ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 42 What is the dream

Zhao Jing picked up the phone I put on the coffee table and stuffed it into my hand and said, "Sooner or later, I will have to return it to her. Wouldn't it be better sooner? I will prepare 5 yuan for you before you go out."

"Can you tell me why you have to do this? Can't I just lend you 2 yuan?"

Zhao Jing stared into my eyes and said: "Because I know you well, what I'm doing now is for your own good, and you will understand sooner or later."

I couldn't say no to Zhao Jing, so I had to unlock the phone, find An Ran's number and dial it. After the call was connected, I heard the sound of saxophone music over there. "Are you home?" I asked softly.

The reason why I ask this question is because I know that An Ran likes to play loud music when she is alone. It used to be like this in the dormitory. Now that An Ran rents a single apartment by herself, the space is more free. When she is alone, she must will listen to these music.

An Ran's answer surprised me, "I'm not at home. I'm drinking coffee in a tea restaurant. What are you busy with?"

"I..." I felt a sharp gaze cast on me, it was Zhao Jing!She was staring at me, and I instinctively paused for a moment and continued: "Our company's money has arrived, I have withdrawn [-] cash and send it to you now, is it convenient?"

"It's settled so soon? I'm in the tea restaurant on Huancheng North Road now. It's not inconvenient. If you need money, you can use it first. I'm not in a hurry."

"I'll send it to you, so it's not difficult to borrow again! Thank you for helping me when I needed it most."

An Ran smiled and said: "Okay then, I'll wait for you here, come over to drink coffee together, Pan Feng and I, are you alone?"

I don't know why, but when I heard the name Pan Feng, I felt so uncomfortable. I glanced at Zhao Jing beside me, held the phone and said, "I'm with Zhao Jing."

"Come here together, the coffee here is very special, waiting for you."

"Yeah!" I replied, "I'll see you later."

After hanging up the phone, feeling that her emotions had become very lost, Zhao Jing said aside: "If I'm not wrong, An Ran is definitely not alone, right?"

"Let's go!" I was not in the mood to tease Zhao Jing, and said to her: "She and Pan Feng are in the tea restaurant on Huancheng North Road. Let's go over and return the money to her now."

"You wait for me at the gate of the community. I will go home and change my clothes. I will come right away."

Ten minutes later, Zhao Jing drove her Mercedes-Benz out of the underground parking lot and stopped at the gate of the community. I saw that she was obviously dressed up, with a layer of light makeup on her face and beautifully curled eyelashes. There was 5 yuan in cash on the seat, and I didn't ask where the cash came from. Now Zhao Jing seems to be very rich. As she said, playing stocks can make a fortune.

After getting in the car, Zhao Jing asked me to count the cash, and I didn't bother to count the bundles one by one. There were binding strips issued by the bank on them, so there should be nothing wrong.Half an hour later, we came to the tea restaurant on Huancheng North Road. Through the ornate floor-to-ceiling windows, I saw An Ran and Pan Feng sitting face to face in a booth drinking coffee.

This picture inevitably made me a little uncomfortable. Zhao Jing got out of the car and locked the door, pushed me when passing me, and said to me: "Let's go, what are you looking outside, go in and see! What's there?" Go in and say what you want to say."

I bit my head and led Zhao Jing into the tea restaurant. As soon as we entered, An Ran saw us and waved to us. When I brought Zhao Jing to the table, An Ran and Pan Feng both stood up. An Ran took the initiative to introduce Pan Feng Zhao Jing is making an introduction as a classmate.

Zhao Jing stretched out her hand generously to tease Pan Feng and said, "Director Pan, you have to take good care of An Ran. This is a talented girl in our class. She can work in the TV station. The TV station must have picked up a treasure."

Pan Feng shook Zhao Jing's hand and said with a smile: "Yes, it is indeed an honor for our TV station to come to Spring City TV from a distant coastal city to develop."

The two of them spoke one sentence after another, making An Ran feel a little embarrassed, and urged: "Sit down quickly, if you two continue talking, I'm going to blush."

"Please sit down..."

Pan Feng and I sat on the left side of the booth, Zhao Jing and An Ran sat across from us, An Ran ordered another pot of coffee, and I handed 5 yuan to An Ran, the reason being that the money from the company arrived this afternoon, and I To repay all the borrowed money as soon as possible, An Ran said politely and told me to tell her when I need money.

I hope that An Ran said this from the heart, rather than being polite among friends.

The four of us sat in the tea restaurant and chatted for nearly two hours that day. Most of the chats were about school days. Pan Feng, who was sitting next to me, said to me in a particularly envious tone: "I really envy you .”

