my dream adventure

Chapter 303 Nirvana

"Whether you still want to believe me or not, it doesn't matter anymore. Whether you think I've changed my mind, whether I'm capricious, or ruthless, it's me who caused you to become what you are now, so I will definitely save you. You went out."

There was no pleading in Liu Qing's eyes. After seeing Xu Qiao, his heart gradually became firmer. Maybe it was all because of his cowardice that led to such a big mistake.

As a man, he should be responsible for what he did, otherwise, he would have no face to face Lisa and Xu Qiao.

I don't even have the face to continue living.

Spreading his hands, Liu Qing held the spirit ring that Hua Wuxin lent him, with a seal engraved on it, as long as he used his power to activate it, Lisa could return to the spirit ring.

The huge red monster in front of him was destroying wantonly in Xu Qiao's soul space, like a wild beast that was out of control, constantly spraying flames, struggling to find a way out.

Liu Qing ignored the infection of the flame and approached the beast step by step. It lost its mind, no memory and rationality, and could not recognize the man she had been in love with at all.

He called out, "Lisa, it's me, I'm Liu Qing, do you remember me?"

The beast lost control, and when it saw someone intruding into its territory, it blindly launched a defense for self-protection, and it sprayed flames at Liu Qing's location.

Liu Qing blocked it, and soon he realized that it was almost impossible to use words to influence her who was out of control.

He squatted down, took out a surgically sharp lancet from his pocket, quickly dodged the flames sprayed by the monster, and at the same time took the opportunity to shoot a sharp blade to cut off the monster's ability to move.

The scorching flames scorched his spiritual body intolerably, so he had no choice but to attack Lisa, and because he was a doctor, he knew exactly which part of the opponent would cause it to lose its ability to move quickly.

Because of the anger and pain, the monster began to destroy wantonly. It instinctively regarded Liu Qing as its enemy, and instinctively started to attack him. After finding out that the spray of flames was ineffective, it quickly closed the distance between the two sides, and brutally attacked Liu Qing with brute force. Qing's spirit body collided.

Liu Qing's reaction ability is weak, and his long-distance attack is okay. There is no chance of winning in close combat. He was hit hard on the abdomen by Lisa's incarnation. back and chest etc.

Soon, both of them began to be exhausted, and the flame that polluted Xu Qiao's soul space gradually faded, only a circle not far from the monster was still burning.

"Give up, Lisa, come back with me, and I will try to save you again." Liu Qing clutched her abdomen, leaning against a wall, her hair was disheveled, her physical strength was almost exhausted, and she was panting.

The situation of the monster on the opposite side was not optimistic either. It was half lying on the ground, struggling to stare at its enemy with its eyes, and physiological tears flowed from its eyes because of pain and weakness.

Howled in his mouth, as if responding to Liu Qing's comfort.

While panting, it staggered to the side of Liu Qing and lay down, and then completely lost its ability to move. The body of a wild beast began to dissipate, and the body of a naked little girl gradually transformed.

Surprise flashed in Liu Qing's eyes, he didn't expect Lisa to return to her original appearance, he took off his charred and blackened white coat and covered Lisa.

She was very weak, unable to move her limbs, and her eyes were full of despair, just like the sadness she showed when she knew that Liu Qing was about to euthanize her.

The golden light-white curly hair hangs weakly on both sides of Lisa's cheeks. She is beautiful, like a mermaid stranded on the shore, dying, not even able to speak.

She muttered something, Liu Qing hurried to her mouth, tried her best to listen to Lisa's voice, but heard a puzzling sentence intermittently.

"Kill... kill... me..."

"Kill...kill me..."

"Liu Qing...kill me...kill me..."

She kept repeating the same sentence in her mouth, Liu Qing heard it clearly, but she didn't understand why Lisa said this sentence.

"Lisa, do you still remember me, sorry? I will definitely save you, I will!"

Liu Qing wanted to use the power of the spirit ring to preserve Lisa's spirit body that was about to dissipate. In this way, even if her soul was on the verge of collapse, she could use the power of the spirit ring to recuperate and restore the integrity of her soul.

Just as he was about to use the spirit ring, Lisa's hand suddenly stretched out, grabbed it, and pulled it down forcefully. Liu Qing sensed her movement and turned around.

She opened her eyes, and her eyes seemed to be coated with a layer of white mist, blurred.

"Liu Qing, Xiao Liuqing. Just let me go. I'm already very satisfied to die in your arms like this. Really, just let me go, okay?"

Lisa's voice is as sweet as a nightingale, and her body is as fragmented as a fragile doll.

