I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 143 The Desire to Fight

After Bai Lu and Director Ma left, except for the crying of the child, no one at the scene made a sound. Compared with Bai Lu's parents who were heartbroken, we people are much more rational, at least I have thoughts in my heart...

This lasted for 10 minutes before Bai Lu's family took the child and left the Dragon Shrine. Things seemed to have calmed down, but none of us rushed back to the inn. We kept watching Bai Lu and the one who directed Ma to leave. The direction, I can't come back to God for a long time.

The first person to speak was Tao Zi, she seemed to be talking to herself, and she seemed to be saying to us: "That child just now really broke my heart... I don't believe that Bai Lu is a cruel woman who can put She has been forced to this point, and she dare not think about how unhappy her marriage is!"

Tie Nan lit a cigarette and replied angrily, "Guo Yang is just a beast...he not only ruined Bai Lu's life, but also ruined this child's life too!"

I added another sentence: "Director Ma was also hurt by him... so I hope that Director Ma can get rid of this thorn in his heart, and be with Bai Lu well... No matter what, they can't let each other down people."

Tie Nan nodded first, and then said: "When I think of this grandson, I get angry...Mi Gao, should we teach that grandson a lesson, anyway, I can't swallow this breath, obviously he did the bad things, But in the end it was Bai Lu and Lao Ma who were carrying their names, this world can't be so unfair!"

Before I could open my mouth, Tao Zi took the words and accused: "Tie Nan, let me tell you, don't think about it, this Guo Yang is not a good person, and you and Mi Gao are the kind of impulsive people who just look forward to the future. Disregarding personality, if there is a conflict, it might be a big deal, and this is on other people's territory, even if you have three heads and six arms, you can't take advantage of it!"

Tie Nan replied: "Look at what you said, people can't have a sense of justice?"

"The loss that Mi Gao suffered from Cao Jinbo last time was not enough to teach a bloody lesson... Can't you have a sense of judging the situation?"

Tie Nan took a sharp puff of cigarette and stopped talking back to Tao Zi, and I can really understand how he feels at this moment, because like him, I am bursting with the helplessness of a small person in my heart... If there is such a heaven-sent opportunity, I really want to teach the two grandsons Cao Jinbo and Guo Yang a hard lesson.

Especially Guo Yang, if his evil cannot be exposed in front of everyone, then Bai Lu and Director Ma can only live in the dark side of this society forever, and suffer infamy... This is definitely not what I would like to see as a friend... I I especially hope that when they return to Dali, public opinion can give them justice, and this kind of "waiting" is the most meaningful for us.

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After standing for a while, Tie Nan and Tao Zi returned to the inn, while Ye Zhi and I were still standing outside. I believe that even if she is a complete bystander, this incident will not affect her less than me , because just half an hour ago, Bai Lu had explained with an almost cruel practical action what it meant to "wait" and what it meant to "turn around and leave".

I lit a cigarette, then looked at her, and asked, "After experiencing those things just now, do you have a lot of feelings in your heart?"

No, but Ye Zhi shook her head and said to me: "I only have one question in my heart, what kind of power made Bai Lu make this decision?... What she gave up is not only a marriage, but also her own. child."

"If you knew what his ex-husband was like and what he did, you wouldn't ask me that."

Ye Zhi was silent for a while, and then said: "Can I understand that if a person changes his (her) inherent state, or insists on thinking for many years, it must be because of external stimulation? If not Ma guides this person, Bai Lu may still endure this marriage and her ex-husband?"

I touched my cheek subconsciously. The reason why I did this habitual action was because I couldn't fully understand what she wanted to express to me...Different from Yang Sisi's straightforward, her way of expressing is often Tend to rational and reserved.

But this is also normal, she is a woman who has been fighting in the mall all year round, she will definitely have reservations when she speaks and does things, if she is seen through by others at a glance, it is her real taboo.

