I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 155
It was Yang Sisi's words that hurt more than the cold wind, but after a short period of pain, her temperature came from her back again, feeling her faint femininity, and I somehow felt like returning to my youth. Just like one summer, it was a sweaty boy running on the basketball court, a young girl in a white skirt holding a textbook, and the corners of her skirt were blown up by the wind, and everyone was busy falling in love after a ringing bell impulse……

This kind of delusion is easier to get drunk than wine. I have even forgotten how miserable and unbearable I was in Shanghai these years, and there is no Lu Jia or Wang Lei in my life, only that memory In the middle of the summer, I was wearing a clean school uniform, with a fashionable three to seven point hairstyle, whistling to the seniors and the frivolousness of the juniors...

My heart just melted like this, leaving only the last bit of clear consciousness telling myself that only the youthful and invincible Yang Sisi can give me these ecstatic feelings.

But, I can't like her, just like a youth that never returns, I have passed the age of living by feeling; I believe that if I am still in college, Yang Sisi and I will become a couple that is envied by others , but people are really divided into stages...and at this stage, I don't like love supported by feelings and romance, so I prefer mature and stable women, and I'm not lying.

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Once Dali enters winter, it seldom rains anymore, but at this moment, there is light rain in the sky, and they fall on my face little by little, which makes me wake up.I took out a cigarette with my hand, rubbed it back and forth, but didn't light it, and I remembered some feelings in my heart before Yang Sisi came.

I said to myself, if there was a woman who hugged me from behind at that moment, I would love her fiercely, because she is the woman in this world who knows what I need most in my heart.

However, Yang Sisi was a little bit off, so I didn't take this idea to heart, and I didn't pay much attention to it.

Thinking about it, this was probably a trick played by fate and me. It touched my heart, but it didn't give me enough pleasure, so of course I wouldn't be ready to bleed and sacrifice because of it.

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The next moment, I pushed Yang Sisi away, then smiled at her and said, "Is there a fire? I want to smoke a cigarette."

Yang Sisi looked at me a little confused, then wiped away tears, and said to me: "Didn't you just smoke a cigarette, you have a fire, why do you want me?"

"Then I won't smoke."

"Just say what you have to say, don't go around with me."

I looked at the inn, and suddenly felt a sore feeling in my nose. I wanted to cry... because after coming to Dali, I didn't gain anything, but I lost a little bit, and what I lost, including my friends, I career, and a girl who likes me.

To be honest, I hate myself for being so incompetent, but there are so many people and things I want to protect.

I finally smiled and said to Yang Sisi: "You go back, if you are later, it will be difficult to hail a taxi here."

"I'll go straight back to Shanghai, okay?"

I looked at Yang Sisi in surprise, and was speechless for a while.

Yang Sisi chased after him and asked again, "Are you okay?"

"You don't need to ask for my opinion. If you want to go back, no one can stop you."

But Yang Sisi laughed, and she replied: "I still want to be naive for a while, and then remember what the best self looks like, and when I really want to leave... I will not be the current Yang Sisi, because After going through some things, do people always grow up..." After a short pause, she continued: "However, I will not become a woman like Ye Zhi... because some things in my bones cannot be changed. Yes, and Yang Sisi will never regard Ye Zhi as the object of her pursuit, because she is not better than me... If you all use the ability to make money as the standard for measuring whether you are good enough, then you will be me I didn't say this... In this regard, I admit that I will never be as good as her."

After a while of silence, I said: "Yes... In fact, in the eyes of some people, you are the best, because what everyone likes cannot be exactly the same."

Yang Sisi looked at me with a half-smile, and then asked, "So, do you like women who can make money?"

I was silent for a while again: "...Actually, being a little boy and being willing to be raised by a woman is also a kind of ability... But, I don't have such ability... You know, since I came to Dali, I've been doing it all the time. Find a way to make money."

"Are you explaining so much because you are afraid that I will look down on you?"

I took a look at Yang Sisi and replied seriously: "You can misunderstand me, but there are some things about principles that you cannot misunderstand."

"Don't worry... I won't misunderstand you... In my heart, you are a capable man, but you are a bit unlucky... But as long as you are a human being, times will always come and go. As long as you persist, you will get better." alright."

"What you said warms my heart."

Only then did Yang Sisi smile, and replied: "I just want to put you in a good mood before I leave, so that I won't be in Dali in the future, and all you think about is the side of me that makes you unhappy."

I responded to her with a smile, without saying a word, and then took off my jacket and covered her head. It was raining heavily at the moment, and I was afraid that she would catch a cold.

After a while, the car called by Yang Sisi arrived, but when she got in the car, she was unwilling to return the jacket to me. She said that the clothes were not only warm, but also looked good on her, so she wanted to take them away and keep them. As a commemoration, maybe I will use it when it is cold abroad in the future.

I was very upset, I knew she wasn't really greedy for this jacket, she just wanted to use it to tell me that she had made up her mind to leave Dali and would leave at any time.

I hope she can become mature and stable after this. As for whether she loves me or not, whether she will forget me or not is not that important, as long as she can be truly happy!

I believe that even Lu Jia, who has loved each other deeply, can let go of me and fall in love with others, not to mention Yang Sisi, who knows nothing and has never experienced anything... One day, she will find out that this world There are many men who are better than me in the world, but with her conditions, I am afraid that she will be dazzled in the future.

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The next day, I got up early, and after setting up the group of guests who had just arrived, I rode to "Jiulongju". I still wanted to talk to Brother Ping, because he had already He has been staying for some years, so he must know better than me whether the room type here is suitable for being converted into a temporary inn, and understanding this is also the first step in whether my plan to make quick money can be successfully implemented.

When I arrived, Brother Ping had just opened the door of the coffee shop, and he was sitting at a table outside, smoking a cigarette and yawning.

I put the breakfast I bought on the way in front of him, and said, "I bought soy milk and pancakes for you... I guess you haven't had breakfast yet, so eat it while it's hot."

Brother Ping took a look at the convenience bag containing breakfast, and then sighed: "I didn't expect you to be so warm-hearted. I haven't eaten breakfast for some days."

"You can't skip breakfast."

"I'm so late, sometimes I just eat breakfast and lunch together for convenience."

I smiled and replied, "You better cherish your own body, you eat first... I'll ask you something after eating."

"Okay... If you want to ask anything, just ask; don't delay my eating."

I looked around first, and then asked, "Are the shops on this commercial street similar in layout to yours?"

"I don't understand what you mean by the pattern."

"The first floor is used as a pavement, and the second floor can be used for living."

"Oh...you said this!... Half of this street is full of shops like mine." Pausing for a while, Brother Ping pointed to an empty shop opposite and said, "See, as long as one If the pavement of the first floor does not exceed 30 square meters, the second floor can be used for living; it is estimated that the developer wanted to design it for both commercial and residential purposes, so the pavement of this type of apartment has reserved bathrooms and rooms on the second floor. The sewer pipes in the kitchen can live in with a little renovation.”

Brother Ping's words made me happy, because it further verified the feasibility of my idea. I smiled and asked him: "Brother Ping, can I go to the second floor where you live to have a look later?"

(End of this chapter)