I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 17 It's not fate, it's because of loneliness
In the next moment, everyone at the dinner table focused their eyes on me. I just felt that my language nerves were being strangled by something, so that even the instinctive thing of speaking changed at this moment. It was extremely difficult.

I never dreamed that Yang Sisi was so bold that she dared to do this to me in front of her parents. I think this is the rhythm for her to die with me.

I stood up from the seat in a panic, and after trying to calm down for a while, I hurriedly said: "Don't listen to her nonsense, how could I do that kind of stupid thing with her!"

Yang Sisi walked to my side, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, found some photos, put them in front of everyone, and said, "Mi Gao, you are a man, just admit what you have done...if you and My relationship has not reached a certain level, how could you take such an intimate photo with me?"

I looked at the screen of her mobile phone, and what was shown on it was the wedding photo I took with her this morning. Since it is a wedding photo, there are inevitably many ambiguous actions.My heart went cold in an instant, I just felt like I shot myself in the foot, but I don't even know when she got these photos from Director Ma.

Among the people present, Xiaobao was the first to lose his mind. He rushed to me in a few steps, then grabbed my neckline, and wailed, "Are you a sperm bug? Sisi is my fiancée." , how dare you do such a beastly thing to her!... If killing people is not illegal, I want to kill you right now!"

"Little Leopard, let go of him, I want to have sex with him because of your love...and I told you a long time ago, I don't have the feeling that I want to spend my whole life with you, because you are too sissy, I At most, I will regard you as a good sister..."

Before Yang Sisi could finish her words, her mother slapped her hard and scolded: "How can you be so unselfish?... Your father and I have worked hard for so many years just to let you have dignity." Alive, but is this how you ruined our good intentions?"

Yang Sisi covered her cheeks, and replied bitterly: "Am I ruining you, or are you ruining me?... If you insist on me studying abroad, I will die in front of you right now."

At this moment, I really want to explain to everyone present that the films I filmed with her are just commercial promotional videos.But seeing her crazy look, she swallowed back the words that came to her lips. I'm afraid that if she doesn't follow her heart at this moment, she can really risk her life, and then do it like a loved one who hurts an enemy. things.I felt that she was not only threatening her family, but me as well.

And Lao Huang, who has always been good at smoothing things over, chose to remain silent at this moment. He looked at me with a livid face, and then at Yang Sisi...

Yang Sisi seemed to feel that she had the upper hand. She took out a fruit knife from the sideboard behind the dining table, and handed it to her mother. On the verge of madness, she said, "Don't you think I'm not up to date? I owe it to you... Then you can take a knife and cut off the flesh and blood on my body. Anyway, this is the only thing you gave me, and I don't care... If you still think about the family relationship, and you can't do this, then Please set me free."

At this moment, Yang Sisi's mother's hand holding the fruit knife was trembling...

As a relatively calm bystander, I saw Yang Sisi's wisdom and emotional intelligence in her almost extreme madness.

At this moment, she has put herself on a moral high ground, and of course her parents will not want her flesh and blood. The only thing she can do is to compromise again in her impulsiveness and willfulness.

"You are so disingenuous and disobedient!"

Yang Sisi's mother said in a trembling voice, and then slammed the fruit knife in her hand on the table.

Yang Sisi's father was silent, but the pain and disappointment were already written on his face.

Yang Sisi didn't care about this at all, she seized this rare opportunity, and then, in full view of everyone, grabbed my arm, dragged me outside the private room, and then walked outside the hotel door.

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As the space continues to expand, I seem to have entered a new world.But I don't know why, when the sun shone strongly on me, I felt a trance again. I just felt that what I had just experienced was like a dream, full of unreal feelings, until Yang Sisi slapped me heavily. fling it in my face...

She asked very angrily: "Why did you lie to me? If you didn't bring me here on your own initiative, what happened just now would not have happened at all. I just avoided them... There is no need to deny my relatives like now !"

I squeezed my chin to relieve the pain, but suddenly an unknown fire burst out in my heart, and I reached out and slapped Yang Sisi's fair and tender face heavily.Then he said to her in a low voice: "I didn't hit you for revenge... just to tell you: as a woman, you must love yourself and learn to respect others. Not everyone in this world is obliged to pamper you and accommodate you." ...The person who will really spoil you, you just finished offending him!"