"Envy me?" I asked casually: "What do you envy me? I still envy you
A good job, like the three of us are foreigners, it is really too difficult to gain a firm foothold in this city. "

Pan Feng suddenly said, "I envy you for getting to know An Ran so early." After speaking, Pan Feng deliberately cast his eyes on An Ran.

What does this mean?Even a fool can tell that saying such words at such a time kills two birds with one stone: 1: Confess to An Ran in a disguised form. 2: Demonstrate to me... You can't say demonstration, just imply to me that he is pursuing Enron.

An Ran smiled generously and said, "It's not too late for us to know each other. We have been in contact since our sophomore year."

Pan Feng sighed softly and said, "It would be even better if I could go to school with you."

I don't know how to continue the conversation this day, Zhao Jing took over the conversation and said: "That's not necessarily true, knowing each other early does not mean that we will know each other for a long time, cherishing what is in front of us is very important."

They just talked about this topic one by one.

I think I am always the one who is lonely and inferior. Listening to Pan Feng talking with Zhao Jing and An Ran, I have a very strong sense of inferiority in my heart. For example, Pan Feng talked with them about CK men’s clothing, Gucci and Kou The difference between Mercedes-Benz... I don't understand these things, I never even thought about knowing about those luxury goods, as if I told myself in my bones that these luxury goods have nothing to do with me, and I don't need to care about or understand them.

It's like sitting with a few friends and playing cards. When others reach out to take pictures, they either have Cartier or Chanel in their hands, and only my own hands are naked. There is a big gap in my heart.

Zhao Jing saw that I was a bit out of touch with this kind of topic, so she took the initiative to say that she wanted to go home to take care of the baby, An Ran also said that it was getting late, but in fact it was only after nine o'clock in the evening, so they just left.

When leaving the tea restaurant, Pan Feng opened his car door to signal for An Ran to get in the car, and wanted to send An Ran back, which seemed to be a matter of course.

An Ran unexpectedly declined Pan Feng, politely told Pan Feng to go to see Zhao Jing's baby, Pan Feng was very surprised, but this surprise was fleeting, and politely shook hands with each of us to say goodbye.

Zhao Jing opened the rear door and sat with Anran in the back row. I naturally became the driver. On the way back, Anran answered the phone, listened to her talk, and then asked me to stop on the side of the road. , She wants to go home and use the computer to send a document to someone.

Zhao Jing asked me to drive Anran back, but Anran politely declined and insisted on getting off at the side of the road to call Didi herself, the reason being to let Zhao Jing go back early to take care of the baby.

After An Ran left, Zhao Jing sat in the co-pilot's seat and said to me, "An Ran treats you well."

I asked, "Where did you see it? Because you were willing to lend me the money?"

Zhao Jing curled her lips and asked, "Are you pursuing An Ran now? Start over?"

I shook my head and said disappointedly: "It is impossible for me and An Ran to be together in this life. What I want to do now is to make up for the mistakes I made. You know, I am stubborn to stick to the 'Old City Era' I refuse to give up because I want to give Anron more advertising performance in the later stage of promotion, so that she can rely on her own performance to speak, enter the editorial department early, and become a host. This is her dream. Everything I do is to fulfill her dream."

"What about you?" Zhao Jing looked at me who was driving and asked, "Then what is your dream?"

What is my dream?Facing the sudden question, I was completely stunned, my eyes were fixed on the front, but my heart was already in a mess, and Zhao Jing's eyes were pressing on me like sharp knives. After a long silence, I turned my head Glancing at Zhao Jing, there was an incomprehensible wry smile on the corner of her mouth, she turned her head again and looked in front of her and said dumbly, "Dream? Can I have such a luxury?"

After listening to me, Zhao Jing was also silent. We stayed silent until we reached the underground parking lot of the community. After parking the car, I realized that Zhao Jing had been crying, with two lines of tears dripping down her cheeks...

I looked at Zhao Jing at a loss, not understanding why she was crying. Zhao Jing pushed the door of the car and walked away without looking back. She said, "You forgot the key."

Zhao Jing snatched the car keys from my hand, stepped on her high heels stubbornly and walked towards the building where she lived. I looked at Zhao Jingyuan's back, and really couldn't figure out what happened to her.

It's really hard to understand a woman's mind.

I am used to lying on the balcony before going to bed to see the scenery outside, light a cigarette, recall what I have experienced and what I have done that day, and by the way, check Moments and Weibo. My Weibo name is: continued Writes about wandering around the world in Spring and Autumn; rarely posts news, and has few fans, and at most just reads local news.

The circle of friends found that Zhao Jing posted a new update: You are so pitiful that you dare not even have your own dreams, but you still think about others, are you cheap?

Needless to say!This circle of friends must be talking about me, am I cheap? ——
(End of this chapter)