my dream adventure

Chapter 461 The Butterfly Effect (227)

The teacher smiled and shook his head.

"I'm sorry, I feel a little uneasy in my heart, because I found that what I said was too serious, maybe it's because my death is approaching, my views on people and things have changed a little bit, what I have to tell you is I don't want or hope to gain anything from you, so you don't have to be so nervous, don't have to be so stressed, as if saying this is a very heavy task to achieve, but it's actually very simple, I just want to come here to see You, then I’m satisfied, I don’t need to get any promise from you, and I don’t need you to cooperate with me to do anything. To be honest, you have done a good job today, and you also told me your true inner thoughts. Enough is enough, Hu Die is enough, for me, it is enough."

It was enough for him to say a lot, but Hu Die could hear a little regret from his sentences. Although he said it was enough, he basically expressed a kind of reluctance.

"I understand. Whatever you say is what you say. Just be happy. I'm just cooperating with you today. It's as simple as that. It would be a pity to go back like this. Why don't we walk along this night market together?" Let's take a walk in the afternoon, okay?" Hu Die turned around and looked at him.

The teacher showed a sad smile. He said a good word, but his expression was very bad, as if he was expressing with all his heart that he couldn't do it, he couldn't.

"You look very pale, is there something wrong with your body? If you don't feel well, I'd better take you back to the hospital?" The two of them walked for a while, and Hu Die suddenly stopped and looked at him , His eyebrows were all wrinkled into a ball.

Only now did she slowly realize that the other party was a cancer patient, and she couldn't treat him much in this way. Her originally cold heart suddenly began to feel pity.

"I, I'm fine, it's just that I don't eat out often, and I'm somewhat not used to eating outside, and my gastrointestinal function has become very poor after chemotherapy. I should be lying in the hospital now, but I I ran out secretly, but they didn't find me. I guess it's a mess now. That's right. Although I am such a miserable person, I am still a university professor after all. Some things still need to be maintained. If Let them know that if I sneak out to meet you, I guess this topic will be spread by them for several days, and it seems that it is not good for your reputation. If this is the case, we will break up here. It doesn't matter, if you want to go, you can go, don't worry about my thoughts." When he said these words, his complexion was very bad, and he couldn't even stand up, so Hu Die could only help him to sit in a small shop.

"You are always like this, blindly thinking that I am a child protecting me, but refusing to tell me the reality, do you think I am not capable of bearing the reality? Maybe I am stronger than you seem on the surface, isn't it? You call now and tell your students well, let them come here to pick you up, and stop messing around? You were already lying in the hospital well, so you have to come out just because I called you See me?" Hu Die said, her words became louder.

She didn't want to lose her temper, but she couldn't help it. This man always made her feel a little bit uneasy. This feeling made her very uncomfortable, and in fact, deep down in her heart, she also had a sense of guilt towards him. , but this kind of guilt is hard to express, and she doesn't want the teacher to misunderstand what she still has about him, the fantasy she shouldn't have.

"I've texted them and I'll be here to pick me up soon, don't worry, okay? If you feel awkward and uncomfortable being here with me, you can also leave now so they don't have to wait When I come over and see you, there are some things that I can't explain." At this time, the teacher even wanted to protect Hu Die very politely.

Hu Die felt even more uncomfortable after hearing these words. This feeling was like between a teacher and a student. She had to look down at him. The teacher was always protecting her, but she couldn't get complete justice in front of him. treat.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lose my temper, I just don't know how to express my inner thoughts, I just feel that you always give so much, but don't want others to pay for you, this feeling makes me uncomfortable, maybe We weren't suitable to be together. If we broke up at that time, even if it wasn't because of your illness, we wouldn't last long after that. After all, our relationship was originally a deformed relationship in the eyes of some outsiders. "Hu Die finally lowered her head, she admitted that she was lacking, but at this time the teacher grabbed her hand and said.

"You don't need to condemn yourself. I have never regretted the beautiful relationship between us. Even if it didn't work out in the end, it is still a very important relationship in my life, so don't always feel as if I’m sorry for who’s appearance, no, there’s no such thing, life often has such unfair thoughts, it’s normal, and you don’t need to think so much.” The teacher comforted Hu Die in turn, and the relationship between the two people seemed to be Very embarrassing.

In the end, Hu Die stopped talking altogether. She suddenly found that the relationship between her and the teacher was not even as good as the relationship with Lin Yuan.

Although she and Lin Yuan had only been together for less than a few days, she felt that he gave her a great sense of security, because he was willing to tell her the truth, to tell her the truth nakedly, proving that in his In her eyes, she is a person who can bear the truth.

After half an hour, those students ran over to look for him, and the whole shop was about to close now.

These students finally found this place before closing at 12 o'clock. When they hurriedly opened the door, they saw that their teacher was sitting face to face with a girl who looked strange. The words that were spoken were held back.

Hu Die noticed that there was a very beautiful girl among the three students, wearing a white skirt, who looked somewhat similar to her past self. She was so enthusiastic towards the teacher, and even took out a wet tissue to give He wiped his face and sweat.

The teacher didn't want Hu Die on the opposite side to misunderstand, so he raised his hand to stop the other party's movements. The girl's hand paused for a while, as if aware of the ambiguous relationship between him and Hu Die.

(End of this chapter)