my dream adventure

Chapter 459 The Butterfly Effect (225)

"I'm in the car now, just wait for me for about 15 minutes, I'll pass right away, but I'm a little scared, the way I am now is completely different from the way I used to be, if you are scared after seeing it, Then I can only say I'm sorry, and there's nothing I can do." He sighed very regretfully, and said such a sentence.

Hu Die didn't say no or yes, but changed her movements slightly, and then said, "You think too much, teacher, I don't care what you look like now, nor what your situation is, the relationship between me and you It’s just a short time to have an encounter, and everything before that has been written off. No matter what your reason is, no matter how painful you are, don’t use these pains to blackmail me. I hope I can treat you more OK, okay?"

Hu Die's words were somewhat bitter and mean. After hearing these words, the other party felt very painful in his heart. This kind of pain slowly transformed into traces of heartache.

He found that everything was the karma he made in the past. If he didn't hurt Hu Die so much, if he didn't directly say that he wanted to break up, but told Hu Die that he had cancer, at this moment, they Wouldn't the relationship between them seem so awkward and difficult to get along with?

There is no turning back in life, and now he can deeply feel the deep meaning of this sentence?If you can't turn back, if you actually think about turning back all the time, the pain in your own body will only become more and more unbearable.

Hu Die heard that the other party hadn't spoken, so she hung up the phone. When the hot pot was served, she tasted a little bit and found it very spicy. While drinking water, she looked at the door. After 15 minutes, he wobbled He entered the store quickly and sat at Hu Die's table. At this time, the waiter came over and asked if he wanted to cook some more dishes, but the old professor shook his head and said.

"No need, I just finished my treatment, I can't eat these spicy things, just bring me a bowl of porridge, thank you." He said this very respectfully and politely.

The teacher seemed to show off that he had cancer, at least when he said the word chemotherapy, Hu Die felt a little uncomfortable, and even felt that this man wanted to use this thing to threaten her, so she frowned Head, the hand that was about to join paused in the air.

But she knew that maybe it was just her own wild thinking, and she had a little bit of guilt towards him, so when he came over, she felt a little afraid to look up at him, he looked sick, and he was as handsome as before. It does look a little different.

"Hu Die, you have indeed become beautiful. There is a big difference from before. Now with a little make-up, you really look like a girl." He seemed to be standing in the position of an elder when he spoke.

At the same time, there was a little bit of regret, as if seeing the other party, I had met him for a while, but when we met again later, I found that I was a lot older, but the other party was still young, and suddenly felt a little The taste of emptiness.

He felt a little sad. After all, he had cancer. Maybe the radiotherapy would fail, the treatment would fail, maybe his body could not recover, and his life span might be only 2-3 years. At that time, Hu Die was still here. He danced lightly on the big stage, but he himself became a tombstone under the loess. As long as he thought about all this a little, he felt that the world seemed not so fair to him.

But what can he expect now?

Do you still expect him to use this weak body to have some kind of attachment to Hu Die?

Hu Die's expression became a little stiff, and she wasn't particularly used to it. In this situation and state, she didn't seem to want to meet the other party, but she had to. There was something she wanted to say, but she couldn't say it. In the current scene, she doesn't want to say something that will misunderstand the other party, and you don't want to say something that hurts the other party.

"Do you know why I came to you? I just want to talk to you. After all, a lot of things have happened recently. You are sick. I just finished a performance at the Grand Theater. I always feel that I have to talk to my friends from the past for a while. Recalling the past, talk about some things that have caused some estrangement, I hope you can understand, everything has passed, there is no need to think so much, and there is no need to choose to look back, let's look forward, okay, we have all changed, we have changed You have become a different person." Hu Die said with some indifference.

At the same time, she actually hoped that the other party could understand that it was impossible for her to look back, and it was impossible for her to return to the relationship she had with him in the past.

"Okay, okay." He said two good ones, and then fell silent.

The two of them faced each other like this, Hu Die was eating the hot pot, the red hot pot was very spicy, while he was sitting opposite and eating bland porridge.

The contrast between each other is extremely sharp, and suddenly I feel a little lonely, but no one breaks this tranquility, because everyone knows that once the other party speaks, it will definitely provoke some people's unwelcome and displeasure, so he actually I also don't want to make Hu Die unhappy, but who would have thought that his appearance here would cause so many unpleasant emotions on the other party.

When leaving, Hu Die stood at the door of the store and paid the bill with the waiter, and the two had some disputes again.

"Let me just buy it. I am older, and this is the first time we have met after so many years. All in all, I still have to fulfill some obligations as a host." He stopped Hu Die and wanted to pay the bill.

Hu Die's face was a little displeased. She saw his outstretched hands. The joints were unusually sharp, very thin, and there were even a little bit of age spots on them. He was not like this before, he was just under his age. At the age of 40, why do you have age spots?

Hu Die was looking at him for the first time at this time. It turned out that he had really been tortured by illness for so many years and suffered so much pain, and he had never told her about it. The reason why Hu Die was angry with the other party was that The big reason is actually that he always hides from her self-righteously, thinking that she is very fragile and cannot accept this reality.

"You are always like this, always thinking that I am a child, always thinking that you can always protect me, right? You don't even buy me a single order, why? What you do is so stupid, you are sick Chemotherapy has cost so much, you don’t even buy me a single order, do you think I’m still that little white rabbit hiding behind your back and needing your protection?”

(End of this chapter)