I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 13 We Are Not Couples
After chatting with Tie Nan for a few words, Director Ma also came to me with a camera, and he said to me: "Tie Nan said that your female friend is good-looking, I have never met her, you have her here Send me a photo, and I will show it to the person in charge of the team. Although I am in charge of this matter, I still have to go through the cutscene."

"Do you want me to give you one of my photos?"

"You don't use it, I don't give you close-up shots, mainly to highlight women."

Frustrated, I still found a selfie of Yang Sisi in her circle of friends, added Director Ma’s WeChat account, and sent it to him.

Director Ma looked at it with an artistic eye for a while, and then asked me: "Is there any difference between the real person and the one shown in the photo?"

I thought about it and replied, "Basically not."

Tie Nan also came over at this time, and after he glanced at the photo, he echoed, "It's not that there are basically none, it's not at all... That girl's appearance is really nothing to say, you have to believe my vision, I don’t have much talent, so I only have a strong point of seeing people.”

Director Ma nodded and replied after a while: "I didn't know what a flower is stuck in cow dung before, but now I understand!"

I smiled helplessly and scolded: "Fuck, can you still live in the same house?...I'm not kidding, this girl is really not my girlfriend...I don't have that blessing!"

When I said this sentence, the smile gradually solidified on my face.I inevitably thought of Lu Jia again, that woman who had many material demands on me.If it wasn't her who was with me these years, but a girl like Yang Sisi, how would I live now?
I have no conclusions, I just feel that I can't afford it, I am not arrogant enough to think that I have any magical attraction, I will attract a rich lady like Yang Sisi, and then I will be attached to a prominent family and live a life of luxury .

In a trance, Director Ma suddenly patted my shoulder and asked me: "Is she really your girlfriend?"

"It's really not, at most it's a bit of fellowship. She is from Shanghai, and I have worked in Shanghai for several years. In addition, her father and my former leader are friends."

"Then introduce it to me. I really like this kind of girl. She is white and clean, and she doesn't look like she's pretending."

I almost choked on the smoke that I hadn't passed my lungs. I just thought Director Ma made a joke with me, so I also joked and replied: "When you take pictures of her tomorrow, you can talk to her and say It might not be possible to have a chat."

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Lying on the bed, I couldn't fall asleep for a long time. I first looked for a movie and watched it for a while, and then watched a football live broadcast for a while, but they all gave me a dull feeling, and I didn't find a better one. There is no way to consume the time of this night, so every minute and every second becomes difficult.

I couldn't help recalling, and I thought of every bit of my time with Wang Lei in Shanghai these years.Because of our occupations, we are not from the same world at all, but we can still help each other. She is like one of my closest comrades-in-arms in that city, so after her death, I am more than ever Lonely.

Yes, her death gave me unprecedented loneliness, and Lu Jia's departure is an unspeakable pain.Therefore, these two different feelings also show the different positions of the two women in my heart.And in the instant daze, I couldn't tell which of them was more important to me.

The only clear thing is that they are all my past tense.At this moment, no matter how many times I think about them, the pain and loneliness I get will have multiple weights.Therefore, I am even more eager for the city of Dali, which can turn me into a bird with wings, and then fly up, not to look at the past that should have been buried in the mud.

Thinking, thinking, I gradually felt tired, and then fell asleep.From past experience, I would definitely dream about some people and things from the past, but this night it went backwards, the city of Dali became the background of my dream, I dreamed of Yang Sisi, she was actually in broad daylight Next, he slapped me for no reason, and slapped me from dream to reality.

I sat up from the bed and looked at the time subconsciously. It was already six o'clock in the morning, so I simply didn't sleep.Amidst Tetsuo's snoring, I went to the yard, then lay down on the recliner that Tetsuo often used, looked at the half-gray and half-blue sky, and then saw the morning sun showing a corner, it hid In the thick clouds, it seems to be struggling to get out.

I lit a cigarette, and my mind cleared up a lot. I knew that I had such a dream because I felt guilty for Yang Sisi.In fact, her return to Shanghai or her stay in Dali didn't have much impact on me. My sense of guilt is just because I saw her efforts to stay in Dali, but I didn't witness it with my own eyes. Knowing how she lived in Shanghai, so at this time, I can't judge whether she will return to Shanghai or study abroad, which will be more beneficial to her tomorrow.

But I know that she will hate me.

……

As it was getting brighter, Director Ma also got up after me. He invited an accompanying makeup artist and found an open-top JEEP car, and Tetsuo acted as his assistant, responsible for moving equipment and scheduling.