If the hatred just now had elements of acting, then the gaze Yang Sisi looked at me at this time was real hatred. She didn't even cover the place where I just slapped her face with her hands, she just looked at me coldly with tears in her eyes. I said: "I don't want to see you scum again for the rest of my life, you get out... get out now!"

"Don't worry, I'm not interested in entangled with a woman like you, I will leave... But before I leave, I have to remind you, don't use willfulness as a weapon to conquer others, especially your own relatives, it's best A little more empathy... Although Dali is good, its importance is not as important as family affection. I hope you can have a little sacrifice and dedication. There is nothing wrong with your pursuit of freedom and independence, but as long as you are a human being, he will You can't just live for yourself...otherwise it's selfish!"

After saying this, I looked into the hotel through Yang Sisi's stubborn body. For the first time in my life, I felt sorry for Lao Huang. I was afraid that he would believe it, and I was even more afraid that he would not give me a chance to explain. .

I really don't care what he thinks of me, all I care about is Yang Sisi's reputation and reputation.However, she, who is full of willfulness in her life, can understand my good intentions?

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After leaving the hotel, I was not in the mood to eat at all, so I didn't go to the "Legendary Crayfish" on Yeyu Road to find Tie Nan and Ma to guide them. I went back to the inn alone, and then fell asleep.

I am so tired, not only mentally, but also physically. My energy is not as good as it was when I was in college.It seems that I haven't completely eliminated the fatigue accumulated on the road from Shanghai to Dali, but Yang Sisi has already done so many "earth-shattering" events with vigor and vitality.

At the same time, I was also reflecting: Who did it wrong, myself or Yang Sisi?

Reason tells me: I did nothing wrong.

Sensibility told me: I was completely wrong, because I hurt a woman's enthusiasm for life and pursuit of dreams. "

I was distressed by this inconsistency, so I came to Erhai Lake again with cigarettes and canned beer.I don't know when it started, this has become the only place where I can release my mood.

Listening to the sound of the tide, I finished smoking a cigarette in my hand.Then, because of emptiness and loneliness, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket.I opened the inbox almost subconsciously. Although I knew that Lu Jia no longer used that number, I still hoped for a miracle.

It has been a while since she went abroad. If she is not in a hurry to find a new boyfriend, I hope to share some views on her current life with her. I also want to know how she is doing well after going away. .

However, I was once again disappointed. The messages I sent to her never got a single word of reply.

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After smoking a cigarette, I drank another can of beer, and then lay on the rocks full of exhaustion, as if dead.But after a while, there was another seabird jumping around me, looking for the bread crumbs thrown by the tourists.

This bird is particularly bold, just like Yang Sisi.

Thinking of her suddenly, I sat up from the rock again, then smiled helplessly.I don't know whether she will stay in Dali after this farce is over, or if she wants to understand and follow her parents to pursue the life she should live.

This is a particularly big suspense. Of course I want to know the result, but I don't want to contact her anymore.Because after experiencing such a major event as Wang Lei's death, my energy suddenly became particularly limited.I don't want to socialize, I don't want to care too much about others, I just want to open a profitable inn in Dali down-to-earth, and start a new life for myself while realizing Wang Lei's dream.

This new life will give me enough confidence to explain to my family, instead of letting them down again!

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The sun gradually set behind Cangshan Mountain, and the number of tourists on the Erhai Lake increased instead of decreasing.Small vendors in the distance have set up stalls on the Erhai Lake, and wandering singers have also moved in audio equipment. Together with tourists, they have created the popularity and dreams of Dali.But it also pulled loneliness out of my body. I was especially afraid of seeing the newly lit lights and couples in pairs in the evening.

I finally stood up from the reef... But the next moment, I saw a familiar figure 50 meters away on the right. She is more beautiful than the sunset, more beautiful than the water in Erhai Lake, and more mysterious than Cangshan Mountain... She can afford any beautiful words in this world.

She was sitting on another rock, looming among the crowd, but she also looked so lonely and lonely, because after I saw her, her posture facing the Erhai Lake has never changed.

I asked myself, is this fate?
Of course not, I have been sitting here for a long time, and the place with the best scenery on the Erhai Lake belongs to "Ma Jiuyi". If she has nothing to do and is troubled by loneliness, and then wants to take a walk along the Erhai Lake, then of course There will be a great chance of meeting me.

Therefore, our encounter is not because of fate, but because of loneliness.

(End of this chapter)