my dream adventure

Chapter 288 The Butterfly Effect (56)

"The views of the two students are tit-for-tat. Everyone should give them more applause and encourage them, and thank them for providing us with such wonderful debate viewpoints." As soon as Lin Yuan finished speaking, the students looked at him with smiles, and there was another loud applause in the class As soon as he raised his hand, everyone calmed down again.

"We tolerate different views. No matter what position you hold deep in your heart, you should not use your own prejudices and emotions to participate in rational discussions. Otherwise, it will easily become meaningless abuse. So In daily life, students also pay attention to the cultivation of their own inner morality. When we study literature and discuss Cao Xueqin's Dream of Red Mansions, we do not only study his development layout from a literary point of view, the choice of words and sentences or the feelings of poetry, it is just a story The carrier and surface of the story. We should delve deeper into the core of the story itself, analyze the fate of the characters, and the social phenomena revealed, as well as human nature. In the end, return to ourselves from the story and reflect on our life and destiny. What the characters in the story can teach us.”

Lin Yuan naturally uttered a set of concluding words, which also led to the theme of this debate. In the end, from the fate of the characters and personal preferences for the characters in the novel, what he deduced is his own temperament and even his values ​​and consciousness.

Lin Yuan deliberately designed this debate competition, the purpose of which was to enlighten Hu Die, so that she would not be too deeply trapped in her own pain. Looking back, if a person can have the spirit of reflection, he can more or less realize that his own temperament and the consequences of the choice.

The main reason why Fu Que had such a miserable life was that she always indulged her own desires and acted without considering the consequences, and had no restraint on herself. Once she lost control, the consequences would be unimaginable.

"So, we're here for today's class, let's finish class, there's no homework today, go back and read Dream of the Red Chamber again, reflect on your own character, which character in this novel is the person with a similar temperament to you, and why? And how do you feel about his fate in the story?"

After class, everyone dispersed, and the classroom was soon empty. Hu Die walked from the back seat to the front table. She organized her notes and put them in her own canvas bag, and put the literary paper Lin Yuan gave her. The history textbook was held in both hands, and presented respectfully.

"Well, thank you, Mr. Muyuan, I have benefited a lot from today's class." Her gaze became a little firmer, and the hesitation and anxiety that lingered in her eyes seemed to have decreased a little, and her spirit was a little brighter.

"Really? You have benefited a lot? Why don't you tell me what you have benefited while you are free?" Lin Yuan was blunt. After turning off the projector, he patted the chalk scraps on the book and put them neatly into the official document in the bag.

Hu Die's expression froze for a moment, as if she was a student who was suddenly called up by the teacher to answer questions in the middle of her stroke, her mind went blank while her heart was pounding, feeling as if she was about to suffocate, and her ears turned red Thoroughly.

"Well, are we discussing here now? Mr. Mu Yuan wants to hear my opinion on this class?" Hu Die asked repeatedly.

Seeing what Mu Yuan meant, after he put the briefcase on the desk in the front row, he naturally closed the windows and curtains in the classroom. There were dark clouds outside, and it seemed that it was going to rain heavily.

"Well, there should be a thunderstorm later. We didn't bring an umbrella. It's best to wait for the rain to pass before leaving. There will be no one in this classroom for the next class. You can say as long as you want."

Lin Yuan rolled up his sleeves, revealing his strong forearms. When no one was around, he planned to clean up the messy classroom, so as not to have to come here to breathe dust and bacteria in the future.

Of course, the reason why he acted so naturally and meddled himself was to give Hu Die time to prepare.

"That, um..." She faltered, and finally nodded, followed Lin Yuan's buttocks a little at a loss, watching him sweep the floor and talk to him at the same time.

He struggled with clasping his hands together and separating them again and again, like a meat grinder, looking restless.

What did Mu Yuan hope that Hu Die could use this opportunity to tell, Hu Die thought, or start answering the question that the husband left at the end of the class.

"I've only seen a little bit of A Dream of Red Mansions, and I'm not familiar with many characters, so I can't say who I really like, as if they are not the same as me." Hu Die followed thoughtfully, step by step Behind Lin Yuan.

"Then you can try to analyze your own personality? Maybe I can help you find a suitable choice for you?" Lin Yuan began to guide Hu Die's words.