After being silent for a while, I finally replied: "I don't think this has much to do with the appearance of Director Ma... Her change should come from the despair in her heart."

Ye Zhi didn't speak.

But I suddenly understood the purpose of her just asking that question: she must be struggling in her heart now, she should have already made up her mind to give up the promise of waiting, but she lacks a strong reason...

I took a puff of cigarette, and after I had some courage in my heart, I asked her again: "The reason why you haven't completely let go of your inner obsession is because you haven't waited for the man who can make your heart move again, right? ?”

"Can I not answer?"

Her refusal made me a little embarrassed, and when I wanted to say something to her, she had already turned and left... She didn't go back to the inn, but walked along Huanhai Road to the pier with seagulls on Erhai Lake.

I shook my head first, then looked at her back and smiled, it turns out that she is as strong as Ye Zhi, but she also struggles in her heart, and sometimes she can't see through.

On the other hand, in some aspects, Yang Sisi really understands better than us, and she is more free and easy... In her world, there are not so many trade-offs, and there are not so many mutual temptations. She is like a piece of raw material. Jade, as long as she meets a good sculptor, she can make her fall in love so much.

It's a pity that my hands that have been polished by the years can no longer afford such an expensive carving knife!
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I have been sitting by the Erhai Lake for three consecutive evenings, not for anything else, just want to put myself in the feeling of loneliness, knead, knead...

I was really lonely, especially after Director Ma and Bai Lu left.

In the past three days, I always think of some scenes when the inn just opened: At that time, I was really lucky to have such a team by my side... In this team, Tetsuo is good at communication, and Tao Zi is good at bartending Unique skills, Director Ma can sing, can repair the decoration, Bailu has a lot of social resources, plus I have work experience; no matter how you look at it, this is a team that can shine...

But I don't know why, it seems that it was just a nap, and it turned into this bleak look.

I'm thinking about it, and I'm even more frustrated...

Facing the wind blowing from the other side, I finally lit myself a cigarette...

After taking a deep breath, the surrounding area began to be smoky, and I couldn't help but think of the buddy I persuaded... I don't know, did he fight as he said when he returned to his own city?
I suddenly felt a little tired of myself... because I should fight more than that buddy, but recently, I have thought too much about personal relationship issues.

I came to Dali with a mission, but I took the loneliness and loneliness in my heart more seriously. This is simply a bastard!
I closed my eyes, exhaled heavily, and put my hand into the Erhai Lake...

In the cold feeling, I seem to see Wang Lei's dusty but friendly smile again... Her smile seems to be repairing the broken me, I gradually become whole, and then a burst of passionate struggle burst out in my heart feel.

Not for anything else, just for a promise of mine...I hate waiting, but I still want to stay at the foot of Cangshan Mountain, beside Erhai Lake...waiting for those who have already left but are destined to return to this land.

I hope that the day they come back, there will be no broken souls, only beautiful romance.

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I was immersed in this burst of desire to fight for a long time, and when I came back to my senses, Ye Zhi and Yang Sisi had already sent a message on my WeChat.

Ye Zhi asked me to take her to the bar that Bai Lu was going to transfer to. If there is no problem, she can sign the contract with us tonight and give us the transfer fee.

Yang Sisi is very life, she wants me to go to the vegetable market to buy some food, and then go to her place to cook.

Neither of these two things can bother me...

I plan to ask Ye Zhi to eat at Yang Sisi's place first, and then take Yang Sisi to the bar that will soon belong to Ye Zhi.

I swear, this decision has no intention of causing trouble to Yang Sisi and Ye Zhi at all... I always feel that the three of us came to Dali from Shanghai together and became friends. This is already a very special fate. Now they If there is a conflict between them, I must spare no effort to mediate.

What's more, Yang Sisi really misunderstood Ye Zhi. If Ye Zhi was really cold-hearted, she wouldn't take over Bai Lu's bar and give us a chance to fight again.

(End of this chapter)