At seven o'clock, Yang Sisi came to the inn where we were staying on time. After introducing each other, the makeup artist began to make up for her, and I sat silently behind her and watched...

Yang Sisi was a girl she knew very well, and soon she had a lively chat with the makeup artist...

After a while, the make-up artist turned her head and said to me with considerable admiration: "Mi Gao, your girlfriend's skin is really good, as expected, she came from the Jiangnan water town, basically you don't need to deal with it, the effect will come out Already!"

I had no words, and Yang Sisi replied a little unhappy: "Do you really think we are a good match... or Mi Gao, you bastard, lied to me again. In fact, the people who take this kind of work in Dali are male and female friends. ?So whoever sees us will have to misunderstand."

The makeup artist looked at me embarrassedly, then at Yang Sisi, and asked, "Don't you guys?..."

Yang Sisi said very angrily: "If you say that again, I will be really angry!... He and I are not from the same world, how can we be boyfriend and girlfriend, and if he dies in the future, I will have to live for a long time. Just because of this, he is too embarrassed to think about me!"

The makeup artist smiled and replied: "Actually, I also heard what Tie Nan said. When I first met you two, I was quite puzzled. This doesn't look very good..." As if realizing that she had offended me, she He hurriedly looked at me again, and added: "What I said doesn't match, I mean your age, nothing else."

I covered my chest and said with a painful expression: "Sister, you still don't need to explain, I feel like you stabbed me in the chest again. Really, I remember my mother called me baby son when she came to Shanghai to look for me last year." , It’s only been a year, and I’ve looked so old?”

Yang Sisi immediately vomited, but couldn't help smiling, and called me "shameless".

……

At 08:30, Tetsuo bought breakfast for us. In order to catch up with the best shooting time, we took the breakfast to the car and ate it while walking.And the itinerary along the way gave me, a person who came to Dali for the first time, a deeper understanding of Dali.

Before this, I always thought that the "Ma Jiuyi" where I lived was the best place to see the sea view, but when I arrived at the Shuanglang on the other side of the sea, I found that the sea view here is not inferior at all, even better than "Ma Jiuyi" .It's a pity that due to policy reasons, the sea view inns here have been ordered to close down. In addition to road repairs, it still gives people some bad experiences.

When the car circled the sea and arrived at the "Digse Town", it really gave people a feeling of a unique cave, and the place we are going to shoot today is also set here.

Tie Nan stopped the car near the beach, and the makeup artist began to help Yang Sisi make up some details, and I got out of the car with Director Ma first.Not long after that, I received a message from Lao Huang.

He said that he had brought his son Xiaobao and Yang Sisi's parents to the airport, and he asked me to take Yang Sisi to the "Golf Garden Hotel" near the ancient city before 12 o'clock.

Although my heart was full of guilt, I still gave Lao Huang an affirmative answer.I don't think I'm a hypocrite, but at this moment, I hypocritically hope that Yang Sisi will be happier when she returns to Shanghai, or after studying abroad, than when she was in Dali.

I also hope that she and Xiaobao can have a true love with sincerity, so that she will be a truly happy woman in the next few decades.

……

In a daze, the makeup artist had already led Yang Sisi to stand beside me, Director Ma held the camera and said to us: "Let's take a group of road photos first... Later, you all climbed on the hood of the car, and the movements were a little bit It's dangerous, the men should take care of the women more, and try to do it all over again."

I put Yang Sisi on the hood of the car, and when I wanted to climb up, Director Ma suddenly stopped me and said, "Wait a minute, this promotional photo mainly highlights women, I will take a few pictures for her first." Group."

I stepped aside consciously, and Yang Sisi made a face at me to laugh at my merciless neglect.

Yang Sisi seems to have taken such a promotional photo before, so basically she didn't need Director Ma to guide her, so she made a few good looks naturally. Director Ma also looked very professional, just for a short while, he I have already changed many difficult shooting poses, capturing every moving detail of Yang Sisi on this road around the sea.

After a while, I also got on the hood of the car, Director Ma took a few steps back, and then motioned for me to hug Yang Sisi... However, when I remembered that this girl was Lao Huang's prospective daughter-in-law, I couldn't let go.

Director Ma reminded me several times, but I failed to make a look that satisfied him. Yang Sisi gloated and said to me immediately: "You are a person with a big mouth. I really want you to make a little bit better than men and women. When it comes to the boundary, you will be discouraged immediately."

I replied a little unhappy: "Yesterday, you told me not to take advantage of you, and now you are making sarcastic remarks. How many fucking faces do you have?"

"Of course you can't take advantage of me. You'd better hold your own. Don't let me think you're a rogue."

(End of this chapter)