I'm waiting for you in the wind and snow

Chapter 113 Tell You A Joke
The cigarette in my hand has been smoked, but I feel that I lack a little motivation to leave, because I am tired of the 1300-kilometer long road, but I am alone alone; These men... I should have gained something after spending so much effort.But apart from being stood by Ye Zhi and taught me how to be a person at the height of business talk and business, I really got nothing.

Thinking of her heart, there is actually a man whom she misses all the time, and the degree of my frustration seems to be aggravated!So, I took out another cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it...

I know it's not good, but I really can't stand the torment in my heart, so I can only use this most accustomed way to dispel the depression brought by this small county.

After taking two sips, a 7-seater commercial vehicle stopped beside me...

The window of the driver's cab was open, and a young man with no hair was holding a cigarette in his hand, then smiled at me and said, "Dude, the cigarette lighter in the car is broken, please borrow a light."

I looked around and found that I was the only one holding a cigarette in my hand on the whole street, so I didn't think much about it, and after taking the lighter out of the cigarette case, I walked towards him.

When he took the lighter from my hand, he also grabbed my wrist firmly. Before I could react, the rear doors were all opened, and then four people came out from the left and right sides, the one closest to me A person, holding a steel pipe, hit me on the back of the head regardless of 21.

I reacted quickly, I broke free from that person, and at the same time lowered my head to dodge the stick, but the other person kicked towards me, but I couldn't dodge it no matter what, and there was a piercing pain in my lower abdomen , The taste of stomach acid is full in the throat.

The next moment, two people who jumped out from the other side of the car also surrounded me, and then you greeted me with punches and kicks. Although I can fight, I really can't stand up to so many people.

In the chaos, I tripped over something and fell to the ground. I knew that the beating was inevitable, so I curled up and held my head. I was shocked and angry, and at the same time, I also endured bursts of piercing pain.

After being kicked on the head by someone again, I even had a feeling of suffocation for a while, and at this moment, I finally heard someone say: "Brothers, just give him a little bit of suffering, don't really give it to me!" I was disabled..." After finishing speaking, he seemed to say to me: "Boy... I beat you to make you remember, it's not something you can control in the future, don't be so fucking brave... This time I will teach you a little lesson , next time something bad happens, I'll fucking beat you to death!"

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After a long delay, I finally sat up from the ground, then moved my joints, and found that I could still move.

These people didn't kill me, but it was dark enough, I could feel a lot of bruises on my body, not so bad, but definitely enough to hurt me for a while; and the corners of my mouth It's also broken, and that's what hurts me the most, because I can't hide the beating from anyone because I'm disfigured. Apart from saving face, I don't want others to worry about me.

Over the years, I have done everything I can do by myself.

At this time, someone finally surrounded me and asked me if I wanted to call the police...

I shook my head, because I didn't hurt my muscles and bones, and those people came prepared, so the car didn't even have a license plate. Even if the police came, they wouldn't really go there for such a trivial matter as a fight. Set a goal of solving the case; what's more, this is still out of town, and walking around the police station will only waste my own time, but there is no result at all.

Someone asked me again: "Young man, do you have any friends? Hurry up and call them and ask them to come pick you up and take you to the hospital... I think those people are not easy to deal with!"

I thought of Ye Zhi who had just left, but I didn't have the urge to contact her; I knew that the group of people who beat me was recruited by the person who touched me just now, so I didn't want her to feel sorry for me feel.

I finally said: "It's okay, sir, my own car is parked next to it... you all go away." After I finished speaking, I moved my hands and feet again.

Everyone saw that there was nothing wrong with me, and it cleared up after a while, so I took out a crumpled cigarette from my pocket and lit it. When the smell of tobacco mixed with the smell of blood stimulated my palate, my heart gradually felt A burst of indescribable soreness.

I don't know why I came all the way here?
我不想挨揍，不想一事无成，也后悔知道她爱着别人……可这一切都发生了！And what's more terrifying than loneliness and helplessness is the stigma that comes with it...

I painfully thought: If Lu Jia saw his situation at this time, he would be glad that he left me so wisely at the beginning... I suffered more and more, and then thought of more unbearable things in this pain images and words.

When the cigarette in my hand was about to run out, the theme song of the Korean drama was played again in the coffee shop... Suddenly, my heart seemed to be broken in the familiar melody, and only then did I realize that I was eager to be comforted !But in seconds, she has gone far away, so she will not find that I am still in place.

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Enduring the pain, I drove the car onto the highway, and then stopped at the viewing platform for the second time in my life; the last time, I had Yang Sisi by my side, and although Ye Zhi was still an out-and-out stranger, she still He is also by his side, but at this moment, he is alone.

Lighting a cigarette, lying on the guardrail overlooking the landscape of this small county, I realized that I am really a very stubborn person; unfortunately, I suffered both physical and mental trauma here, but I still treat this small town The county has a little longing.

我不怕那帮流氓，因为只要我在这里常住，就一定会有揍回他们的那一天；我怕的只是没有一个可以相爱的人陪着，就像此时此刻，一个渺小的自己，却面Facing the most magnificent scenery... and the people around me who also stay here, some people take pictures with their girlfriends, and some people hug each other, looking like they wish they could grow old here. It seems that all the affection should stay here On the viewing platform.

I gradually felt that I was out of place. Before leaving, I took a picture of the scenery here with my mobile phone, and then sent a post with only photos.

I don't want to use this to tell others something, I just want to remind myself to remember the frustration at this moment in the future, and then turn it into motivation to live tenaciously.

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After a while, Yang Sisi first gave me a like, and then sent me a WeChat message: "Why, are you going to go home?"

"Ah."

"Any results?"

"Is being rejected a result?"

"Of course, let me guess how you feel right now."

"You can do whatever you want... I know you like to add insult to injury!"

"Haha...you must be very depressed now, right?"

"I'm not only depressed, but also in pain!"

After the message was sent out, I subconsciously touched my chin that was about to crack from the beating, but Yang Sisi definitely wouldn't associate this pain with the body.

After a while, she texted back: "Stop describing, you have always been a mess in my heart, I can imagine how miserable you are now!"

I turned my back to the scenery outside the observation deck, and unconsciously grinned because of this message. In an instant, there was another piercing pain in the corner of my mouth...

I finally replied: "It's not as miserable as you think. Believe it or not, I'm still in the mood to tell you a joke."

"What joke?"

"When I was in junior high school, I especially admired those gangsters, so I formed a Qinglong gang with a few buddies in the class who had similar grades. We worshiped Guan Erye together and recognized each other as brothers, just to unite It formed a force that cannot be ignored in the school... Later, somehow it reached the headmaster's ears..."

"and then?"

"Then our Azure Dragon Gang will become the Azure Dragon Study Group."

"Hahahahaha...I was eating and almost spit out...Can you stop being so funny?!"

"It's not a joke, it's a real thing... I have never suffered from fighting since I was a child."

"I believe this."

"Well... don't laugh at me, I'm in a good mood. "

"I can rest assured that."

I was stunned for a moment, and then I realized that she didn't really want to make trouble for me, she just used this amusing way to test my mood because she was worried about me.And my performance was not bad, I let her see a fake optimistic self, but my mood was already extremely bad.

I put out my cigarette on the trash can, and then looked up at the endless highway. I knew it was impossible to drive back to Dali today, but I didn’t know which strange city it would be , Take me in as a frustrated person; and what kind of method should I use to survive this night when I am alone?
(End of this chapter)