ex girlfriend secret

Chapter 207 Is This Love

Su Xiaomo and I were stunned at the time, looked at each other, but couldn't say a word, it's not that we didn't want to say it!But I don't know what to say, the news is too shocking.

"What's wrong?" Zhao Jing asked disapprovingly: "Why do you two have such expressions? Aren't you going to congratulate me?"

"This..." Su Xiaomo was completely at a loss for words, and asked cautiously, "You...you didn't...are you kidding? By the end of the year...get married?"

Zhao Jing looked at Su Xiaomo and asked, "Huh? Is there a problem?"

Su Xiaomo didn't know what to say this time, so she cast her eyes on me, what's the use of me?What can I say?I lowered my head and pretended I didn't hear it, which made Zhao Jing dissatisfied. She said loudly, "Hey! Did you listen to me? Let me tell you, I'm getting married at the end of the year, why don't you bless me?"

I looked at Zhao Jing with great reluctance, then lowered my head and said, "Okay, bless you, the baby finally has a complete family, very good! Very good!"

After finishing speaking, the whole private room became quiet, Su Xiaomo didn't dare to talk nonsense, and I didn't want to look at Zhao Jing, as for why?I don't know!
It was silent for about 2 minutes, and finally Zhao Jing couldn't stand the heat anymore. She got up and took the bag on the table, and walked outside without looking back. When she went out, she slammed the door heavily. Very loud sound!big!

"It's over!" Su Xiaomo sighed after Zhao Jing left: "Zhao Jing is angry again, you shouldn't be so indifferent."

I took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth, and said to Su Xiaomo: "Then what should I show? Congratulate her happily?" Speaking of this, I pressed the lighter to light the cigarette, and then continued: "I seem to be I should bless her with all my heart, but I don’t know why, anyway, I can’t say it. I always feel that she is irresponsible to herself by doing this, just like you said, spending a lifetime with someone she doesn’t love. What a sad thing."

Su Xiaomo couldn't help sighing and said: "I don't understand! I don't understand you, and I also don't understand Zhao Jing. She just left crying, she was obviously waiting for you to stay, but what about you? You pretended It looks like you don’t understand, you really don’t understand!”

"Don't eat!" I stood up and said, "You can kill yourself as much as you want, I want to go back to sleep."

Su Xiaomo curled her lips and said, "Let's go! Let's go! It's cleaner to eat alone."

Walking out of the hotel, the midday sun made people unable to open their eyes. The sky was still blue, but it seemed a lot more empty. The driver in Kunming, which was like spring, gave people a sense of emptiness and anxiety. I tried to find the source of my confusion. All the cigarettes burned to the filter, and I didn't even notice it. If the soup hadn't been in my hand, I would have forgotten that I still had a cigarette between my fingers.

After walking for almost two kilometers, I seem to have found the root of my confusion, because my relationship with Zhao Jing is really good, she is the noble person in my life, she helped me many times when I was frustrated, now I heard that she To be married instead of 'love', I feel more or less sad, and it is precisely because of this that I am so unhappy!
right!It must be so.

I took out my phone and found Zhao Jing's WeChat account, and typed on the screen: I hope you are married to love.

Zhao Jing replied: I just married love, bless me.

After replying to this message, Zhao Jing also posted a circle of friends, in which she notified all her friends that she was going to get married at the end of the year.They also posted photos of Liu Yang. There are nine photos in total, but none of them together. The first four are photos of Zhao Jing, the middle one is a photo of a baby, and the last four are photos of Liu Yang.

After reading Zhao Jing's reply and all my friends, I felt even more uncomfortable. When I was about to put the phone away, I saw An Ran's reply below: Why is he the groom?
I saw it, isn't it right?Did An Ran know Liu Yang?etc!This piqued my curiosity.

Zhao Jing replied quickly, "Why not him? You want to ask, why not Tianyu? In fact, our relationship is very simple, not that complicated. He always loves you, but you treat him too much." Many people don’t understand, what two people need to be together is mutual tolerance, Tianyu is really not easy, starting from nothing to now, you have not seen how hard it is step by step, especially being us In the service industry, in front of Party A, our attitude is humble, giving kickbacks, giving gifts, eating with others, drinking, humbly looking for relationships to give proposals, and being wronged in front of others. He has never told you about these things, right? , you put too much pressure on him, An Ran, you are not a little girl anymore, put away your willfulness, if you still love him, please be considerate of him, at least I know Tianyu still loves you, even if you decide to leave by yourself You also need to find someone to replace you..."

