my dream adventure

Chapter 443 The Butterfly Effect (209)

She is always recalling the past, always thinking about why her mother committed suicide, which seems to be a very cruel reality to her.

Maybe the mother loves Hu Siyu too much, but it doesn't make sense, because the mother learned that she had read those books, and she couldn't accept that her daughter knew that she had been an abandoned woman, so she chose Hu Siyu. suicide.

Sometimes Hu Die wonders whether her mother committed suicide because Hu Siyu abandoned her, or because she saw those letters.

If she hadn't read those letters and learned the truth, wouldn't she have committed suicide?
This cruel thought haunted her heart repeatedly. Sometimes when she was lying alone in bed late at night, those thoughts began to permeate her heart bit by bit, split her soul, and made her tortured in every possible way without being able to get relief.

"The pain you have experienced is far less than the pain I have experienced in the past ten years. Do you think that just kowtowing your head and saying these words in front of me can resolve my resentment? Impossible, don't wishful thinking It's gone." Every time Hu Die thought about what she had borne in the past, she couldn't forgive the man in front of her.

Hu Siyu fell into silence. He and his wife did not have any children, but he may have raised some illegitimate children outside, and he knew it himself.

But he didn't count or understand how many illegitimate children he had raised. Maybe Zhuge Jinyu knew better than him in this regard.

All of a sudden, his own child appeared in front of him and asked him to kneel in front of her mother, asking for forgiveness. He never imagined that one day he would have such an encounter when the tiger fell into Pingyang.

Perhaps it was because of this that he had never thought about that made him even more hateful.

"I will never forgive you, I will never forgive you." Hu Die repeated these two words, then turned and left the cemetery.

In a corner of a dense forest, she slowly slowed down while walking, tears streaming down her face, and squatted down in a hidden bush, just like this slowly passed by, ignoring what happened around her. She didn't even realize that someone approached her quietly.

Lin Yuan quietly hid behind a forest and looked at her. He never thought that a girl would be so sensitive, she would leave as soon as she said, and leave as soon as she said, regardless of the surrounding situation at that time. It's as if she doesn't care about other people's feelings.

It's just because of this that Lin Yuan felt that a girl who acts rashly like her also has a cute and pitiful side.

"Mom, mom, are you looking at me in the sky? I avenged you, he knelt down in front of you so many times, did you see that? Did you see that? That person is not worthy of your love at all, he It's not worth it at all, he's not worth it at all..."

Hu Die quietly hid in that place and cried, but in fact many things could not come back, even if she cried again, it was impossible for her mother to return to her side.

What she knows, she knows better than anyone else, all these things that happened around her, if life is a kind of regret, for them, life is piled up with one regret after another.

These regrets are things that can never be turned back, but once they look back, what is the point of forming their own unique personalities from the past to the future?

Hu Die knows this better than anyone else, because in the past many years, she has been thinking about these things over and over again, and she is finding some answers for herself to almost all the questions.

Lin Yuan looked at her quietly, looking at her, she looked like a frightened little animal in the forest, nestled in the grass motionless, looking very cute and pitiful.

She was crying all the time, chattering about many things, even Lin Yuan himself was thinking why her tears would never stop flowing, could it be that she was made of a faucet?

Then, just when he felt that maybe he should stand up and say something in front of her, the system sound suddenly sounded, and a window popped up, indicating that his task in this dream had been completed.

[The current dream mission "Hudie's Wish" has been completed, please decide whether to leave the dream at this moment or not to leave the dream temporarily? 】

Lin Yuan did not hesitate, and decisively clicked not to leave for the time being. He still has a lot of things to do, and he has not seen Hu Die's performance on the stage, so naturally he cannot leave the dreamland so easily.

It's just that he didn't expect Hu Die's wish to end so soon. A reminder of the completion of the task without warning announced that he was about to leave this long dream, drawing an end to this journey.

"It seems that she doesn't really want to see Hu Siyu's remorse, nor does she really want him to kneel 999 times. It seems that it is enough for her to vent her emotions."

He whispered a few words to the night sky quietly, and naturally no one could hear him, he said this.

……

On the second day, Hu Die returned to Shanghai, and the front of the rehearsal hall was decorated with lights and festoons. They seemed to be ready to go to the capital to start their final rehearsal.

The teacher who led the team sat on the car seat and kept looking around, but he looked around for a long time, looking at his watch and the phone screen at the same time, looking very anxious.

"Why haven't you come yet? Didn't you agree to ask for leave until this morning? If it's a few minutes later, the car will leave. Sister Zhang, don't rush, that little butterfly of your family, hurry up and let her come over! "The teacher leading the team was almost swearing anxiously, and everyone else in the car was also nervously waiting for Hu Die to arrive.

"What can I do? Yesterday, after she got on the plane, her mobile phone was turned off, and she couldn't be contacted at all. I don't know where she went, right, but now there is no other way but to wait. .” Sister Zhang waved helplessly.

However, compared to the teacher who led the team, the expression on her face was much calmer, because she knew that Hu Die was not a person who would run amok, and things were relatively cautious.

Since she had agreed to pay homage to her mother, she would definitely not go to other places to play privately. Besides, isn't it her dream to perform on the big stage?
Now the goal of realizing her dream is in front of her eyes, how could she miss this opportunity.

"Don't worry, you'll definitely come later, and it won't be too late for half an hour or an hour, anyway, we all have a special car." Sister Zhang was still on the side to persuade the man.

(End of this chapter)