understand what you're saying?"

"I think there is a tentative meaning in your words... and I feel that you have a lot of contacts in private, so you must already know what happened today."

Ye Zhi rarely smiled, and replied, "It can be seen that you are a very sensitive man."

"It's not sensitive, it's sharp... I'm very concerned about this matter now, so you suddenly mentioned Yang Sisi to me and asked me to contact her, and I will have many associations unconsciously." After I finished speaking, I looked at her with concern. Looking at Ye Zhi, if she had contacted Yang Sisi, she would definitely know what choice Yang Sisi made after this incident.And I really cared, but I didn't want to take the initiative to contact Yang Sisi, after all, we had already had such an ugly fight at noon.

After being silent for a while, Ye Zhi replied, "I know what happened today. I contacted Sisi in the afternoon."

"How is she?"

"Let's not talk about how she is, just talk about what you did."

I took a deep drag on my cigarette, then squinted and stared across the sea for a long time...

Although I haven't been to the other side yet, I know that Xiaguan is there. I heard from Brother Cheng and Sister Li that Xiaguan is the most windy and famous, so I instinctively feel that the lights there are also turbulent, and they melt into bunches. The light is reflected in the Erhai Lake, creating an unreal feeling, and the right and wrong we encounter are not so important at all in this unreality.

Perhaps, our existence is a particularly false proposition.Just like Wang Lei, she had so many good deeds during her lifetime, but after her death, there will still be many people talking about her as a lady sitting on the stage.What is the difference between right and wrong, good and evil?Anyway, we just live in the mouths of others forever, but there are not many people who really understand you with their hearts.

I finally looked at Ye Zhi and replied, "I don't think there is anything wrong with what I did. Although Dali is a good place, Yang Sisi at this stage is not suitable to stay here... If one day she can stand At your height, come back as an investor, I think, then no one will object to her... So before that, going abroad for further study is a good choice."

"You think of her very much, but you also lied to her."

"So what?"

"If she doesn't care about you, it won't be a big deal... But she cares about you a lot, so she thinks that you cheated on her as an insult... I think she at least treats you as a friend, don't you It should be done to her."

I looked at her again, and felt that behind her beauty was not all useless, she seemed to have a deep understanding of human nature.However, because I still had a tinge of anger towards Yang Sisi's waywardness in my heart, I still replied stiffly: "With her active personality, she can become friends with anyone."

Ye Zhi looked at me with some disappointment, and after I flicked the cigarette ash, I lowered my head, what I could see was no longer the Erhai Lake and the "Ma Jiuyi" shrouded in darkness, only my white sneakers and The purple sandals on Ye Zhi's feet.They form a world of opposites in my senses.

Ye Zhi stood up, ready to leave...

My heart tightened, and I shouted at her back: "Yang Sisi, did she stay in Dali, or did she go back to Shanghai?"

"If you can still get in touch with her, don't ask me this kind of question."

After Ye Zhi finished speaking, she didn't stay any longer. Her slender figure walked around the stalls set up by the hawkers, and was quickly submerged in the crowd. After I couldn't see her at all, I lit another one for myself. cigarette.

At this moment, my heart was full of unwelcome loneliness, and I asked myself: Is it true that I have become numb to real life, which is why I have become a little unfeeling?Right now, I seem to be just judging the right and wrong of things from the perspective of pros and cons...

He raised his head again, as if in the mirror-like water, he saw a hideous self.

(End of this chapter)