my dream adventure

Chapter 609 Choices Without Choices
After returning to the academy, Lin Yuan was actually a little uneasy, because he found that standing in this holy mountain was actually very difficult for him to do independently. What he wanted to do and what he could do were not comparable. When he was born, he would face some very serious crises in his life. Maybe this was just his inner thoughts, but he couldn't help feeling uneasy.

He started to wander around in the academy, and during this process, he didn't meet a single acquaintance along the way, but he enjoyed this kind of life very much, a quiet life without being disturbed, Lin Yuan He hadn't seen Aoxue for a long time, and he felt very regretful, what should I say?He always thought Aoxue was his friend.

In the first dream, he kept Aoxue back, but now in the second dream, Aoxue walked away from him, he didn't like this feeling, it was as if he finally got what was in his hand , suddenly disappeared from the front in the blink of an eye.

It seemed like a lifetime away, or it was just a dream. The short-lived dream they spent together, in this short-lived dream, actually felt a strong sense of sadness to Lin Yuan. When staying in this place, he kept recalling many very complicated and helpless thoughts in his mind. He felt that even if Aoxue returned to him now, it would be impossible for him to live with him as he used to. , because they are no longer what they used to be, how can they continue the life they used to live?

When he was walking aimlessly inside the academy, he stood like this, slowly watching all the changes around him, he felt like a bystander, looking at the people around him with huge Different, he felt in a trance that what happened at this moment was just a dream, and he was unwilling to accept this reality, so in his heart, he rejected everything he saw when he rejected it, and rejected what he had seen. See everything and think it's all fake.

If everything is rejected, the reality itself can move forward in the direction of his own fantasy. If that is the case, he is actually not much different from a mental patient.

Lin Yuan was a consultant in the past. Of course, he knew that before people went crazy, they would fall into a situation where they could not see the reality clearly, or the reality gave them huge pressure, great pain, and huge pain that could not be relieved. When the time comes, they will have to put themselves in a cage they have woven.

In this cage, they fantasize about everything they can imagine, and these things are acceptable to them, or how they think things should develop and move forward. In this cage, they continue to suffer, or fall into a certain situation. This is the life of the psychopath, who sees a distorted reality, in a kind of delirious joy.

Of course, Lin Yuan knew that if he really rejected reality, he would enter such a cage. However, would he really choose a false illusion instead of choosing to rely on the direction he can rely on?

Lin Yuan asked himself a question that he couldn't answer. In fact, most of the time, he felt that he had no choice but to do such a multiple-choice question. Was it because he really thought he had the right to choose? ?People think that they have the right to choose, but in fact, most people are just moving forward under the control of fate.

This so-called self-righteousness and this so-called choice are actually things that are difficult for people to perceive in the process of life. Or to put it another way, fate controls which direction you go, and it will Let you automatically and consciously move in that direction, which is the direction you think you choose, you think you choose what you want, but when you look back, you find that what you got is not what you want It's a whole other thing than what you imagined it to be in the first place, and that's what makes the whole world a hypocrisy, a world where there's no real happiness at all.

The happiness that people yearn for does not exist, and the reality that people think does not exist. They only stay in human fantasy. This fantasy, even stretching for thousands of years, came to where Lin Yuan was In this position, he is also just continuing the mistakes made by his ancestors. Lin Yuan is fully aware that the series of things he has done are actually caused by a wrong cognition It seems that it is not his fault, and in fact it is not his fault, but he has no way to evade responsibility.

Looking back, Li Nu finally faced such a problem. He has been looking for a truth or an answer all along, because he was involved in this complicated incident, and everything he encountered was related to Everything in his past is completely different, so he will fall into such a puzzle, he will feel pain, but this pain has not been continued, so for Lin Yuan, in fact, he has been waiting One possibility is that maybe someone will really reveal the truth. In front of him, he may not have to face his so-called fate anymore.

He has always wanted to escape his own destiny, this so-called destiny is Miaoyin, Alice and what they want, the vain dream pinned on him, saving the world, like a heavy and helpless word, these things It's something that he can't bear, but Lin Yuan thinks so on the surface, so he keeps choosing to escape his own fate, and the direction that fate will implicate him to move forward.

But at this time, Li Nu found a big problem, because although he could choose to escape his own fate, fate was constantly choosing him and pulling him into this mandatory world. To come, but fate chooses him to come, so he really has no right to choose.

But the more serious reality is that even if he has no right to choose, even if he is forced to come here, he is still forced to continue to watch the development of the whole incident. He seems to have intervened in the reality of the dream to make Aoxue change his mind, But the real thing is that he didn't change the reality itself at all, because he was just a dream left by the fate of the repeater.

(End of this chapter)