I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 166 I Give Up
When I proposed to buy Yang Sisi's motorcycle at a price of 1 yuan, she first looked at me with disdain, and then said: "When I don't want to sell it, you just give me 1000 to [-] million yuan. I don't want to sell either."

"It was you who offered to sell it to me at this price."

"It's been more than half a month, and I've changed my mind, can't I?" After a short pause, she said again: "Are you particularly afraid of taking advantage of me?"

"Well, I really don't want to take this cheap."

"Don't worry, it's not cheap... This motorcycle is considered to be stored by me with you, and you will return it to me after I return from studying abroad."

"You have been away for several years. I can't guarantee that I will return the original to you when you come back."

"So you know, I've been away for several years!"

I was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "Well, it's been a few years to study abroad... There are still some who like to go abroad, and they just don't go back to China."

It was rare for Yang Sisi not to answer my words, but she looked at the clothes on my body, then changed the subject, and asked, "Didn't you buy these clothes yourself?"

I asked back: "How can you tell that I didn't buy it myself?"

"This set of clothes, plus the shoes on your feet, cost at least [-] yuan less. Would you be willing to spend this money?"

I was shocked. In fact, when I received the clothes from Ye Zhi, I didn't check the prices on purpose. I just felt that they were not cheap, but I didn't expect them to be so ridiculously expensive. I shouldn't have accepted such an expensive gift.

Yang Sisi said again: "Ye Zhi bought it for you, right?... Apart from her, you don't have any rich friends around you."

I kind of acquiesced, and then replied: "I didn't expect it to be so expensive!"

"You don't have to be too happy. In terms of her spending power, this is just a set of ordinary clothes and shoes... Do you know that the watches she wears are tens of thousands, and there are hundreds of thousands more?"

"No, how can you tell I'm happy?"

"If you are not happy, can you wear these clothes happily?"

I am speechless.

But Yang Sisi straightened my clothes for me, and said softly: "She is really good to you... I give up, you go after her... If you can catch her, if I haven't gone abroad, I will Invite you to dinner and celebrate for you."

I evaded a little in my heart, so I said, "Is it interesting to say that?..."

"If you don't have any feelings for her, you can pretend that I didn't tell you." After a short pause, Yang Sisi continued, "I've figured it out now...Actually, I don't necessarily really like you...Go to school At that time, when I was studying psychology, our teacher said that people have a herd mentality, so seeing that Ye Zhi had a crush on you, I started to compete with her, thinking that I should not lose to her, and all I could see was Your merits... But I forgot, you are not worthy of me at all, so you should go and harm Ye Zhi."

Yang Sisi's words became more and more ugly, but when I didn't want to take it to heart, she cried herself. She looked very painful, which made me doubt the authenticity of her words.

Yang Sisi said to me again: "I have nothing else to ask for on the plane back to Shanghai tomorrow afternoon. I just hope you can use this little ninja to take me to the airport and keep it safe for me. When I come back from studying abroad, I will I'll come to you again."

"Well, I'll keep it safe for you. If you don't want to come to Dali when the time comes, I'll help you ship it to Shanghai with logistics."

"One day, I won't thank you either."

"you are welcome."

Yang Sisi was silent for a while, and then sighed with emotion in a low voice: "By that time, you should get married and have children, right?... You're already in your 30s!"

"Don't you feel tired of thinking so far into the future for me?"

"Not tired... not tired at all."

After Yang Sisi finished speaking, she told me not to forget about taking her to the airport tomorrow afternoon, and then she left here too... At the moment she left, I felt the sparkling Erhai Lake for the first time. It is particularly poignant!It's like a relationship has come to an end, leaving only good memories, turned into light, reflected on the sea.

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Not long after Yang Sisi left, I took a photo of the inn that had become ruins and posted it in my circle of friends. I didn't deliberately express my loss and depression, but just said "goodbye" very reluctantly.After 10 minutes, I finally left here with not much luggage, and then went to Jiulongju...

If there is anything I have gained in Jiulongju so far, it is my friend Brother Ping. He not only went outside the street to help me carry some luggage, but also made some home-cooked dishes by himself in the evening. Accompany me to drink several bottles of Erguotou.

Brother Ping said that he was very happy, because after being bored in Jiulongju for so long, he finally waited for me, a friend who can talk.But when I wanted to talk to him about why he gave up BJ and came to live in Dali, he obviously had reservations and was unwilling to tell me the real reason, which made him even more mysterious!

Anyway, I think that there must be an unknown story behind a person who can afford five sets of shops in Jiulongju, who is already in middle age but has no woman to accompany him.

I can't help but think of Director Ma again. At that time, he also became brothers with me with such a mysterious halo; now, I don't know how he is living after he has uncovered his scars and faced life directly, and Dali's life may be like this , when a friend leaves, he will make new friends again and again, the only constant may be the loneliness that has been integrated into the bones, which has nothing to do with the number of friends, sometimes just because you see someone In the evening, when you light a cigarette or light a cigarette, you feel lonely for no reason, but this kind of loneliness is also divided into places. The loneliness in Dali is more of a confused attribute, while the loneliness in Shanghai , but full of oppression and tension, these two kinds of loneliness are different, if I have to choose one, I would rather be confused... because confusion represents the unknown, and the unknown is the necessary condition for miracles to happen.

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Halfway through the drink, Director Ma, who seldom contacted me after leaving, finally called me. It was demolished today, he must have wanted to say a few words to me.

I took a puff of cigarette, and then pressed the answer button. Director Ma's voice was very deep, and he said to me: "I saw the news of your circle of friends."

"Well, the inn was demolished, it happened in the afternoon."

The horse guides silence, and silence is a sign of grief.

After finally talking to him, I didn't want to have this kind of atmosphere, so I smiled and asked him, "How are you doing?"

"I can't say it's good, and I can't say it's bad...it's good and bad."

"what happened?"

"I feel that Bai Lu is quite wronged by following me like this."

"She is willing, and she shouldn't feel wronged..." After thinking about it, I said, "You guys should find a place to settle down first, it's not a problem to keep floating like this."

"I haven't found a comfortable place yet."

I asked in a joking tone, "Did you feel uncomfortable anywhere after staying in Dali for a long time?"

"Dali is pretty good. If you don't want to work, you can support yourself by finding a bar and singing; if you are depressed, you can relax by smoking a cigarette by the Erhai Lake; a new place, a new start, you know, I am not alone People who like to make friends, this kind of personality will hinder Bai Lu."

"She wouldn't think so, it really can't... After this matter is over, you can still go back to Dali."

Director Ma was silent again, then changed the subject and asked me, "How are Tie Nan and Tao Zi doing?"

"The two of them...they're pretty good. Tao Zi recently found a bartending job in a bar. Although Tie Nan has nothing to do for the time being, he still has some spare money, so he can live on."

"That's good...Tie Nan sometimes likes to act emotionally. You should remind him more by his side. I think what should be done and what should not be done. You are more measured than him... When necessary Give him a hand."

"Don't worry, I'm definitely looking forward to him."

"Well... Take care too, think about the best in everything, and don't trap yourself with your thoughts."

"What you said is a bit deep. What does it mean to trap yourself with your thoughts?"

Director Ma smiled, but didn't give me a specific explanation, and then hung up the phone in silence... I didn't think too much about why he told me that, but I felt a little bit sorry for his state Worried, he shouldn't be worried that he is dragging Bai Lu down, I think that the two of them should be equal when they are together, and then go to suffer together and enjoy together...

(End of this chapter)