I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 154
After Yang Sisi paid the fare, she opened the car door and stood between Cao Xiaobei and me. She looked displeased at first, and then asked Cao Xiaobei, "What do you mean by looking for him?"

Cao Xiaobei was not submissive in front of Yang Sisi like Xiaobao, he replied in a very neither humble nor overbearing way: "I just don't think it's appropriate for you to live with a man."

"We have other friends living together, and he's not the only one, why is it inappropriate?"

"You two other friends will always encounter something. When you are not in Dali, can you live together as a lonely man and a widow?"

It could be seen that Yang Sisi was very angry, but Cao Xiaobei said that she was speechless.I couldn't help but take another look at her. At this moment, she was wearing a short red down jacket, and a pair of loose white woolen pants on her lower body. In addition to being very fashionable, it also made her look youthful and invincible... ...I'm sure that when she has a certain amount of experience and gradually matures, she will not lose to Ye Zhi in terms of temperament and appearance.

After a moment of silence, Yang Sisi finally spoke: "My parents never cared about me like that, I don't need you to think so much for me."

Cao Xiaobei felt that he couldn't communicate with Yang Sisi, so he turned to me and said, "You'd better remember what I just said... I'll talk to you again in two days."

I smiled and said, "I am a person who likes to chat, as long as I am free, you are always welcome."

Cao Xiaobei glanced at me with a half-smile, and then put on the helmet. After starting the motorcycle, he said to Yang Sisi: "I'll go first. If you have time tomorrow, I'll take you to the ring road." Take a ride on the sea road."

This time, Yang Sisi gave Cao Xiaobei face, and she replied, "We'll talk about it tomorrow."

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The sound of the locomotive gradually faded away, and the whole dragon niche fell into a strange silence again. After looking at me for a while, Yang Sisi asked, "What did Xiaobei tell you just now?"

"It's just that we don't agree to live together."

"Don't say it so harshly, don't you still have Sister Taozi and Tie Nan... Before renting this house, I have thought about it, it is impossible for me to live with you alone."

I just smoked and didn't talk.

Yang Sisi seldom showed embarrassment on her face. Perhaps, she also knew in her heart that it was inappropriate for everyone to live together with no names and distinctions, but she brought this matter up to me by accident, and then Cao Xiaobei said so. Once you make a fuss, it becomes even more inappropriate!

After a while, she finally said to me again: "It's up to you whether you live or not. Anyway, Sister Taozi and the others have already lived there, so I won't be bored."

I sighed softly, and then asked her seriously: "How long are you going to stay in Dali?"

"Leave when you feel tired...Anyway, I'm different from you, and I don't have to stay here."

"Ah."

"What do you mean by asking me that?"

I have a lot of thoughts in my heart, but for some reason, I can't say it out, I'm afraid she will lose my temper with me, and finally I just replied in a very routine way: "It's not interesting, I just want to care about you..." After a short pause , I asked her again: "How did you meet this Cao Xiaobei?"

"I have another friend who belongs to the same motorcycle club as him. After we had dinner together, we got to know each other."

"Do you know who he is from?"

"I don't know, I haven't gotten to know him well enough to say anything."

I took a puff of cigarette, exhaled lightly in the psychedelic night, and then whispered again: "You think you haven't gotten to know him well enough, but he is quite interesting to you."

"I can't control what other people think... Similarly, others can't interfere with what I think."

"Why do I think you have something to say?"

"I'm not as complicated as you. I've always spoken very simply..."

After finishing speaking, Yang Sisi looked across the sea, she seemed to have a lot of thoughts, not as simple as she boasted at all, and I just stood beside her silently, after smoking a cigarette, I lit it again One, in fact, I already feel that my throat is a little sore, but besides smoking, I don't know what else to do at this delicate moment.

Finally, Yang Sisi asked me again: "Did Xiaobei threaten you?"

"You don't have to worry about this...he's not the kind of person who doesn't know what to do. He knows what he can do and what he can't do...but the premise is that he still has fantasies about you in his heart."

"I never thought of making him fall in love with me."

I smiled and said, "Do you think the emergence of love is determined by whether you want it or not?"

"That's because I'm too naturally beautiful... It's normal for him to be unable to hold back!"

I raised my hand, then put it down: "Forget it, I don't know what else to say."

"Then let's talk about you and Ye Zhibei... You should have had a lot of contact these two days, right?"

"Not as much as you think."

"However, I really think she is very kind to you. I heard from Tie Nan that she took over Sister Bailu's previous bar. Who knows why she did this! ... Also, I used to So seriously, I introduced my cousin to her, but my cousin told me that she has not responded once to contact her in the past two days, and she is not that busy, right? She is actually rejecting my cousin indirectly. "

"It's her personal business, I don't know."

"Then you always know whether you like her or not?"

The cigarette I held in my hand almost burned me. After holding it between my fingers again, I looked at Yang Sisi and asked, "If you were a man, would you like her?"

"Like it, why don't you like it...so...you are also indirectly admitting that you like her?"

When Yang Sisi was talking, there were tears in her eyes. I knew she liked me, but it was a wrong love. I knew that I couldn't delay her like this, so I made up my mind and replied: "I like it very much. , I like women who are more mature and dignified... My ex-girlfriend is also like this."

"Oh..." Yang Sisi responded, but laughed again, she said in a low voice, "Thank you, for making me understand that there are some things in this world that cannot be accomplished with your dedication and hard work." ... Between people, the most important thing is to look at feelings, just like I don't like Xiao Bao and Xiao Bei... How can I feel the pain in their hearts that they can't get?"

"Yes."

I responded, and then I couldn't meet Yang Sisi's eyes, so I turned to face Erhai Lake, which was probably where I was standing before...

Suddenly, there was a burst of warmth behind me, and Yang Sisi's breath came around my neck, like a burst of fragrance... She hugged me from behind, choked up and said: "I am immature and not dignified... ...but I just like the feeling of being with you...it's okay, you don't have to accept me...or you can use all excuses to perfuse me...Anyway, I will get better slowly, because many mature people have told Me, time will heal everything in the end...Maybe one day, I will mature and stabilize...I won't like you as much as I do now!"

(End of this chapter)