"Well. I think Mr. Kimoto should know me very well. I have been dancing since I was a child, and I have never spent a day in the world of dancing. Indeed, my life is very simple, and I have few contacts. Only, concentrate on honing a skill without complicated thoughts, this is something that my husband and my friends have mentioned." Hu Die is still self-aware.

"You are simple, but you have a little cowardice and low self-esteem. You seem to be afraid of troublesome others? Why?"

"To tell you the truth, sir, my mother passed away when I was 13 years old, and I have no father since I was a child. Every time I go to school, the gangsters in the class will use this incident to stimulate me. Every time I resist It was useless, and I didn't say anything later, I kept these depressions in my heart, and gradually became a little nervous, these are also some of the problems she told me during the discussion with Dr. Wen. "

Hu Die was very frank in front of Mu Yuan, and Mu Yuan turned his back to her the whole time and did not make eye contact with her, so her psychological pressure would be greatly reduced.

Some things I didn't want to say before, I said naturally.

"After mother left, are you living alone?" Lin Yuan turned a corner and changed the topic to her mother.

"Yes, I am a single-parent family, and many things are not going my way. These are things that I have gradually understood in the past. I also slowly let go. After she left, I moved to many relatives' homes. They expressed boredom and dislike to me without exception, that’s right. If I were standing in their position, raising an unidentified child would be a burden no matter what. Of course there are benefits, my mother still stayed behind For some inheritance, they can of course become the temporary guardians of my property. They can also secretly set aside some for their own use."

When Hu Die said this, she suddenly sneered. She thought it was funny, but more, it was a kind of self-deprecation. She was regarded as a machine for playing football and making money.

He didn't fulfill his responsibilities as a family member, but what he coveted was the source of blessing left by her mother. Why did such a person live happier than her? Why, why?

She can't figure it out.

"Having experienced ups and downs in half your life, generally speaking, it is very likely that you have developed a tough temper, but you still maintain the innocence and happiness of your youth. Although you have a little inferiority and cowardice, it is not an exaggeration." Lin Yuan analyzed rationally, trying to treat himself as an outsider, so as not to arouse Hu Die's emotions.

"Maybe it's because I haven't focused on these messy things for a long time. Dancing can help me vent my boredom, so even if they treat me like that, they gradually start to look away." Her face There was a light smile of relief.

"I'm really relieved for you. It's just that when you become an adult, do you encounter any problems that make you unable to control the depression in your heart, so you think of going to a psychiatrist?"

"This..." She hesitated for a moment, but deep down, she didn't want to hide Mr. Mu Yuan, "I fell in love with one of my teachers when I was in college. But later, we didn't meet Together."

"Did the negative emotions of falling out of love affect you and make you start to reflect on your past life?" He began to guide Hu Die.

She nodded, then shook her head again, "Yes and no. In fact, the depressed emotions have always been lurking in my character. The lovelorn gave me an excuse to go to a psychiatrist to help myself heal. , Broken love is just an inducement."

Hu Die herself is still very clear about some of her problems, she has not avoided them, and is very frank.

"In the process of falling in love, have you realized the flaws in yourself, and it is because of this flaw that you easily fall into the love of the elderly?" Lin Yuan's question is quite sharp.

Hu Die froze for a moment, feeling uneasy and doubtful about Mr. Mu Yuan's naked exposure of her flaws, but finally said it out.

"Actually, Dr. Wen told me the same way. She said that my liking for older people was a projection of my lack of father's company in my childhood. She said that I lacked father's love, so I was more eager to find older people than me when I was an adult. The grown-up people get the feeling of being taken care of and loved from them." Hu Die cried out as she spoke, her voice choked with sobs.

Lin Yuan turned around and came back, watching her cry silently, did not give her a hug, and did not open his mouth to break the rare tranquility.

When she was almost crying, he took out another handkerchief and handed it to her.

"Thank you, Mr. Muyuan. In the final analysis, the reason why I like you so much is because I hope to find the shadow of my father in you. How I hope that my father is such a good person as Mr. Muyuan .Unfortunately, the real him is not worthy to be my father." Hu Die said for a moment.

Lin Yuan smiled slightly. It seemed that he had been patiently guiding him, and he was quite satisfied with the result.

(End of this chapter)