After reading this message, my heart feels even heavier. It turns out...the person who knows me best is always Zhao Jing!
An Ran replied to Zhao Jing: "I seem to know something!"

After that, I saw my classmates like Zhao Jing's post one after another, shut down my phone silently, stopped a taxi, and asked the driver to take me to the former campus.

The past few days happened to be the school’s winter vacation. Everywhere you can see the students who left school with their suitcases and returned home for the New Year. It seemed that they had returned to the days when we graduated in an instant. Before we had time to say goodbye, we all separated. Yes, that farewell became a farewell to many people.Say goodbye to youth, say goodbye to innocence, and say goodbye to those youthful days that belong to us.

I sat on the field lawn inside the plastic runway, staring at the blue sky, far away and empty!The blue one has no flaws at all, but I shed tears when I looked at it.

The last cigarette in the pack was smoked very seriously, as if it was the last farewell.

An umbrella covered the top of my head, I turned around to look, and found that An Ran had arrived at some point, just like me, sitting on the ground beside me.It seems that we have returned to the time of college in an instant. We have not left here, and everything here belongs to us.

"It's gone!" I stared at the smoke that was about to burn out in my hand, and said with a wry smile: "There are so many good things that disappear without a trace with the passage of time, leaving no trace in the end, and we are the same..."

"I'm sorry!" An Ran leaned gently on my shoulder, and said to me: "I'm not sensible, I've always been so selfish, I gave you so many restraints in the name of love, but I never considered you Is there any pressure?"

I smiled wryly, and said to An Ran: "There is nothing wrong with you. Love is inherently selfish. When I saw you and Pan Feng together, I would be jealous and unhappy. What right do I have to blame you? Blame us for being too immature. We can't do what other people do. Bai Xue can understand Cheng Ye and is willing to accept him who used to be unrestrained. Zhao Jing is also going to marry Liu Yang. Love', only us, go farther and farther."

"Tianyu..." An Ran leaned on my shoulder and said softly, "Let's get married..."

marry?I thought I heard it wrong, why everything seems so unreal?Like a dream!

An Ran ignored me looking at her, but still leaned against me and looked into the distance and said: "I don't need your promises, nor your luxury cars or mansions, as long as the two of us are together, it's enough, even if it's renting a house. It doesn't matter, after I left you, I realized how much I miss you, and... Did you choose Liao Wenze to take care of me instead of you? He is still a child."

I smiled helplessly, Liao Wenze failed to enter An Ran's heart after all.

An Ran said softly: "Actually... I have premonitions about many things. You are the only one who knows that I like books, and you are the only one who knows that I like Meng Er. If it weren't for you, how could he think of buying these gifts for me? Do you think he is suitable for me, the silly big boy who compares his car with Pan Feng? Do you think he can take good care of me? You are so stupid."

"Ran Ran……"

"Tianyu, don't persuade me, I have already thought clearly, especially when I saw Zhao Jing's reply to me, I was wrong before, and I put too much pressure on you. The name constrains your freedom and hinders your career development. Many things are realized in hindsight. After too much pressure, you will only know regret when you lose it. If you are still willing to accept me, let’s get married! I don’t know what to say about marriage It takes a lot of courage to give someone, but at this time I am very calm and calm to tell you this, are you willing to love me again?"

I raised my hand, hugged An Ran in my arms, went around so many times, and finally hugged each other, maybe this is the arrangement of fate.

I received a WeChat message from Liao Wenze on my mobile phone. It was a photo. The content of the photo was An Ran snuggling up beside me. The angle of the photo was behind us. I turned my head, but there was no sign of Liao Wenze. A BMW 7 Series. Go away a little bit.

Under the photo, there is a text: Brother Tianyu, I'm sorry, actually I should have known how deeply you and Anran love each other. I was very moved when I saw you sitting on the lawn, and I also knew that I was just an outsider. In front of you, you cannot be replaced, even that Pan Feng is not as good as you.When I was chatting with An Ran, he would always mention you and tell your stories. I gave her Moe Er, and her happy eyes almost melted.After all, I am not you, so I can’t give her enough sense of security. Thank you, Brother Tianyu, for letting me find her in the vast crowd. There are so many imperfections in life, but this does not affect our enjoyment of life. I know she is here You will be happy around you, and that's enough.Finally, I wish you all the best. If you want to treat guests to a wedding wine, please don't forget me.

When I was reading this message, An Ran also saw it. She snuggled into my arms and said softly, "Thank you for loving me."

I put my arms around An Ran, kissed her forehead and asked, "Zhao Jing is getting married, what kind of gift should we give?"
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