"Enough, you must survive, you will not die, you will definitely not die." Liu Qing held Lisa in her arms, she was so light, even lighter than a handful of straw.

"Don't cry, Xiao Liuqing, don't cry. I've known for a long time that I'm a defective product. For everyone in the institute, my existence has always been a trouble. I killed people, and the people I hurt , It’s too much. I don’t want to go back to that kind of self-condemnation life, so the person who asked the Mastermind to euthanize me was actually me.”

Lisa used her last breath to talk about the past one by one. It turned out that she had chosen euthanasia in the first place.

The research institute has not given up on her, and still hopes to find a way to suppress her out-of-control abilities, but Lisa has given up the chance to save herself first. A life of self-control.

Liu Qing's heart seemed to be beaten hard. He complained for so long, hated the institute and the mastermind, from ten years ago until now, but he didn't expect that it was actually Lisa who proposed it. How is this possible without the request for euthanasia?
"Impossible, this is impossible. Were you the one who proposed euthanasia? Why, why did you want to commit suicide?" Liu Qing widened her eyes and shook her head repeatedly.

He doesn't accept this reality, and he doesn't want to believe that Lisa asked for euthanasia on her own initiative. If so, then all the arrangements he has made in the past ten years, he asked Hua Wuxin to help him strip and place Lisa's soul. Guilty, it's all just a dream.

"Xiao Liuqing, don't you understand? What I want is never to live a long time. You prolong my life by hurting others. It seems that you are helping me, but in fact, it will only make me more painful."

Lisa's hand stroked Liu Qing's face, she stroked it carefully and slowly, then she suddenly smiled, with crystal clear tears in her eyes.

"You are old, how many years have I not seen you, I am still the same as before, but your soul is already old. In the past ten years, the girl who replaced me and participated in your life is the girl who was imprisoned by me , he has witnessed your ten years, and I have witnessed your 20 years. To you, who is more important?"

Lisa seemed to be talking nonsense, with nostalgia and regret, and vague condemnation of Liu Qing.

Liu Qing couldn't cry, he didn't know what to do next.

He understood Lisa's longing for death. She didn't want to be a beast that only attacked and hurt the important people around her.

At that time, Lisa proposed the opportunity of euthanasia, in fact, she hurt Liu Qing who stepped forward to stop her in the process of losing control of her ability. It was because of that experience that she understood that as long as she was still alive, she could not Avoid harm to family and friends.

Liu Qing understands her and understands her desire to kill herself, but, as Lisa's boyfriend, how could he allow Lisa to hurt himself? It is impossible for him to accept losing her.

"No, no matter how much you persuade me, I will not allow you to do such a thing." Liu Qing said this sentence almost howling.

He was already sobbing.

At this time, Lisa's fingertips brushed the corners of Liu Qing's eyes, wiping away his tears, she suddenly smiled, and her eyes fell somewhere behind him.

"Look at her, how beautiful she is, smarter than me, stronger than me, more complete than me, she is more suitable for you than me. Xiao Liuqing, you will not be alone, even if one day, I no longer exist, you will I will look forward and move forward."

Lisa's eyes reflected Xu Qiao's appearance, and Xu Qiao was standing behind him, quietly listening to the conversation between the two of them.

Lisa closed her eyes. At this time, Liu Qing seemed to accept something. Looking at the peaceful smile on her mouth, he felt that his heart was also purified by it. The impetuousness and pain in his heart disappeared without a trace in the blink of an eye. no trace.

He put Lisa's body down slowly, got up, turned his head, and looked at Xu Qiao. Their eyes met. Liu Qing wanted to say something, but couldn't say it. It was Xu Qiao who broke the silence first.

"She's beautiful." Xu Qiao's first words made Liu Qing's heart skip a beat.

"Yes, she is beautiful."

After a pause for a while, he repeated this sentence, then smiled, and turned around to look at Lisa lying on the ground.

The little person, wearing his white coat, platinum hair, and white dress, is like her admirable, holy soul.

Xu Qiao walked slowly to Lisa's side, and stood shoulder to shoulder with Liu Qing, watching her turn into golden light and slowly dissipate, flying into the sky with little spots of light, and flying to the infinitely distant world of peace and happiness on the other side.

Everything was so quiet, Xu Qiao's soul space gradually recovered with the help of Lisa's dissipated soul power, the tears in the corners of Liu Qing's eyes also slowly dried up, his mood was so peaceful.

Just like Lisa's last smile, he let go of the pain.

(End of this chapter)